Outaishihi ni Nante Naritakunai!! - Chapter 22

The me who was driven into the wall, currently had fallen into a desperate pinch.
My self-proclaimed fiance (no, he truly was my fiance) his highness the crown prince Friedrich embraced me and refused to release me. To add to that, the way he was moving his hand was somewhat suspicious.

「……Could you please release me?」
「Why?  Is there something bad with embracing one’s fiancee?」
「……」

Well since that talk was in such a bold way, it was something that couldn’t be handle.
Somehow, if I also tried to escape it, as expected it would only be an exercise, with my degree of strength he would not be phased in the slightest.
Rather, it looked like he was trying hard to have fun with me.
……That’s definitely true。I mean his eyes were laughing.
That man he is, suddenly stroked my thigh through the gap.

「……Hiaa~~!」

Before I knew it he rolled up my dress.
……Just what kind of quick move was that?  Ahhh,  now that I thought about it yesterday he skillfully stripped me didn’t he, just now it would be my imagination.
But, I could not ignore his hands that were creeping up with malicious intent.
With all my might I scowled at him.

「……Please stop.」

The crown prince showed a broader smile, good grief I couldn’t resist it . Inside, I was delighted.
……This man, he really did have a ‘good’ disposition。

「Like I said why? Yesterday I just absolutely couldn’t get enough……  Can you let me taste a little bit more of you, Lidi?」
「’Couldn’t get enough’?  Even after doing all of that!?」

If I turned my eyes to those inexcusable remarks.  That was right, again he dropped a kiss on the nape of my neck.

The touch of his lips made my body twitch in response.  His breath was hot.
「……This much, is absolutely not enough. Last night because it was Lidi’s first time, I thought I would make you the favor of being considerate.  From that time I have been forever starving for Lidi……  Hey?  It’s okay right?」
……From that time you say you were being considerate!?
He said such horrifying remarks that I doubted my ears.
Taken aback he thinly laughed and kissed my neck.
Remembering that sensation, set a chill down the back of my spine.

It looked like he was expecting that kind of reaction, he from the bottom of his heart was enjoying this as he looked fondly at me.
Because its different!! These are simple conditions of reflection!!
Trying to make him understand it was all but a misunderstanding, along with him stroking my thigh, a strange voice leaked out of my mouth.

「……Hiyaa~~!!……  That’s why……  That’s impossible!!……Talk about low, even after father inviting you!! What exactly are you thinking……!! 」
「hmm?  I was only thinking about Lidi.  Is there something else that is needed? 」

While giggling with laughter, his hand invaded the innermost part of my thigh.
My body was forced against the wall, before I knew it the other party’s hand softly groped the bulge of my chest.
His hand creeped into the base of my most private place ….From the top of my underwear to slipping and stroking my secret place.
Like my unconsciousness was coaxing me, I raised my voice.

「Fuaa~~!!……ah~~!!！Y~Your Highness!! Please stop!!」

Quickly getting back my self-control, trying desperately to stop him, good grief he wasn’t going to pay attention to me.
Meanwhile, his fingers were moving around as they pleased.
Much less of it feeling disgusting it was feeling way too good, without thinking my body was as if completely entrusted to him even if I regained my senses. ……It was useless. I had to hold myself together.

At this rate, I really would get completely carried away!!

「Your Highness!!」
「hmm? Even though Lidi wants to be satisfied more….   I can’t?….  Well then, if you call me Freed, I’ll stop.」

His voice was sweet and charming. If he raised his face, that blue eyes soaked with greed would have firmly seized me. (T/N: I replaced the face to eyes, cause I don’t think blue face makes a good image, feel free to tell me to switch back)
His fingers stroked countless times my ‘secret place’ and everytime they did my body trembled in pleasure.

Was my body remembering the deed from yesterday? It was arbitrary reacting on his own regardless of my will.
Somehow I would have him stop by grasping his arms, but without putting any strength such a thing would be meaningless. But still, it was all I could see in order to coax such an act.

「It tick-……  I am already dripping……」

Even from the the top of my underwear I could understand that much, inside my vagina that was appealing for yet more stimulation was spilling out shameful nectar.  The thick and clinging sensation was an unpleasant feeling.

「Ne~? Call me by my name?……If you don’t call me by my name, at this rate we will end up completely doing it, ya know?」

He murmured in a low whisper directly into my ear as if he was about to commit a crime. Without hesitation, when his finger slipped from the crack in my underwear I immediately understood when he inserted it, I cried out.  As expected it was quite troubling.

「Freed!! I’m begging you、Stop!!」
「Okay。You did well」

When I appealed to him, he precisely stopped using his fingers to penetrate me.  And then as if nothing happened, he fixed my dress.  Like that, I stared at him in blank amazement.

「Nn? What’s wrong Lidi.  So you wanted to continue after all?」

He stared intently at me, and while tilting his head he said something unbelievable.

「It’s a mistake!!」
「Is that so?  What a shame.」

Seeing him laugh in agreement, I had no doubt.
Apparently, no matter what it seemed like he wanted to be called by his name.
Not breaking down and calling his highness by name for so long, was it so great that he couldn’t stand it?

For the sake of only that, to purposely do those kinds of things….  Understanding his intent, I bit my lip and scowled at Freed.
A bad disposition, if I did not call this man by his name, he would have definitely done the deed until the end.
Earlier, Freed was without a doubt, serious.  Those were eyes of a predator.

「I’ll tell you, but just one time is not something I will allow, okay.  If you don’t properly call out my name, I won’t answer back……  Next time, I will not be so kind as to stop.  Because Lidi doesn’t want to do what she doesn’t like, right now here until the end, even not liking to be embraced, if I don’t hear it though that is a different story, until you’re reduced to jelly I will crushingly embrace you, so prepare yourself….   Got it?」

「……eh」

Something like an answer was not possible for an unreasonable demand, my face cramped up.
Freed absolutely had no mercy.

「Lidi, your answer?  If you don’t answer, at this point we will be continuing you know?  No matter what you pick it doesn’t bother me though.」
「…..  I,  I understand…」

When being stared at with eyes that once were expected to be extinguished of their excitement, I could only give in.
This person, while taking into account that I was unable to resist, this man was too much of a brute.
The crown prince, was that kind of person huh….。
Rumors were really full of lies, that I knew.

To the me who nodded reluctantly, Freed told me to once again sit down to talk.
While having as much vigilance I could muster, I obediently returned to the sofa.
Being strangely frustrated, Freed as if openly showing ‘ah I just remembered something’, further dropped a bomb on me.

「Our wedding ceremony is half a year from now you know.  Until then, since there are various preparations that have to be done, it’s okay for Lidi to enter the royal palace first.」
「Yes?」

Those sudden words, once again time stopped.

「Of course, I have no intention of imprisoning you in the inner place or the guest room, so you don’t have to worry.  Until our couples room is ready, it’s okay for us to pass the time in my room. It’ll be okay, the bed in the bedroom is more than wide enough to have two people sleep on it.」
「That’s not、umm……」

The problem was not there.

Uh no, if you say it’s a problem it is a problem, but rather than that…..   A wedding ceremony, in half a year you say?
Wha?  Why so suddenly?

The usual royalty, for the crown prince, half a year would not be nearly enough time of preparation, wasn’t that obvious ?
Did my doubts show on my face?,  Freed was gleeful as he spoke.

「Because I already got the king’s permission, Lidi, has no need to worry, you know.  I want to quickly make Lidi my queen as soon as possible.  Although it is a short half year, if I am not able to wait that amount of time, the royalty will be troublesome, you know. Even though I want to just rush to the church as soon as possible.」

Right now I ignored the man who was informing me how he wanted to take me back home and be affectionate with me while putting on a sugary face.
I whispered, half shocked.

「His majesty’s…… Permission?」

When repeated, Freed was like ‘That’s right!’ and nodded.
……Wait a moment。

But, why was this kind of talk just going on as it was.
Of course, something like a noble woman’s marriage, I knew they didn’t have personal freedoms.
Going to somewhere I didn’t know, before I knew it that things had already been decided, even as I who was originally a modern person, there were things even I couldn’t understand.

But, no matter what, was it good to just rush things in one leap?
My father somehow. Had my engagement decided without me being aware of it.

「By the way, it’s cause I know the prime minister, right.  It’s not like I am just acting on my own authority ya know.」

Not realizing what was said I raised my eyes to Freed, that smile he had on easily delivered a killing blow.…. Ummm.
Dizzy as if woken up from the dream in while I was toyed with, I was presented with sorted information.
……In short, at this point, I, would really be marrying the crown prince.

I wondered if that was really alright.
Even as I attended the mask ball in order to escape, even forfeiting my chastity, there was no meaning to it, that was what it was wasn’t it.

――――aaah、How could this be。

Simultaneously comprehending this, violent regret swirled in my chest.
I was at fault for not attending the social events, I got completely caught by this man.
It was a blunder.

But, I wanted to try and think, who would think that their own country’s crown prince would be at such a place?

……and、then my head started spinning.  That was right, I still have this hand.
Entrusting my final hope and wish, making the only face I could make, a disappointed one, I faced Freed.

「Freed, I really think we shouldn’t marry.  Certainly last night I did give you my chastity, but there is no possibility of me getting pregnant and there is also no proof of it.  Going through the wedding ceremony and also greeting the bridal night. How do you intend to explain it ?  If there is no evidence left over from being deflowered, there is no way I am going to be recognized as the princess consort.」

That’s right, that’s right, ya know。

Even from my previous life, it was a scene I saw often.
On the bridal night, in order to indicate a maiden, the next day the proof of deflowering must seen right?Especially the royalty!!

It was already too late, I was not longer a maiden, it was obvious that I wouldn’t be able to leave that proof, putting a blood stain on the sheet on purpose would be improper.  This world was overflowing with magic.  If it was investigated under the judgement of magic it would be easily understood……  It was perfect.

Without breaking my outward appearance which was an attitude full of disappointment, in my mind I was screaming with joy as I looked at Freed.
What kind of reaction was he going to make, I wanted to know.

But, Freed did not have a flustered state, “Gee-whiz” he breathed out a sigh of disappointment.
……huh、Somehow the reaction I was expecting was different……?

「……Look here, Milady probably already knows this, but maiden’s don’t always shed blood, you know?  There is no way you can do that as proof right?」
「……ah」

Pointing out a simple fact I stopped moving, I was troubled but Freed simply continued to laugh.

「But, surprisingly a lot of people do think that, you know.  A royal marriage, a woman’s chastity is only one serious consideration.  But, that isn’t reality.  Royalty have no choice, it is a ritual after all, since it appears that way, I wonder if it can be helped.」

Even though you say that Lidi is not the one to make that mistake, you certainly don’t comfort me.

But, certainly now that he mentionned it, he was completely right.
Long ago, reading novels and manga had influenced me too much……   Overwhelmed with embarrassment I wanted to run away.
……How horrifying. Because of hearing that chastity was needed at that time, I was completely set on conveniently believing that.

Overwhelmed with shame, while casting my eyes downward, doubts spun in my head.
But, if that was the case how did they prove someone’s chastity?
Could it be really be just a simple declaration system?

I wondered if it was up to Freed, did he only need to say one word saying “She is a maiden.” And that was the end of it?
No matter how many times I thought about it, that couldn’t be the case.
I stopped thinking.  But no matter what the me who was uneasy, because of this circumstance I tried to straighten up to inquire him.

「…… If that’s the case, what do you do to prove you’re a maiden?」

If I earnestly listened to whether it was a self-assessment system, Freed raised his voice.

「ahh no, it certainly isn’t something like that…..  Yeah, since it is a royal ritual it is actually suppose to be a secret, but I will tell Lidi.  When all’s said and done only a small number of people know of it…..」

Having said that, Freed made eye contact with me.

「……Lidi, do you know something called the『King’s Flower』？」