Mo Shang Hua Kai Chapter 9 – Finale
When Li Cong Qing jumped into the carriage, the rumors about him and the Emperor had come to an out of hand extent. Multiplying and spreading like wildfire. The people who didn’t know would be laughed at as not up to the present trend. Even the current affairs had created folk rhymes as the response---
Peony has bloomed, burst with joy to be picked, oh Fairy descend to the world to pay a debt of gratitude. Chrysanthemum has blossomed, burst with joy to be picked, oh Fairy where are you going to. Peony has bloomed, chrysanthemum has blossomed, the Prince is waiting for you hurry up and return, the nameless flowers has withered, you still haven’t come back.
The lyrics was frank and blunt. Thirty percent to delight children seventy percent was enchanting. When being passed from streets to lanes, from one person to another, everyone could recite it with ease. Little children innocently sang it, adults recited it ambiguously. Within the borders of Dashao, because of the Monarch-Subject sex scandal, had become very lively and happy. The entire people of the nation from upper to the commoner wholeheartedly flipped over the heaven together. The Assistant Minister of Ministry of Rites was taking so long to return, everybody was more anxious than the Emperor, worried to the extent that they were afraid that their Great and wise brilliant Emperor was dumped by the Assistant Minister of Ministry of Rites.
“Third Brother, the hearsays regarding you and Li Cong Qing, the more it rolls, the bigger it becomes. To the point that it has become even more unreasonable!” Song Xuan would come to the Palace every day to report on the latest progress.
“I know.” The Emperor still as before, didn’t have any huge reaction.
“You still don’t want to take him home?”
“Wait until he has straightened out his mind, he will definitely return.”
“What if he doesn’t return?”
“He will surely return.” The Emperor said in confidence. Li Cong Qing since six years ago had been living as Song’s family, he would die as a Song’s spirit. No matter how far he went or how long, in the end he still had to return, there was only here that could be counted as the one and only place he belonged to.
“I really couldn’t comprehend, why in the first place you asked him to leave the Capital.”
“I have let him have his way for way too long. I hope that this time he can think over everything clearly.”
Song Xuan upon what he had heard stunned him for a while. Suddenly he realized what had happened. Carefully thinking back, so that day the Emperor deliberately let Li Cong Qing sleep in his Imperial Study, allowing people to see him covering him with his yellow robe and such meticulous intimate manner, then afterwards dispatched him to go out of the Capital. Following next was the rumors flying everywhere and so on. Everything was as the Emperor had anticipated.
Sigh, probably the pressure was too heavy, finally couldn’t bear to carry on the secret affairs with Li Cong Qing, so he bended and turned the corner to stir up trouble and let it become the talk of the town. To force Li Cong Qing who couldn’t afford to not admit their taboo relationship.
“Third Brother… Are you trialing him?” Song Xuan asked cautiously.
“Between him and I need no trial.”
“Then why…?”
The Emperor only smiled, didn’t want to explain too much.
Song Xuan didn’t dare to ask further. Convincing himself with the words he said before, if the Emperor’s thoughts can be thoroughly guessed, then that person could be converted to become the Emperor. In any case, the bright Emperor had everything well-thought. Everything was under his control. No matter what he did, he had his own reason. Why in the world should he be worried to death when the Emperor himself wasn’t worried?
To say the truth, the Emperor indeed had taken such great pains for Li Cong Qing. Really wished for them to be close to each other and be clear like the clouds give way to the moon. It wouldn’t be good if they kept their relationship like its current state.
“However, Third Brother, have you heard the latest song that is passing amongst the people in the town?”
“The flower bloom?”
“Not only that. There is also some more… ahem… unpresentable.”
“Oh, sing for me to hear.”
“Really want to hear?”
“There is no harm to have a try.”
Hence Song Xuan called a little eunuch to enter, asked him to sing. Little eunuch used a timid and nervous voice to sing: “Cherished Brother, cherished Peony, the flower married for debt. My body is fragile and gentle, don’t be like the ox chewing on Peony, be slowly in touching my branches and leaves, again and again sprinkle chilly water on me, the result of course twisted in delight. The delicate pretty flower, also obtain a handsome dearest cherished brother, gently and softly come to pick me.” (note: adopted and self-arranged from <<Gua Zhi Er>> / Ming Dynasty, Feng Meng Long1.)
The shrinking and cowering voice sang out the erotic and amorous lyrics. After the little eunuch finished with his singing, Song Xuan flushed red to the ears. Who couldn’t find out from the song that ‘cherished brother’ and ‘cherished peony’ was the metaphor for the Emperor and the Assistant Minister of Ministry of Rites.
The Emperor remained calm and composed as before, unperturbed and not batting an eyelid, only the smile on his lips had extended to greater grin. “What a good singing. Is there another one? Just sing it for me to hear.”
Little eunuch upon hearing the praise from the Emperor, happy as if could fly. Courageously sang another song. With each song, the lyrics became bolder and bolder. What said as “Monarch and Official together every night, enjoying the fine evening.”, also “Sweetly tight, mildly warm, the lovely squeezing backyard flower garden.” , each songs was hinting to the Emperor and Assistant Minister of Ministry of Rites sexual relationship. Obscene songs with insolent lyrics fantastic and caused the nose to spurt blood.
The Emperor was not angered when he heard the songs, listening to the end, to the point that he broke out in laughter, laughing to death, laughed to his heart’s content without restraint.
Song Xuan because of this, the more he listened the more he sweated, he thought to himself, to be referred to with those kind of vulgar and obscene words, he was actually not angry but laughing instead. His Older Brother the Emperor was truly having such an exceptional compassion. It would be better to be said… covering the coquettish tightly…
But regardless of the obsceneness that passed through in the town, they actually contained an openly approving meaning. The chant was praising the beautiful and romantic love of the two people. The infinite radiance of spring on the dragon’s bed, you will want then the passionate love that would overflow.
The next day, the Emperor received a letter from the carrier pigeon. The brief three words were written in powerful stroke: “Qing has returned.”
Finally willing to return and face the problem? Smiling while pondering these three words, he recalled the event that took place several days after the first night with Li Cong Qing that year. The feeling at that time and this moment was somewhat similar. He was still waiting, waiting for a definite answer.
The face of the Emperor remained unruffled, but in fact, his mood was not as relaxed as Li Cong Qing. The dimension of things he needed to take into consideration was more. The pressure he had to endure was heavier. Yet he still silently waited for Li Cong Qing to nod his head and say yes. It was said that a fruit which was picked by force wouldn’t be sweet, a flower which plucked by force wouldn’t be fragrant. He thought to himself, Li Cong Qing should be his lifetime sweetest fruit, the most fragrance flower.
However this fruit, this flower had been sleeping too much, sleeping to the point that his head had paused from thinking. He actually regarded their feelings and relationship into a kind of habit, ignoring that this habit was accumulating from their strong feelings. Perhaps because the distance between them was too near, near to the point he couldn’t see clearly each other’s heart. That was why he let him go a little further for the time being, waited for him to look back to see clearly.
The Emperor was not particular about small matters as who loved who the more, the deeper, this kind of petty matter. However, their relationship indeed was roughly because he was the one pursuing Li Cong Qing. Cast aside the discussion about status and position, their relationship actually was in an unequal condition. They both stood on the both ends of a stick. Li Cong Qing’s end always stuck up higher.
This time the Emperor stopped himself, letting Li Cong Qing to take the initiative to turn around and come to him. He was not pursuing him directly anymore, since his demand had caused him to mistakenly regard their feelings as a kind of feeling that he had to endure.
If Li Cong Qing could admit that his feelings were not less than the Emperor’s at all, in that way, they could truly stand on equal position. Side by side, shoulder to shoulder on the equality standpoint of love.
Afterwards, they could begin a brand new phase.
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Mentioning about ‘Live as Song’s Family, Die as Song’s Spirit’ phrase, it was not the Emperor’s made up words all. It originated from the golden mouth and pearly wisdom of the Great Teacher of the Nation. At that time, Li Cong Qing simply didn’t know whether to laugh or cry.
Come, let’s continue our story to the end. Starting from the day the Emperor summoned Li Cong Qing to accompany him to pay respect to the ancestors at Bai Hu Temple. All the way, both of their hearts were like a capering monkey and their minds were like a galloping horse2, until the Imperial Carriage and the procession arrived at their destination. The Abbot of the Temple, the Great Teacher of the Nation already respectfully stood by the temple door and welcomed them.
Bai Hu Temple was the Imperial Family’s ancestral temple. Only the member of the Imperial Family could enter. The escorting officials would have to wait outside the temple. But the Emperor ordered Li Cong Qing to follow him to enter the temple, also brought him to enter the Pagoda to worship.
The Pagoda had nine levels, the three upper levels were to worship Tathagata Buddha. The three middle levels were to worship the family’s ancestors. The three lower levels were to respect Dashao heroic martyrs. The Emperor took Li Cong Qing along to ascend the stairs all the way to the highest level of the Pagoda. The Great Teacher of the Nation because he was already so old, couldn’t climb that high. Two young monks were assisting him on ascending the stairs.
Li Cong Qing thought that he only needed to stand far far away while escorting. Or just helping with the miscellaneous jobs such as helping to pass the incense, arranging the kneeling pillows and so on. He never had thought that the Emperor actually wanted him to kneel by his side and together with him perform the courtesy.
Although puzzled, he still obediently obeyed the Emperor’s decree, from the hand of the Great Teacher of the Nation he received the lighted incense, together with the Emperor he worshiped the Tathagata Buddha first, then the Song’s family’s ancestors, afterwards paid respect to Dashao heroic martyrs. Worshiping and enshrining the Buddha and the ancestors, it was a must to kneel down and kowtowed three times. For the Dashao heroic martyrs, offering the incense was already sufficient enough.
He carefully followed the Emperor to worship from the upper level to the lower level. The Emperor offered the incense, he just followed suit to offer the incense. The Emperor knelt down and kowtowed, he would also kneel down and kowtow. In the solemn and respectful also foggy by the smoke place, his whole body was tainted with the sweet smell of burning incense.
Li Cong Qing came to experience the heavy and complicated tedious long courtesy of the Imperial Family when paying respect to their ancestors. The standing up, kneeling down and kowtowing was considerably tiring him out. Yet the Emperor was not in the least bit impatient. From beginning to the end, he was seriously performing it without even one thread loose3. Unlike Li Cong Qing who was having an almost giving out knees in the end of the ritual.
With much difficulty finally the paying courtesy was completed. The Great Teacher of the Nation was smiling while telling Li Cong Qing: “Already paid respect to the successive generations of Song’s ancestors. For this life time, live as Song’s Family, die as Song’s spirit.”
Wa yo. What actually had happened? Making him unknowingly from Li’s Family become Song’s spirit?! If Li Cong Qing was in the middle of drinking tea or eating meal, surely he would have spouted them out.
Fortunately he was having nothing in his mouth, he could only dumbfoundedly be at a loss for words. His face was darkened. He was having a hard time in absorbing the Great Teacher of the Nation’s words, couldn’t make heads or tails whether he was joking or seriously saying it. Why each time this old man would open his mouth, he would make him not know whether to laugh or to cry.
The Emperor slightly smiled, didn’t say anything.
Afterwards, they went to the Flower Garden. The Emperor held a clipper to trim the Peony that was planted in the topaz pot, he wanted Li Cong Qing to loosen the soil with the little trowel. That time was just like the time of the flowering season. The flowers bloomed magnificently. Strong fragrantly gorgeous colors. The two people wholeheartedly and attentively attended to the delicate Peony.
“According to usual practice, every year I have to plant a new peony. But I could only concentrate on this one. Even if in the future it would not sprout a flower anymore, I will still adore it the same way.” Said the Emperor as if starting a light chat.
Li Cong Qing didn’t know how he should respond. Should he praise “Your Majesty is sentimental and single-minded.”? It was not quite right. Or maybe he should kiss up by commending “Your Majesty truly cherished the flower kind of person.”? It was also not quite proper. Or how about “This flower really has cultivated countless of good karma, to have Your Majesty extremely favor it.” … This phrase seemed to have a larger issue. Pondering it over and over again, no matter what he was about to say, it would end up weird. Might as well just not say anything. Silence is golden!
“Li Cong Qing, What do you think?” The Emperor asked all of a sudden.
What what? Li Cong Qing couldn’t comprehend.
The Emperor put down the clipper, took away the trowel from Li Cong Qing’s hand, pulled his hand, washed them together in the basin which was placed beside them.
Li Cong Qing dumbfoundedly let the Emperor wash clean the soil from his hand. His heart was pounding from nervousness all the while, thadump, thadump, thadump…
When the Emperor took his clean hand and lifted it to his lips, kissed the dripping wet fingertips and palm, Li Cong Qing’s face heated up. Taking it away was not able, not taking it away was also could not. His heart beat wildly to the point that it almost jumped out from his chest.
“I always notice you.”
Li Cong Qing was stunned, blinked and blinked his eyes. After a while he finally could react. Couldn’t help but secretly disagree. Of course, these days have been indifferent. I have suspected that I was seduced then abandoned, kicked out of the place.
The Emperor saw that he was unable to hide his disagreement. His lips also slightly pouted. It was very easy to guess what he was thinking of. Presumably he was not all rejecting, there was at least a little bit of care in his heart. Upon this thought, the Emperor felt extremely elated. Grasping his hand, saying: “Li Cong Qing, say, what should I do to have you?”
Li Cong Qing pondered and pondered, thought it over and over, pondered over it again. He always only wished to have smooth and poised days in the future. But the Emperor seemed determined to win. Just say that this time he would let him off, next time most probably he could never run away.
Sigh, the Monarch wanted his subject to die, subject could never not die. Much less to say if the Monarch wanted his subject buttocks, could the subject not take off his trousers? He was Li Cong Qing, although not a genius, he also too rather had a clear view of things.
If he honestly asked himself, he was actually not strongly rejecting to be together with the Emperor. In addition, he had rolled here rolled there on the Dragon’s bed, to pretend that he dared to die to guard his chastity; it would be truly a bit too artificial.
After a period of time to ponder over reason, his confusion as well as his indeterminate heart gradually settled down.
After all, the thing he was unable to escape he would never be able to escape. To think that if he didn’t comply with the Emperor’s wish, the Emperor was also unwilling to give up. In the days to come, pulled here dragged there impossible to unravel. Who knows, might even lead to a pointless bitter taste. In the end he would still be eaten clean even the bone would not remain by the Emperor. As good as wasted energy in vain, only brought trouble upon himself.
Li Cong Qing’s train of thoughts was just like the scene in the novel and fiction, made him feel very tired. He was not the same as those faithful women who would die in defense of their chastity, therefore…so… Just like an old monk tolled a bell, each day passed, each day wasted. ----
At home wherever one is4.
Li Cong Qing gave up his not so much in resistance struggle. He came to terms. Replying in his stammered and stuttered manner: “Everything is depended on Your Majesty’s decision.”
“Have you clearly thought it over?”
Even if he thought until he damaged his brain, he still could never think clearly. Li Cong Qing thought to himself, then said again: “Humble subject has only one request.”
“What is it?”
“Do not wish to make it known to the public.”
This person was the type that was afraid of troublesome matters, how could the Emperor not understand this kind of request. He gave his permit: “I agree.”
“Thank you Your Majesty.”
“Do you have another request?”
“Let me think.” Li Cong Qing tilted his head to think, he always felt that he had been treated unjustly, he ought to demand something to make it fair. Fame and glory he did not pursue. Wealth and riches he was not lacking of. He really couldn’t think of what he wanted to demand. Managed with an effort to squeeze out one thing: “Let me continue my position as Assistant Minister of Ministry of Rites.”
The Emperor originally considered to promote his official post, upon hearing what he had said, he couldn’t restrain his smile from breaking out into laughter. Eagerly pulled him into his bosom. “Li Cong Qing. You are truly a strange person.”
“Right, there is another thing.”
“Eh?”
“Ahem… I am afraid of pain, therefore, ahem ahem…when doing that, you may not let me feel the pain.” Li Cong Qing said it, his cheek faintly raised to a thin red color.
“That is the matter of course. That night, had I made you feel the pain?”
“Tolerable.” His awkward face became even redder. He said again: “Also may not do that thing during daytime.” Just said that he agreed to be on intimate terms with the Emperor, the sense of shame of this still remained.
“The ancestors had clearly set, to prohibit the Monarch to commit adultery during daytime.” A good Emperor must be abided and protected the ancestry’s law. Even if burning with desire he would still have to restrain it.
“Pheww, then it will be fine. Also, if I fell asleep during the morning court, do not pay special attention on my little misconduct.”
“When did I ever fuss over your little misconduct?”
Li Cong Qing extended his requests one after another. Today he was the favorite. Simply gave him an inch and he wanted a mile. Even if all of his requests were nothing more than chicken feathers and garlic skin5 kind of demands.
The Emperor was laughing as if he must grant whatever he asked for. Even more effective than asking from the Tudi Gong6. His pair of eyes was unwittingly filled with love, in the end he couldn’t bear to block up the voice with his mouth. Still couldn’t he see that Li Cong Qing was trying to stall for time?
Sigh, The Emperor basically had set on him.
Li Cong Qing secretly felt happy in his heart. Obediently he opened his mouth, to allow the Emperor’s tongue to enter and mix with his tongue. And then, he also closed his eyes, to enjoy the sweetness of the passionate kiss.
The Emperor’s constrained desire for many days ignited to form a blaze in an instant. But this was not the right time and the proper place, he had no choice but to painfully restrain his lust. Whispering in Li Cong Qing’s ear with his husky voice : “You have to make good mental preparation. Tonight, it won’t be enough with only one time.”
Li Cong Qing whole face suddenly burned up. The him now was still extremely delicate, with regard to the Emperor’s seductive offense, his resistance was still lacking. Just a little bit of teasing, he would blush out of embarrassment. Cute to the extreme.
The Emperor was really dying to be a bad Emperor. No matter three times seven is twenty one7, he could push him down then and there. Who would give a damn to that troublesome ancestry’s law! He had never had this kind of outrageous idea since the day he was born. This was solely because of Li Cong Qing, and only for Li Cong Qing.
However, in the end he diligently pressed it down. He only wished that the sun would hurriedly head to the west and sink behind the mountain, after that, they could go hand in hand to their highest paradise.
As the matter of course, tonight definitely would be a fine spring colored endlessly passionate spring night.
The pitiful Li Cong Qing was turned and tossed for the whole night. Until he could no longer bear it and repeatedly begged for mercy, the Emperor just satisfyingly let him go, hugged him in a tight embrace and slept.
That night was a brilliant starlight night.
They were hugging each other, together they fell into the sweet dreamland.
In the dream, the Emperor stretched out his hand to Li Cong Qing and said, how about we go together?
Yes. Li Cong Qing interlocked his hand with the Emperor’s hand.
They were hand in hand, shoulder to shoulder, together they walked on a long long road, an endless road, yet they were extremely at ease while walking on the road.
Perhaps, they would walk to the utmost end of the world, maybe they would walk until the ends of the time, they just walked together, no one let go of the other hand, just walked and walked, walked and walked…
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