Here's chapter 15.
Curse those humans!!!!
15 The time I lose my paradise
Today also I spent my day lazily.
Ah, my home is .
The meals come over from there without permission and I can sleep soundly in a dangerous dungeon because the countermeasures has been secured.
Because I spread some soft threads on the firm floor, it feels like sleeping on a bed.
It has became a daily routine that I keep producing threads while relaxing.
Ah, this is happiness.
Thinking about my previous life that I spent my daily life restlessly.
I did not have such awareness, now that I think about it, what do you think of 4 hours sleep?
My life cycle in my previous life was wake up in the morning and go to the school. Once school is over, I go back home and did nothing but playing games. Once my drowsiness reached its limit, then only I sleep.
It was such a life.
Though it's fun playing games, but thinking back now, there was an obligation to play it.
Being a free player while also being one of the top player in the online game, trying to live up to the expectations with pride, I inadvertently think that exceeded my capacity.
Such me, something like living up to everyone's expectations, it stills feels good if it's a joke.
Self-conceit.
I don't mind the eyes of another person.
Though I thought so, but looks like I still have such human sense even though I noticed it after living this life.
Therefore, the real meaning is when I'm living a life where I don't have anything to do, there's a feeling of freedom.
At first, I felt uneasy when think that I can't bear with the all the free time I have but it looks like it was just a needless anxiety.
Though I am surely free because there's neither internet nor game in such environment, but it's not that unbearable.
Looks like my standard of happiness is somewhat lower than normal people.
To put things bluntly, it's already a happiness to be able to live.
I am already happy with the present life that have food and living secured.
I'm happy till I think that I intend to spend my life in here.
Though I don't know how long a spider can live.
But I think that I will have to leave my home someday.
Unexpected situation. Changes in environment. The appearance of a powerful enemy who can breakthrough my web.
I don't know when it is but I think that time will come.
There's nothing that doesn't change.
Therefore, I should prepare when the time comes.
Though I have decided it, it's still too early!
I'm not prepared yet!
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