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Chapter 514

「 Now, give me your answer 」

Katsuko-nee pushes Mana and me .

I .

Mana .

「 What’s wrong? Make your decision now . You need to be fast here . If you have made your resolve, then there’s nothing to be afraid of . Now, hurry up and say it . If you don’t reach a conclusion here, later you’ll regret it forever . Now, think about it and make a judgment! 」

I can understand what Katsuko-nee’s saying .

I have to decide . I have to give an answer .

If not, it’ll be a lifetime of drag .

I’ll regret it .

Therefore .

「 I-I! 」

「 I 」

But, I don’t know what to answer .

I don’t know what’s right!!

Then .

「 Just kidding, you can’t make a conclusion as a makeshift . That’s what unscrupulous cults do 」

Katsuko-nee smiles .

WHAT?!

「 Human behavior can’t quickly be decided logically . Also, you’ll notice your internal problems unexpectedly . 」

Err .

「 Because of that, humans often say excuse for what actions they make . “Back then, that’s all the choice I had,” “There was no other way,” “Thinking about it now, there were worse situations than this,” they all add those as a postscript . In short, “I wasn’t mistaken,” or “I didn’t have any other options,” they just want to guarantee themselves 」

Y-Yeah .

「 You see, whatever you chose right now, the result will change with the actions you take in the future . It’s important to choose, but it’s also important to know what to do after making that choice 」

Katsuko-nee said .

「 Mana-chan, staying here doesn’t equate abandoning Ichikawa-san and Yukino-san . On the other hand, coming back to Ichikawa-san’s house doesn’t cut off your bond with us . That is all depending on your actions in the future . 」

That’s indeed true .

In the end, it all depends on us .

No matter what we choose .

「 Then, in addition to that, in life, you’ll be involved in factors you can’t do anything about . For example, one of the two of you may fall ill to a sudden illness . This mansion may catch fire suddenly . Ojou-sama may fail at work, and we all get arrested . The situation is always flexible . Even if you make a choice, that might not still go that way 」

I look at Mana .

Mana’s listening . Showing an earnest look .

「 Therefore, it’s just stupid to say “This must be done,” or “It has to be this way . ” It’s nonsense . If you move with that idealistic reason, then you won’t be able to respond to reality . Just like people who have been mind-controlled by cults 」

「 So, what should I do? 」

Mana speaks up .

「 I’m thinking so hard . Then, I made a conclusion 」

「 You overthink so your head boils up, and your thoughts go to the worse one . Then, you ended up with a horrible argument 」

Katsuko-nee said .

「 Kouzuki-sama has said this before: What’s most important is the inspiration1, it has the power to feel the presence of danger 」

Inspiration senses danger?

「 You see, earlier, when you heard that Mana-chan’s going back to Ichikawa-san, what did you first think? 」

Katsuko-nee asks .

「 I thought that it’s bad, I have to stop her 」

I answered honestly .

「 Oh, why? 」

「 Huh? 」

「 Well, Ichikawa-san is Mana-chan’s grandfather . He might accept Mana-chan warmly, who knows? 」

「 But still 」

「 What we know about Ichikawa-san is only one part of him . Well, he may be trying to push Yukino-san to a mental hospital but that’s a problem of Yukino-san, he might be a kind grandfather for Mana-chan 」

That might be true but .

「 You don’t believe in things like blood relationship due to how you were raised but your house was a unique case, right? It might be okay to believe in blood relationship when it comes to Mana-chan . To be honest, even during the negotiation, he showed his sympathy to his granddaughters 」

Katsuko-nee looks at me .

But .

「 But, I thought that if Mana goes to Ichikawa-san, she’ll never be happy . That it’ll be a bad end for Mana 」

Katsuko-nee .

「 That’s your inspiration . You felt “That’s dangerous” Therefore, you thought of stopping Mana-chan, isn’t that right? 」

「 Y-Yeah, I think so too 」

Mana looks at me . ,

「 Therefore, take care of that inspiration . Tell her only that sense of crisis . If you use some unneeded logic, then it’ll become ridiculous 」

Katsuko-nee looks at Mana this time .

「 Mana-chan, why do you think you have to go to Ichikawa-san’s house? 」

「 That’s 」

Mana averts her gaze .

「 Because I’m a burden to Onii-chan . Besides, there’s Yukino-oneechan’s problem too 」

「 Okay, both of them are just a reason after . It’s different from the first inspiration 」

Katsuko-nee says immediately after .

「 T-That’s! 」

Mana’s confused .

「 Then, why did you consult him when two were alone? 」

「 Huh? 」

「 If you seriously planned to leave the mansion, then you should’ve talked to Nagisa or me . Before talking to him 」

Katsuko-nee?

「 If you tell him then you know that he’ll ask you to not go, right? He won’t return Mana-chan back to Ichikawa-san 」

Huh?

「 Once he accepted someone in his family then he will pour all his love . You know that don’t’ you? He doesn’t like being abandoned by his family 」

I .

「 Even if he clings, he’ll hold onto Mana-chan . To him, Mana-chan is someone he can’t lose 」

Katsuko-nee’s words pierce my heart .

「 Yeah . I’m really disgusting . I’m so selfish, egoistic . I didn’t want to let Mana go 」

Not just Mana .

Everyone I love in my family .

「 Oh, it’s okay to be egoistic you know . On the other hand, the love you pour on your women is bottomless . Because you think you don’t want to be abandoned you are always earnest towards us, you never betray us . That is why we trust you and think it’s cute . We love you . There’s nothing improper about that 」

Then, Katsuko-nee looks at Mana once again .

「 Then, Mana-chan, you actually want him to hold you back, right? Do you want to be told that you’re needed? 」

「 I 」

「 But, if you do so, you’ll feel embarrassed about yourself, so you added some unneeded logic . Before soon, that reason will grow large, and you’ll lose knowledge of the origin of your feelings . Then, your head boils, and if you keep concluding it with logic, then it’ll become a horrible misfortune 」

Katsuko-nee looks at Mana kindly .

「 I wonder . I might’ve just wanted Onii-chan to stop me 」

Mana thinks .

「 Don’t look for answers inside yourself . Only convenient, good reasons will come up 」

Katsuko-nee tells Mana .

「 Take a good look at him . Then, the answer will come out in a moment 」

Katsuko-nee said . Mana looks at me once again .

Then .

「 Ah 」

「 What’s up, Mana? 」

I ask Mana .

「 I see, when I woke up this morning, I felt sad that Onii-chan wasn’t next to me 」

「 Huh? 」

「 When I thought that Onii-chan was sleeping over at Misuzu-san’s house, I felt sad 」

Mana .

「 Then, if I feel this sad then I thought of getting out of the mansion 」

Hey hey, what’s with that leap!

Ah, I guess that’s what the extreme logic .

「 If I go to Ichikawa-ojiichan’s house together with Yukino-oneechan, then Onii-chan can never come . If we have nights where we’re not together, then we should never have been together 」

Err .

「 I’m the one who’s selfish here! If I can’t have Onii-chan all to myself, I thought of escaping to a place where I can’t meet Onii-chan! 」

Her small shoulder is trembling .

「 My maiden’s heart can understand that 」

Katsuko-nee said .

To me, it’s just an unreasonable logic .

But .

「 Mana, come here! 」

「 Huh? 」

「 Just come here . No, I’ll do it instead! 」

I stand up from my seat and stand on my knees before Mana who’s sitting on the chair .

「 Don’t go anywhere . Just stay by my side! 」

I hug Mana’s small body tightly .

「 Onii-chan 」

Mana mutters .

「 This might not be love I have, this might be just a filthy attachment, but I don’t want to give Mana to anyone else . I want you to be mine all the time . I won’t let you go, Mana! 」

I’m the worst .

I don’t want to let go of her because of my ego .

Is that love?

Isn’t this just my selfish attachment?

「 I mentioned attachment earlier, but that is not that bad at all 」

Katsuko-nee said .

「 Relationship between people changes a lot . A husband and wife whose passion for love has vanished won’t lead to disastrous family life . They can’t make their children unhappy . Even if their love is over, some couples stay together for many years and live together as best friends . A lot maintain their family even without sex 」

There are various types of relationships .

「 Attachment is written with the kanji of ‘love’ and ‘make’ 2 」

Make love .

「 In the end, it’s always up to the person at that moment . No matter what kind of relationship it is, those who strive to be happy with their accord will become happy . Happiness is given by people, people who don’t want to do anything themselves has no choice but to be unhappy 」

Katsuko-nee .

「 At that moment, an at that moment, treasure your inspiration . Don’t overlook the signs of crisis . And, keep pursuing happiness . Take action immediately after gaining inspiration, don’t overthink . If you think, then you’ll be unable to move and end up in a situation where you can’t escape 」

Katsuko-nee looks up at the blue sky outside the window .

「 As soon as I came here, a senpai told me this: It’s probably the worst to be kidnapped and turned to a prostitute but, you can’t think about it and be depressed all the time . First, live . You must survive . Gain inspiration for that . A flash can do anything . Use your survival instincts . No matter how low it is, you must not lose the will to be happy 」

Then, to Mana;

「 What does Mana-chan’s inspiration want to do now? 」

Mana .

「 I want to stay here . I don’t want to leave Onii-chan!!!! 」

「 Then don’t leave . Stay with me! 」

I hug Mana tight, and she returns a hug as well .

「 Onii-chan, Onii-chan, Onii-chan! 」

Mana cries on my chest .

「 I want to stay with Onii-chan! But, but you see, is it okay?! Is it alright for me to stay!? 」

I .

「 There’s no good or bad; I want you to stay here, so stay . Stay with me . Stay forever . Don’t leave me 」

「 Un, okay, Onii-chan, I’ll stay forever! 」

Mana .

◇ ◇ ◇

「 Oh my, is there anything wrong? 」

Looking at the courtyard, Ruriko’s looking us through the glass door .

Edie and Agnes are with her .

「 Yeah, Mana-chan was just sad because Ruri-chan took him away last night 」

Katsuko-nee said laughing .

「 I see, I’m sorry 」

Ruriko speaks bashfully .

「 No, Ruri-oneechan did nothing wrong . It’s my fault 」

Mana wipes away her tears in a hurry .

She also parts away from me .

I knew it; she’s like Megu . She thinks of Ruriko as Kozuki faction .

I sit on a nearby chair .

「 No, I am Mana-chan’s elder sister, so I’m sorry for not noticing Mana-chan’s feelings . Let’s go together on the next occasion 」

「 Ruri-oneechan? 」

「 Misuzu-chan, Michi, and I want to get along with Mana-chan 」

「 Really? 」


Mana’s suspects .

「 Onii-sama wishes for it . Ruriko will do anything for Onii-sama 」

Ruriko smiles .

「 Then I believe you 」

It seems that Ruriko’s answer was an excellent answer .

If she answered “We’re family,” or “For the sake of the family,” then Mana will not believe Ruriko .

「 Everyone come in, I’ve prepared tea . Edie, would you like coffee? 」

Katsuko-nee invites the three girls outdoors .

Ruriko asks Edie in English .

《 OH、YES!!! 》

Edie laughs and comes inside .

「 Come, Agnes 」

I call her out .

「 Yes, desuno 」

She toddles towards me .

This 12-year-old blonde beauty is like an angel .

She’s like a pure fairy .

This small girl had sex with me yesterday .

「 American’s prefer coffee than tea after all 」

Katsuko-nee said while preparing Edie’s coffee .

「 Papa . Here 」

Agnes hands me something .

It was a four-leaf clover .

「 Oh, thanks 」

I’ve heard about this, but I never thought it existed .

「 The three of us were looking for it to give it to Onii-sama . 」

Ruriko smiles .

「 Then I have to say thanks to you three . Thanks, girls 」

I also say it in English for Edie .

「 Let’s keep it as a pressed flower 」

Mana said .

「 Yeah, you’re right 」

I don’t know much about making pressed flowers, however .

It seems Mana knows .

Then .

「 Uhm, Papa 」

Agnes comes to my knees .

「 Yes, what’s wrong? 」

Agnes big blue eyes look at me .

「 It’s about time we do it? 」

Huh?

「 Sex with Agnes 」

Err, it’s still morning though .

No, I had one round with Megu already .

「 Papa, do you hate Agnes? 」

Hey hey!

「 That’s not true . I love you, Agnes 」

「 Then 」

「 But look, there’s no need to do only sex 」

「 But, Agnes is born to have sex with Papa 」

Hmm?

Everyone pays attention to what Agnes said .

「 Agnes was told like that since I was a child 」

No, Agnes is still a child . She’s 12 right now .

「 Agnes’ body is for Papa to enjoy, once I become an adult, I need to have sex with Papa every day . If I can’t satisfy Papa, then I’ll be abandoned in a mountain . 」

Err .

「 Who told you that? 」

Mana asks .

Agnes:

「 I forgot 」

She answers with a blank face .

「 It’s the person who took care of Agnes before me . She’s Shirasaka Sousuke’s nanny 」

Katsuko-nee speaks in a dark voice .

「 She’s the only one talking to Agnes when she was young . Shirasaka Sousuke didn’t come to see her that frequently 」

Shiraska Sousuke’s nanny always told Agnes that “when you grow up, you’ll be your Papa’s sex slave” ever since she became aware .

Inside that confined basement, she’s made to masturbate three times a day while looking up at Shirasaka Sousuke’s naked image .

「 Agnes finally became an adult, so I need to have sex with Papa . If not, I’ll be thrown in the mountains 」

I hug Agnes’ small body .

「 I won’t throw you in the mountains, Agnes will be with me forever 」

「 Yes . Therefore, let’s have sex, desuno 」

Agnes .

I’ve succeeded in erasing Shirasaka Sousuke as Agnes’ center .

I overwrote Agnes’ “Papa” to me .

Therefore, Agnes trusts me, had sex with me .

But .

The teachings Agnes had for many years .

The mind control that she’s her Papa’s sex slave and that she’s only alive to have sex isn’t fixed .

「 Agnes, do you like me? 」

「 Yes, desuno! I love Papa! I love Papa now the most!! 」

Agnes said, then she clung to my chest .

Papa now .

In short, Me .

「These kinds of things need time 」

Katsuko-nee said while giving us tea .

Ruriko’s helping out .

「 Especially in Agnes-chan’s case, she’s completely blocked from the outside world, and nobody else taught her 」

Agnes didn’t even receive an Elementary education .

She’s only been watching Shriasaka Sousuke’s sex videos for the sake of becoming his toy .

「 What should I do? 」

I ask Katsuko-nee?

「 First, you have to keep Agnes-chan in an environment where she can relax . In there, we have to teach her various things bit by bit 」

An environment where Agnes could relax .

「 You need to have sex with her every day to make her feel secure for now . If not, she might think that you hate her 」

Huh?

「 In addition to that, all the sex she knows were from Shirasaka Sousuke’s videos 」

Perhaps all of it is just perverted sex .

「 That man’s addicted to sex after all 」

Agnes thinks that as normal .

「 That kind of addiction will cause a strong mental and physical shock if you refuse it suddenly . All you have to do it cut it down little by little while paying attention to the quantity 」

First, I have to lower down the level of sex Agnes thinks she should do .

The amount too .

「 For her, losing her virginity while being recorded isn’t strange . She’s only seen sex forcibly recorded after all 」

Agnes’ herself is looking at me with a blank face .

「 Papa, do you not like Agnes? Do you not want to have sex with Agnes? 」

I .

「 I said I love you . I want to have sex with Agnes of course! 」

「 I’m glad! Desuno! 」

That smile .

「 Agnes will do all her best! It’s okay even if it hurts! Please play with Agnes, Papa! 」

「 Yeah 」

I pat Agnes’ hair, and she laughed happily .

Katsuko-nee, Mana, Ruriko watches us quietly .

Agnes has a severe illness in a sense . In her heart .

I will take care of Agnes no matter how many years it takes until her heart is cured .

I’m Agnes’ Papa after all .

「 LION! 」

Edie said while sipping the coffee Katsuko-nee gave her .

Err .

「 Ruriko, Edie tells me the same thing every time she sees my face but what does she mean by that, could you ask her? 」

Repeating it so many times gets me curious . ,

「 Yes, Onii-sama 」

Ruriko asks Edie .

Then, Edie looks at me .

「 “Do you know lion, the animal?” She asks 」

Hey, don’t make fun of me . I know what lions are .

「 Far from knowing, I’ve seen one . There are lions even in Japan 」

I replied . Edie gets excited .

「 “Have you really seen one?! How is it?! Was it big?!” She asks 」

You’re the one who hasn’t seen one, Edie?!

「 The mane was this wide! 」

I tell Edie with gestures .

Edie’s eyes shine and then she nods .

Then, she talks with Ruriko for a while .

I mean, that’s a very long talk!

Edie’s getting even more excited .

「 W-What did Edie say!? 」

Ruriko?

「 No, Edie said “Where is the lion living in Japan?” she asks, so I replied “What Onii-sama saw was in the zoo . There’s no lion in Japan’s jungles” 」

Yeah, the one I saw was from the elementary school excursion .

「 Then, I said “In Japan, there are facilities where you can see lions in their territory in a safari park form,” then she said, “I want to go there” 」

So that’s why she’s excited .

「 Well, let’s go there someday 」

When Ruriko translated what I said, Edie’s eyes sparkled .

「 Let’s go there too Agnes 」

I tell Agnes who’s sitting on my knee .

「 Papa, what is a lion? 」

So that’s what she’s curious .

「 It’s a big cat . Agnes-chan, you saw the cat in the garden earlier, right? 」

Ruriko follows up .

「 Oh, a cat 」

「 Do you know what a cat is? 」

「 Yes, I see them in the skylight lying down often 」

Agnes’ world is only the skylight that pours sun into the basement .

She can see at least cats and birds .

「 How big is this cat? 」

Err .

「 As much as Katsuko-nee, I guess? 」

I don’t have anyone else to compare, so I replied as such .

「 Gao!! 」

Katsuko-nee roars! .

「 Returning to the topic, why does Edie say lion when she sees me? 」

Ruriko asks .

Then .

「 “You don’t know lion’s ecology?” She said 」

Ecology .

「 Lions are polygamous . Gao! 」

Katsuko-nee tells me .

 

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