Chapter 309
Zhuang Nai Nai holds Si Zheng Ting’s arm tightly, looking at him earnestly, silently pleading him to believe her . She tries to say something, but words have completely abandoned her .
The situation is too complex; some things cannot be expressed clearly .
He never brings up the past; he likes to pretend he didn’t care .
But now, Zhuang Nai Nai finally realizes he has actually been hiding his own wounds .
All she can do right now is to hang onto him .
Si Zheng Ting lowers his head and looks at the hand that is gripping his arm .
He knows that Gu Xing Shan is trying to provoke them to fight, and that not all that she has been saying is true .
His head tells him to not to believe Gu Xing Shan, to believe Zhuang Nai Nai, but his heart is swayed .
What she said five years ago ring inside his ears once more: ‘I don’t like you anymore… . ’
That sentence is the biggest thorn in his heart right now .
He fists his hands as he looks at Zhuang Nai Nai .
His heart feels like it is being cut by thousands of blades; it hurts for him to even breathe .
Everything that happened after their reunion flashes inside his head .
In order to save the Gu family, she followed him around and basically stalked him .
After that, she tried to run away .
Even their marriage was obtained through intrigue on his part .
She refused to share a bed with him during their wedding night .
All of the above clearly show where she stands .
He didn’t want to let go of her, so he keeps compromising . He was even willing to forget the fact that she picked 300,000 yuan over him .
A question keeps popping inside his head, one that he would like to direct to her: Do you love me, Zhuang Nai Nai? What am I, inside your heart?
He never did have the courage to ask her that .
He was afraid of the answer .
He carefully hid all of his wounds, probably hoping that he would forget about them once enough time passes . Who would have thought that the wounds would become worse instead?
He looks at Zhuang Nai Nai . When he sees the anxious look on her face, he smiles, sardonically .
He knows that although she did not love him in the past, she does have some feelings for him now .
But now, it is as though a little voice is whispering inside his head: See? The most important person for her will never be you!
That is such a heart-wrenching discovery!
A cold feeling slithers through his heart; even his limbs feel numb .
He looks at her as he forcefully shrugs her hand away .
Zhuang Nai Nai staggers backwards, standing there, stunned .
They are clearly so close to each other, but why does it feels like they are separated by mountains and seas .
There will always be a gap between them, one that cannot be crossed .
Her eyes turn red, aggrieved . She thought Si Zheng Ting would turn around and stalk away again, like last time, but she is wrong .
He remains where he is .
His voice is icy cold as he points at the weeping Gu Xing Shan, “Take her out, Housekeeper . ”
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