Chapter 9.1
Chapter 9 – Farewell, Thank you, Hello (part 1)
TL: Januva
Editor: Puissansa
First Published on Ainushi
Is it because I can clearly feel the contractions? The pain seems to be getting worse .
Nevertheless, I’m grateful for the brief rest I got in between the waves of pain .
Without minding my current attire, I made haste to leave while enduring the pain .
I passed by Maid-san who was still at the height of confusion and left behind Mimoza-chan who was still crying .
It might sound like a horrible thing to do, but I currently did not have the composure to care for them . I had my hands full withstanding the chills and cold sweat I’m currently experiencing .
It would honestly be better to have a sister or a midwife here, but at the very least I want to go somewhere where I can deliver in peace .
That’s why I had to do my best to keep moving, even if it’s a little tough… .
「Haa…haa…」
My breathing had become loud enough to be heard .
In any case, I must remain calm .
I might be rather calm now thanks to Maid-san and Mimoza-chan, but it felt like I’m skating on thin ice .
The moment I lost focus, the ice will break and I shall descend into the depths .
That would be the end for me .
I am still 『young』 after all . Unlike usual mothers that give birth, my body will take more “damage” from labour .
The least I can do is to compose myself .
I suppressed my pain and unease – all the while cursing the lolicon king repeatedly in my heart to preserve my sanity – and desperately headed towards the church .
When I slipped on my shoes and stumbled out, Maid-san and Mimoza-chan finally rebooted and and grabbed my arms to support me .
I think it’d be better if Maid-san went on ahead to the church to make preparations for the childbirth but… the pain that flared up again had me struggling to even remain conscious .
I lacked the energy to even make the request .
「Nee-sama! Hang in there! We’re almost there!!」
「Eeerrrm! S-s-someone!! S-she’s gonna give birth! C-call a si-sister please!!」
Mimoza-chan and Maid-san seemed to be saying something . Though since I was gritting my teeth to bear with the pain, I could hear nothing . Rather, I did not have the composure to mind it .
Even so, I could feel Mimoza-chan’s small hands wrapping around mine, giving me strength .
I intentionally leaned on her and depended on this cute friend of mine .
Feeling the warmth from our bodies in contact, I felt the pain ease a little . This is so pathetic .
While we might seem to be of similar ages on the outside, our mental ages are vastly different .
That went for Maid-san too – if you consider her actual age, you can’t help but think that she’s hopeless .
But it’s different for Mimoza-chan . Even if you don’t count my age from my previous life, I’m still older than her .
That’s why this is truly deplorable . Once I thought as such, the pain returned in greater intensity .
*Zukun zukun*
The surge of pain brought tears to my eyes .
「I-it…it hurts…」
The words that unintentionally leaked out of my mouth were the true feelings of my heart .
It really did hurt after all . I wanted to scream and cry .
It’s commonly said that males can’t withstand the pain of childbirth . Boy is that true .
I was a guy in my past life, so I still have a guy’s mentality .
It’s possible that I might not be able to endure the pain… my clothes were already drenched in cold sweat, my vision distorted by pain, and the fear made my knees go weak . My steps were no longer steady .
Anxiety engulfed me . Is this it for me? As the thought crossed my mind, I bit my lips .
The sting sobered me up and the taste of iron rekindled my spirit .
「Sorry for getting timid . It’s alright… I’ll… properly give birth… to you, so… cheer for me… my baby…」
I’m not alone .
My baby is here with me .
If I collapse here, my baby will go down with me .
This is not funny! Don’t mess with me!
I forced my knees up and stepped firmly upon the ground .
Keep going! Keep going!
I encouraged myself repeatedly .
Keep going! Keep going!
With Mimoza-chan’s support, I head out one step at a time .
The journey of a 1000 miles begins with a single step .
This painful struggle and tough journey will come to an end in due time if I keep going .
With each step, I moved forward slowly but surely . Before I knew it, a huge white building is before me .
The building is the church of Cenovis, the only religion in this world, and also something like a branch office of Holy Kingdom Carina .
With a well right next to it, the greedy church also secretly controls the water source of this town, but the inhabitants of this town merely treat it as a place of rest .
Realize it, please . Letting the church control the water source will only lead to troublesome matters in the future, you know?
An elderly woman rushed out of the church . She’s the sister dispatched to this town by the Holy Kingdom Carina .
The moment she saw me, she ran over in a panic .
「The real thing begins from here on, okay?」
She greeted me with a smile and said so .
「That’s why, rest a little for now . 」
Her hand glowed with a bluish-white light .
What is this? Before I could finish the thought, the overwhelming comfort brought forth by the light relaxed my tense body and I collapsed to my knees .
The sister hugged me tenderly . A scent that reminded me of mothers wafted to my nose .
It felt pleasant . I took in a deep breath and exhaled slowly .
As I did so repeatedly, my eyelids had gotten heavy . Before I realized it, they shut themselves naturally .
Just before my consciousness had cut off, I dreamt of the person I had been hoping to meet .
*Ching ching*
I hear windchimes .
「How nostalgic…」
I murmured softly and grinned unconsciously .
As I faced the source of the chimes, I could see a familiar-looking house .
My feet began moving naturally towards the backyard .
It is probably obvious, but this is the first time I’ve laid my eyes on a Japanese residence since I reincarnated .
I boldly intruded upon the verandah and stepped into the house .
The moment I entered the house, a scent tickled my nose – the scent of home .
「How nostalgic . 」
I murmured once more .
The warm and humid wind flowing in reminded me of the summers in Japan .
The wind also brought a stench, one that is bad for health, but is an essential part of modern society – the smell of exhaust fumes .
Yet, bad as it may be for my body, it’s strange that it gave me a feeling of comfort .
Aah, so this is what homesickness is, isn’t it?
I could feel it clearly – that something that I wished for, hoped for and yearned for from the depths of my heart .
「Help yourself . 」
Hearing the voice from behind me, I suppressed the feelings I lost myself in and turned around particularly slowly .
I might just break into tears if I had turned around as it is .
I took some time to regain my composure before facing the speaker .
On top of the square table was a cup of brown beverage, with droplets of water condensing and dripping down its sides . An elderly woman was at the table as she smiled tenderly at me .
She placed a cup of the dark brown beverage – barley tea – opposite her, at where I’m likely supposed to sit . She used her gaze to urge me to take a seat while maintaining a proper seating posture on the floor cushion .
I meekly sat down before her and brought the cup to my lips .
*Glug*
The barley tea went down my throat . It’s very cold, very fragrant, and above all else, extremely… .
「Tasty . 」
「Is that so? It’s just cheap tea I bought from a 100 yen shop though?」
She had a somewhat surprised tone .
「Even so, it’s tasty . 」
I shook my head and replied with a smile .
How long has it been since I last smiled at her?
At the very least, I don’t think I’ve smiled at her like this since junior high .
(TL note: he was 29 when he died in his previous life . )
What an unfilial child I am .
「How’s Tou-san?」
「He’s reached retirement age and I don’t know what’s so interesting about it but he seems to have gotten into golf . Whenever he has free time, he goes off to play it . That idiot . 」
She pouted . The act, seemingly unbefitting her age, felt somewhat cute .
This too, is something that had never crossed my mind in my previous life .
This is just conjecture on my part, but perhaps this is something I only became aware of because I became a girl .
「Even though you finally showed up with such a cute appearance . 」
She continued while trying to hold back her laughter .
「I didn’t turn into this by choice . 」
This time, it’s my turn to pout .
Our appearances might not be similar in any way, but our behaviour is definitely identical . If someone else were to see this, they would definitely burst out in laughter .
She laughed even harder as she watched me .
「Sorry my bad, do you want another cup?」
Before I could even reply, she began pouring more barley tea into the cup that I had emptied .
The ice let out a clear clink sound . The cup that was now filled to the brim with barley tea reflected the sun’s rays that came in through the window .
Squinting at the dazzling light, I brought the second cup of barley tea to my lips .
By this time, I was no longer pouting . As expected, I can’t win against her .
It’s probably impossible to win against her unless I became a 『parent』like her .
… . Wrong . As her child, I would never be able to win since『I*』died .
(TL note: “Ore” masculine pronoun)
It was somewhat regrettable . I put down the half empty cup .
「I’m sorry, Kaa-san . 」
Saying so, I lowered my head .
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