Love Dependency Disease - Volume 1 - Chapter 2

Volume 1, Chapter 2: Discovered by a Yandere

TL: flarewk

"Um.... is there a problem?"

I asked casually, although a bad premonition began to grow within myself.

"I......."

She started to spoke but then stopped abruptly, glancing towards her surroundings, before lowering her head, and kept repeating "I".

"Li-......."

Finally, she managed to squeeze out another word, and her face by this point had already became even brighter red, and her finger kept circling each other non stop.

"Mm?"

The classmates around us said "Mm" in untold unison, as they along with me seemed to have sensed something going to happen; and the class atmosphere suddenly started to become heavy.

I'm dead! I'm dead! I'm dead!

That's my only thought that appeared in my brain at that moment.

Gradually, her mouth shaped curled slightly, and this time it formed into a "-ke" shape, while at the same time, both of her eyes kept gazing left and right repeatedly, as if that the process could somehow ease her nervousness.

To be honest, having a girl confess to you on the first day of transferring schools made me rather happy, but I understood, those bullcrap about love at first sight are simply for jokes, and what's more, such a beautiful girl that would confess me on the very first day would lead to only one conclusion.

She, had love dependency disease!

Also, it was quite a severe one as well!

Don't say it, don't say it! You're going to crumble the relationship I've just built up with the guys!

I don't want a middle school lifestyle where there's no boys and girls to socialize around with me!!

"Oh! I got it, don't tell me that you also liked those resources that I mentioned earlier, no wonder you'd have trouble trying to say it, don't worry about it, I'll give them to you in a moment, well that's it, I'm kinda in a rush so i'll be going back first!!"

[When your sick, you anxiously see any random doctors], this idiom sure applied well to my situation now, but upon calming down and thinking logically, why would there be a girl who want a get aboard an old driver's car?

(TL: it is a pun, an old driver is referring to being a porn veteran; and entering his car, means he will take you for a cruise around his porn collection like a tour guide)

Once more, she grabbed the hem of my shirt, and shook her head vigorously while her crimson reddish face stared at me. Looking at me who tried to find an excuse to leave, she became so anxious to the point where she actually stamped her feet in frustration. 
"Um, this tongxue, if there's anything inconvenient to say, we'll just find a quiet place to talk about it next time, all right?" 
My face expression rigidly let out a short smile; I can't stay at this place any further! I need to quickly run away!

"I had such a hard time...... before making this decision....." 
She seemingly murmured a sentence to herself, as she raised up her head; her face is still a crimson bright red, but her face expression seemed to be slightly more serious and slightly more sternish this time. 
I can't drag this any longer!

I rapidly spun around and prepared to run away, for I had no intentions of having any connection with love dependency disease. 
Just as my feet landed outside the classroom, an extremely pleasant sound, drifted from behind me.

"Zhang Jian! I......I......I.......like you!"

Seemingly afraid that I couldn't hear it, she roared it out loudly. 
At this moment, a lot of thoughts ran through my head, be it happiness or grievousness, I couldn't differentiate much between them already.

To sum up, I'm finished! My middle school life, just like that, spending it alone in that miserable seat, facing the slight breeze being an invisible fellow.

I can almost see my future life events playing in front of me.

"Ma Qing Xue.... you're just kidding right, this joke isn't that funny......"

A male student that looked to be the most handsome guy in class had an expression of being struck by lightning as well as uncertainty painted on it.

"Xiao Xue.... he's a human trash candidate, you know!"

"That's right that's right, what's so good about this kind of human trash!"

"Just now those stuffs that he offered me, I thought it was some kind of school learning materials, but now when I think about it, it's most probably those kind of stuffs, he actualy wanted to corrupt us!"

Hey, didn't you just wanted to treat me to a meal earlier, and spread the love around the world? How could you simply flip over an old driver's car just like that, I silently sighed in my heart.

(TL: flip is a chinese pun here, it also means change sides)

"You're.... Ma Qing Xue, right? Let's privately talk for a moment, there must be some misunderstanding here, maybe I looked similiar to your first love, or maybe like one of your close relatives that had passed away and so on, this kind of misunderstandings could happen sometimes too, right!"

I must attempt to salvage it back, as long as I can make Ma Qing Xue dislike me, then I could continue to have good relationships with the male classmates, although for the females they would still ignore me on that...

And just like that, ignoring the gazes of the students in the entire class, I pulled her hand and walked towards the school balcony. This school's balcony had a observatory telescope on it, so it won't be locked, and at this time there probably won't be anyone who would visit it too.

It's a good place to be alone.

I dislike you, which means that we would go back to being normal classmates, and although she still have love dependency disease, she will naturally have good feelings towards me, so it's best if I could make her utterly hate me.

The more the hate, the better!

Since the girls had already called me a human trash, so I'll be a human trash just this time round.

I deeply took a mouthful of breath, and prepared to switch into human trash mode.

Just like that, let my kindness temporarily go to hell!

"You said you liked me, right? Well then kissing and so on would be an agreeable thing for you, right? My kissing skills are rather good, every woman who had kissed me before all told me that before!"

I locked the door of the school balcony, and just like that cornered her in front of the door.

At the same time I've indirectly told her a message, that the woman I had aren't only just one.

That's right, this is one of the human trash's ultimate method, wall-cornering!

"Mm....It's my first time, so....... please be gentle with me."

She closed her eyes, and waited for my next move. Her beautiful eyelashes fluttered along with her nervousness.

Frankly speaking, such a beautiful girl like this who had closed her eyes waiting for me to initiate kissing her, if it's any average guy he would have lost it by then. I secretly used force to pinch my thighs, and the pain made my brain slightly more awake and focused, and I continued to plan what to do for my next step.

Might as well just initiate extreme human trash mode!

"Forget it, we can do this kind of things anytime we want, since there's nobody around here now, let's do some other things!"

I stared fiercely at her breasts, and both of my hands made some rather dishonest groping actions.

"Softer a bit....."

She replied me with a tiny voice, and nudged her head to a side, while pressing up her breasts closer to me, making a position where it would be easy for me to grope to my hearts content.

My god, can't you just give me a slap already before leaving here in a fit of rage?

Since things have gotten up to this point, looks like I would need to use my ultimate skill, I don't believe you wouldn't hate me after this!

Initiate insane human trash mode!

"Heh heh, you'd think that just this alone would sastify me, huh? You're too naive, take off your clothes now! Also....the pants too!"

I gave off an evil criminish smile so reminiscent of a typical human trash, as my eyes kept appraising her entire body, while rubbing my palms together excitedly, all accompanied by the current expression on my face, if it's any normal human he would have instantly walked over and slapped my face without hesitation.

"This..... about this you would have to wait until after we get married...." 
She looked to be slightly discomforted, this might work! This plan might work!

"What until after marriage, laozi just want it right now! If nothing is done, then all talks are off! I'm off!"

(TL: laozi is an expression said when a person want to haughtily or arrogantly describe oneself in a higher position than the other in this context. This is considered vulgar.)

For sake of achieving a better acting of a human trash, I even spat out vulgarish words, hopefully she would be hating me by now.

"N....No...at leas until after we graduate from middle school...."

She actually broadened her range, I laughed bitterly within myself, looks like things will going rather badly if this carried on.

"I said, right now! If you refuse, then next time never talk to me ever again!"

With a face of extreme viciousness, I made a <I'm-about-to-strip-off-your-clothes-now> posture, if anyone else comes across me right now, don't even talk about me having a lonely middle school life, I'll most probably land in jail for this.

Within my heart, I heaved a deep sigh, looks like it's enough already, afterwards I'll just anyhow threaten her a few times before walking off!

"Come....on"

Before I could even say anything threatening, I heard her compromised voice, and at that moment my brain became short fused.

Looking at me who's about to leave she actually gave up resisting, her eyes wept crystalline tears, and just sat onto the floor like that, with closed eyes, and her frail body nervously shaking along with her fluttering eyebrows.

My god, is this really worth it?

I even had a feeling of walking up towards her to give her a slap, but since I've came up to this point, I can't be soft-hearted.

I resisted my conscience which was rapidly scolding me at this point, and launched my most final human trash mode.

"Humph, you so easily succumbed to my threats, it must be that either no one wants you, or that this would be not the first time already for you! I've lost my interest! Next time never come near me ever again!"

Even I myself felt that I'm too much of a human trash to speak to a girl this way, I should just go to hell for this!

But, the trauma within me about love dependency disease still forced me to unwillingly do this kind of act.

I'm really sorry, Ma Qing Xue!

I can only apologize to her within my heart.