Chapter 104
He tried his best to protect all the good things in the world, but the experience repeatedly disappointed him again and again . He sadly discovered that he could not find the motivation for his persistence .
The interests were above everything else . Each tried to cheat one another . The morality decayed . Human hearts were not what they were in the old days . The conspiracy was incomprehensible . . .
He tried hard to wield the knife over and over again like a lonely defender… He fought alone in order to defend the last pure land in his heart, seeming to be incompatible with this world .
This negative emotion accumulated in a long term was like a volcano that kept accumulating energy . Once it erupted, it could blow everyone into pieces--including himself .
Ling Yun was very clear that Liu Junwei's appearance was just a trigger for the outburst of his emotion, and the culprit was actually herself, because he had always regarded her as the bright side of the world .
The more hopeful he was, the more disappointed he would be . When he saw that the bright side of the world which he had tried hard to guard was finally degraded and betrayed him in this materialistic society, he was angry, sad, disappointed, even desperate!
He was just like a devout Buddhist who suddenly discovered that the Buddha he had always believed in was doing something sleazy . The sorrow caused by the collapse of his faith would make him so desperate that he even wanted to destroy the world .
Therefore, he naturally lost control, letting loose the devil in his heart to tearing everything and destroying everything .
Otherwise, he would never hurt her . No one knew better than her about how much Ding Ning loved and spoiled her .
Ling Yun had faintly discovered long ago that Ding Ning had a very serious mental illness . It was a kind of spiritual cleanliness . He was so cynical that he could not sit watching the filthy reality pollute his heart .
People often said that life was like being raped . If you couldn't resist it, then enjoyed it!
Unfortunately, he was a genuine perfectionist . He was not willing to compromise with the reality, but could not change the world and his fate with his own meager strength . He could only try to protect the perfection in his heart .
The faith of guarding the perfection was almost devout, even abnormally devout . However, ruthless frustration had completely destroyed all his faith .
She was the perfection cherished by Ding Ning . The thing was caused by her, and must be ended by her .
It was better to release it than leave it there . She must help Ding Ning release the hatred in his heart, move him with her gentleness and let him know that good things had always been waiting for him in the same place and never disappeared .
She stretched her arms around his neck, held his head, and used all her strength to pull him down . With her soft lips pressed on his lips, she ignored the pain of her body to cater to him .
She wanted to use her passion, her tenderness and her love to heal his inner desire to destroy, calm his hatred, extinguish the anger in his heart and comfort his scarred heart .
A deep kiss seemed to have comforted Ding Ning's uncontrollable emotion and made him slow down .
Ling Yun was like a submissive kitten, kissing his face, his nose, his eyebrows, his eyes and his lips . . .
After a long time, Ding Ning seemed to find a way to vent his inner repression, so his anger was gradually extinguished, the scarlet in his eyes slowly faded away, and he seemed to regain consciousness .
When Ling Yun was finally able to speak, she whispered with a relieved and relaxed smile on her face .
"Ding Ning, I love you, always . Believe it or not, I have never betrayed you, and I have never changed . I've just lost my virginity to you . I . . . I am too tired, and I'll have a short sleep now!"
Before finishing her words, she felt her eyelids heavy and fell asleep with slight snore .
The long-lasting wild intensity like squally showers was overwhelming even for her with the physical quality of fourth Dan Taekwondo black belt .
Although there were still many doubts in his heart, Ding Ning believed what she said . He could tell the sincerity from her tired eyes, and the prominent red on the sheet and the platinum necklace n her neck were also the most powerful evidence .
He covered his face in pain, feeling his eyes dry and painful and his view blurred with blood . The pain made him completely awake . He looked at Ling Yun, who was covered with bruises all over, feeling extremely ashamed .
With deep self-blame and guiltiness, he kept asking himself what he was doing and why he hurt her like that .
He had said that he would protect and care for her forever? Why did he do that? Why? Why? Ding Ning, who always thought of himself as high and pure, was actually a jerk .
He kept asking himself, but failed to find an answer . Especially when he saw Ling Yun frown in pain in her sleep, he was so distressed that he even couldn't breathe .
He was crazy, indeed . How could he do such a terrible thing to Ling Yun? He slept with her by force in such a rude and cruel way .
He shuddered and constantly imported all his True Qi into Ling Yun's body to heal her .
It was not until he healed Ling Yun completely that he exhausted his True Qi . Feeling everything going black in front of him, he fell asleep weakly .
As the stone man emitted faint red light, the superpower ran back and forth in his body, restoring his meridians and disordered spiritual strength damaged due to his going into the devil way .
When he woke up, he felt relaxed and energetic, and a soft body clinging to him .
When he opened his eyes, he saw her watching him with deep affection in her big bright eyes and a happy and satisfied smile at the corners of her mouth .
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