My Cold and Beautiful Wife - Chapter 620

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Su Qingxue's beautiful eyes sparkled as she asked with uncertainty, "Really?"

Ye Fan sighed, knowing that a woman still had her doubts. His eyes couldn't help but flash a look of reminiscence, and he said, "Wife, let me tell you something, it's about my past..." After you finish listening to it, perhaps you will understand it... "

"Um... "What is it?"

Ye Fan drank a mouthful of wine, and leisurely said, "When I was eighteen, two months before the Holy War began, I actually never thought of fighting a battle like this. It seems like there's almost no chance of winning.

"You must know, at that time, the rulers of the past not only had my master, the Black Emperor, but also the matriarch, the White Queen. They also had several A ranked organizations as their vassals, and there were at least ten of them that were close to Legend-rank …"

Hearing this, Su Qingxue was confused, "Then why did you suddenly want to fight?"

"Because..." Ye Fan's eyes flashed with pain, "A very important person to me was poisoned by the Holy King...

It was that person who helped me walk out of the shadows, making me feel that there are many things in this world that are worth doing. It's not just killing, it's not only war, my hands can kill, but it can also save lives … "

Su Qingxue thought back to that day at the Sai Te Great Assembly when the news introduced Ye Fan's legendary career. There was a story about how Ye Fan changed his life of slaughter and continued to save people on the battlefield.

"Is it because of that person that you started to save people?" Su Qingxue asked.

Ye Fan nodded his head, "Yes, without her, I might not know where I am now, I might have already died, or maybe … …" Anyway, I learned that she had been poisoned, and it was painful, as if the whole world had gone dark again.

I don't know what to do, I don't know where to go, that is the Sacred Royal Court, I have to go and take revenge, do I have to go against a monster like this?

Once I take that step, it means that I have to leave my former overlord position. In other words, taking revenge means directly going against two S-class organizations … And the power that they can control can turn the entire world into a hell of a battlefield … "

"But you still went to get your revenge, didn't you?" Su Qingxue said.

Ye Fan smiled, "Yes, I know that barging into the Sacred Royal Court is suicidal, so I lured out that archangel who poisoned him and killed him outside...

It was also from that day onwards that my companions decided to leave the control of the old days with me, and started the war for two years … "… … … … … … … … … … … … … … … … … … … … … … … … … … … … …

"What made you make up your mind?" Su Qingxue asked curiously.

"Nothing, I just met someone."

"Who?"

Ye Fan laughed self-deprecatingly, "You might not believe it if I told you, but I don't even know who it was. I met her in a little tavern in Siberia."

Su Qingxue knitted her eyebrows and said uncomfortably, "What you said … …" Could it be just one... "

Ye Fan was also very open, "Wife, if I tell you that during my time abroad, I didn't find a woman, that would be a lie. We need to relax and vent out …" "So …"

Su Qingxue bit her lips. Although she already knew that Ye Fan had played a lot abroad, but Ye Fan telling her the truth still made Su Qingxue unhappy.

With a sigh, Su Qingxue cast aside the messy thoughts in her mind and said, "Continue talking. That woman, how did she make you make such a decision?"

Ye Fan grinned and laughed, "At that time, I had already suppressed myself for a long time. I stayed in Siberia for half a month, drinking every day, and I was unable to make up my mind. I don't know where I should go next..."

After I drank a lot that day, I told the woman about my troubles. She asked me if I was trying to escape from something, or if I was afraid of something, and I was just drinking my way through life there.

I said yes, I asked her, if it was her, how would she choose when faced with something she could not choose? "

At this point, Ye Fan shook his head and forced a smile, "She laughed at me, saying that I actually asked a woman like her such a serious life question..."

Su Qingxue could not help but roll her eyes at him, "You're not going to tell me that you just heard her say that she wanted to take revenge, right? "This is too rash..."

Ye Fan smiled, and drank the rest of his beer in one gulp, and said, "Of course I won't tell her the details. She also didn't tell me how to choose. She only told me a few words, and up until now, I still remember it clearly..."

She said that if you want to escape from the things that make you feel right, but make you feel sad and scared, something will always pass in your heart. In the end, you will become an empty shell …

If you feel that your emotions are too confused and you don't know how to choose, find a place with clear borders, release yourself, clear your mind.

This was why women in this world wanted to find men and men wanted to find women. Nothing was simpler and more brutal than what men and women did. There were many times when it had nothing to do with moral chastity and just wanted you to return to your original appearance …

You need to wake up to the fact that you still have enough passion and desire to live! "

Ye Fan crushed the beer can in his hand, looked at Su Qingxue and said, "From that moment, I understood one thing, life actually doesn't have that many paths to take.

There was only one path in front of you. The only thing you could do was to keep moving forward, or die in the present.

The woman in the tavern didn't actually understand the great principles of life at all, nor did she know who I was …

But no matter how she became the Miss of the Tavern, she lived more freely than I did. She calmly accepted her fate, walked her way, and maintained her passion for life … "

Ye Fan reached out his hand and placed it on Su Qingxue's shoulder, "Wife, do you think that woman is that despicable? What had she done wrong? What position do I have to look down on her? "

Su Qingxue was stunned and kept silent for a while. Then, she murmured, "Because people's instinct is to live, to desire in their hearts … … "My mother, she also wants to live …"

Ye Fan smiled, "Now do you believe, I really don't have any intention of looking down on you, so you don't need to mention this to me, you are you, your mother is your mother, she gave birth to you, no matter what she did, she is still my mother-in-law."

Su Qingxue frowned, "Don't misunderstand. Although my mother went to a nightclub to cook, she was originally a good girl. She was tricked by that Zhang Tao, and she had no choice but to give in to him in order to raise me.

"That Zhang Tao was only my stepfather. After my mother passed away, he was the one who sent me to the orphanage …"