Chapter 238: 238
Due to the happening in the bathroom…… or rather, due to the situation that occurred mostly because of Lunamaria-san, Lilia-san and I were currently in an intensely awkward situation .
Lilia-san didn’t hole up in her room, but she was sitting on the edge of the living room, covering her face with her hands . I didn’t know what to say to her .
I can only imagine what Lilia-san is going through right now…… Lilia-san summoned all her courage to take a mixed bath so that “she can truly become my lover”, but it was all a misunderstanding…… No, she’s probably just too embarrassed to know what to do now that she knows that it’s just false information planted by the root of all evil .
It would have been great if it had ended at that point when she found out at the worst time . Then, if I followed up well, it would have ended with just Lunamaria-san receiving all her anger .
However, Lilia-san regretfully fainted there…… and ended up suffering the embarrassment of having me see her completely naked body, a shame that I would want to get into a hole if I find one .
Therefore, the embarrassment of being seen naked outweighed her anger at Lunamaria-san for giving her false information, and she now sat down, covering her face that is so red that it was reaching her ears .
Maybe it would have been easier if she had scolded me for being a pervert or something like that, but Lilia-san also has a firm understanding that it was inevitable for me to see her naked in that situation, and personality-wise, she isn’t the kind of person who would take it out on someone…… And because of that, there’s no place for her emotions to go .
[……U- Ummm…… Lilia-san?]
[ ! ? W- W- W- W- W- What is it!?]
However, this isn’t going to get us anywhere, so I tried starting a conversation with her but…… Lilia-san’s shoulders leaped as if she was a surprised cat, and even though she replied with her trembling voice, she didn’t turn around .
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[Errr, ummm…… Even though what I did was unavoidable, I’m really sorry . Thinking about it carefully, there may have been better ways for me to do it…… So, what happened before was my fault . ]
[T- That’s not it! Kaito-san didn’t do anything wrong!!! It was originally I who took Luna’s words…… that I…… . that I…… have shown you something immodest……]
Lilia-san still didn’t turn around, but Lilia-san’s shoulders were slightly trembling, and she seemed to be afraid of something .
However, from her atmosphere, it doesn’t seem like she’s afraid of me…… If that’s the case, what is she afraid of……
[……H- Have you come to…… dislike me now?]
[Eh? W- Why did you say that?]
[T- This naive…… pathetic…… no good me……]
[………………]
Hearing those words which sounded fearful, I finally understood what Lilia-san was afraid of .
Lilia-san was extremely afraid of being feared or disliked by people due to the events in the past which can almost be called a trauma .
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And with her catastrophically strong sense of responsibility, she perceived that others would hate her because she isn’t good enough .
To Lilia-san, I was the first lover she’d ever had…… You could say that our relationship is deeper than her friends .
And that’s why Lilia-san doesn’t want me to hate her…… That’s why she decided to take this opportunity to take a mixed bath with me, because she properly wanted to be my lover .
Now, she’s afraid that I would become disillusioned, seeing that she easily believes in lies…… And that’s why she’s trembling now .
As soon as I understood Lilia-san’s loveable true feelings, I felt as if my mind was eased, and at the same time, my thoughts became clearer .
After that happened, it became quicker for me to understand what I needed to do, and immediately act on it . So, slowly approaching Lilia-san…… I hug her crouching body from behind .
[Hyaaahhh!? K- K- K- Kaito-san!? W- W- What in the world a- a- are you……]
[……That’s my line . What in the world are you talking about…… It’s not like I’m going to hate you for something like this, Lilia-san . ]
[……Eh?]
Yes, I think what I can do for Lilia-san right now is to reassure her above all else .
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I’m still not really sure what people should do when they become lovers…… but still, I think I have enough ability to hug my trembling lover’s body .
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