Chapter 355
Chu Yunsheng curled up and leaned his body against the icy cold body of the Dumb insect and continued to speak quietly: “Actually, there are many, many things I wanted to tell you, but I always couldn't find the best time, so I keep them until now, but I don't seem to have the opportunity now .
Humans often say that the worst tragedy is that when they have the opportunity to say something, they won't say it . When they finally want to say it, the opportunity is gone . I feel like I am very stupid and I always make this kind of mistakes .
When I was studying at a school . . . what? You don’t know what a school is? I’ll tell you later . listening to me first . when I was studying in a school, I met a girl in a classroom . She had dark hair and white skin… she was very beautiful and soon I fell in love with her . I silently followed her, appeared in the same classroom with her every day, but never once, I dared to tell her that I like her . Eventually, one day, when a handsome boy appeared near her, I knew that I no longer had a chance to speak to her again… .
Hehe, I really suck? You dumb fuck also laughing at me . Do you even know what is love? But you are right . I really suck .
I have never talked to anyone about this, so you must not tell anyone about this . Otherwise, I'll beat the shit out of you .
Later, I learned the lesson . When I just joined the workforce, I met another girl . I gathered all my courageous to talked to the girl, but I was immediately rejected .
Don't laugh at me . I don't usually talk about those things . Later on, I concluded that it wasn't the right time .
But eventually, I found one . I had a sweet time . How long? Why do you need to know? You just a kid, this kind of thing is too early for you . Don't stare at me like that . Even if I tell you . You won't be able to understand it .
Oh… I got carried away . That's right . The thing that I always wanted to tell you, but couldn't find a right time is that… . You know? It can't be… that's my biggest secret… .
I'll tell you anyway… . I am not an insect, I am also not a Min, I am a human, yes, I am one of those people you and elder purple and other insects hated .
Oh, about my body… . It is complicated, it will take a lot of time to explain . . .
I don't know if I am a deviant or not . However, I killed many insects before, I also killed many humans before . My hands are full of blood . . .
Now you know why I asked you not to worry that much when all Mins were talking about you . . .
You are an insect that is abandoned by the insect race, and I am a human that abandoned by my people many times . We are the same . You are an insect but you can't be an insect, I am a human, but I can't be a human . . .
I always said that you are very dumb, you are stupid, and you are a hillbilly insect . but actually, I am the only stupid one here .
30 years . . . plus those few years that I lived with you guys, I am able to live for 30 years now . but looking back, I have lost everything, even my own body! ”
Chu Yunsheng felt that his throat sore and his quiet whisper had turned into the quiet sob . He looked back, noticing that the son of insect was still drinking the purified nutritions . So he carried on .
:” All of them are smarter than me, what choice I have? My brain is not better than them, I am not intelligent than them . I have to accept my fate, right? it is important to know one's own limitations . . .
You don’t know anything happened to me, so I don’t want to tell you much . Let’s talk about the things that related to you . I have tried very hard… really… I tried everything I could… . Think a way to improve energy gathering process, tried my best to increase my own power, and expanded our force… .
But the result?
They did not even need to fight me, they did not even give me a chance . They just directly ignored me . They have control over everything… . In just a few words, they … . They … . They just killed you like that… .
What is the fucking use of the underground army we built… . What is the fucking use of fire energy we stored… .
We are fucking played by them, we are nothing, what Yuan Tian stage three, what sword fighting techniques; what the third form; what ghastly kid… . They are fucking nothing… . . We are fucking nothing . . .
I always thought that the strength is the most important thing . I thought that as long as I am powerful enough, they would not be able to control you and they would not be able to manipulate you . But now, I realized it was just a joke, it is all a big fucking joke…
Dumb insect, do you know that I hate myself… I hate myself for being not smart enough, why am I so stupid?
I wanted to save elder purpler and other brothers, but only us survived, I wanted to protect you and fight by your side, but you were gone .
I felt like I am the bane of others' existence . You don’t know what it means? It means that wherever I go, people will suffer and those who were close to me would not have a good end . At first, it was my parents… .
Oh, I got carried away again… . I know that you could defy its order because I know you… at least say goodbye to us before you go… . I know that they must have told you something… . I know that you were doing this for us… .
Chu Yunsheng raised his head and gazed into the dark sky and murmured:” . . . but… . Dumb insect . . . do you know that… . Although we are not smarter than them… . But we have hearts, we have emotions… .
I said that I will fight beside you, even if it means that I am going to die .
If you can’t remember it, then I will say it again . Even if it means to fight the whole world, I will let them understand that they can despise my intelligence, but they can not look down on my vows!
Even if they were gods, I will make them suffer! ”
He staggered up and then pinched up the son of insect who had drunk enough nutrition . He took the son of insect and walked around the cold body to let it see the dumb insect clearly last one time .
Then he used his legs to gentle removed a piece of shell from the dumb insect’s body and placed it on the son of insect’s chest and then wrapped it up with a piece of cloth .
A hazy light beam shed into the tomb through its hole on the top . In the hazy light, Chu Yunsheng was acceding higher and higher .
As he got out of the tomb, it immediately opened its bat wing-like wings and said coldly:”Dumb insect, forgive me… . I had enough… . . I want to go crazy once… . ”
In the next second, a dark flame that looked like it came straight out of hell burst out from his body and covered his wings . As he flapped his wings, he flew into the sky like a lightning bolt . Behind him, six hundred flying combat units closely followed… . .
“FENG!” Yan Min’s signal was completed blocked by Chu Yunsheng when he was inside the main tomb . But when he flew out of the main tomb, it appeared in his mind again . However, it was ignored by Chu Yunsheng .
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