Pure love ✕ Insult Complex - Chapter 751.

Chapter 751.: 751.
「 No! Never!! I’m Yoshi-kun’s fiance!!! I’m a special one!!! I’m different from everyone1

Pure Love x Insult Complex Chapter 752 . Beginner's sex .

Hmmm, where did I hear this line again 」
Looking at Megu screaming, Kana-senpai;

「 lol . You really are quite the woman unlike other 」

She looked at me and smiled .

「 It’s all wasted Nobu . You can’t threaten or soothe her . Not even detailed logic goes through her . After all, all she thinks about is her ‘women’s instinct’ 」

Women’s instinct .

「 She doesn’t think deeply, and she just lives with her emotion 」

Kana-senpai sends Megu a glance .

「 Nei-san, the Kouzuki ladies, and Edie-san, these girls are too smart . Therefore, they try to feel out the other person’s feelings to read the situation . Consequently, they can suppress their emotions and talk logically . That’s the reason why I was willing to accept their offer . I can trust them . I know that they’re making a proposal that won’t hurt them or me 」

Misuzu, Nei, showed Kana-senpai that becoming my sex slave is a privilege . First and before everything else .

Then, Katsuko-nee said that she can take as much branded items as she wanted .

And even if Kana-senpai got permission, she didn’t take too much from Katsuko-nee’s stash .

She knows how to do it moderately .

She concluded that she’ll be with us for a long time and so it’s better to not be greedy .

「 I’m quite the calculating girl, but they do many precise calculations . And I think that’s cool 」

Kana-senpai said .

Well, yes . But,

It’s Minaho-neesan’s method of thinking about how to make a fair deal without looking down on the other party .

Nei and Misuzu are just following Minaho-neesan’s example .

But, of course, Kana-senpai thinking that they’re smart girls is correct .

「 And in that regard, you’re a failure 」

Kana-senpai looked down on Megu .

「 I don’t know why you’re so confident that you won’t be discarded, but to think that you want to be Nobu’s “special” woman with that kind of attitude, are you crazy? 」

Megu fell silent .

「 I don’t get it . The Kouzuki ladies and Nei-san are among the best women I’ve met, they have good self-control when talking to me, but it feels strange that a girl with childish emotions like you are allowed here . Who spoiled this girl? 」

Well .

「 No, Megu’s also holding down her feelings since childhood 」

Born inside the brothel, raised as the adopted child of Yamamine house . Then Yukino and the Shirasaka house has bullied her for a long time .

「 Now that all of Megu’s problems holding her back were resolved, she finally starts to let out her emotions 」

Oh .

I see it now .

With Shirasaka Sousuke dead, Yukino can no longer threaten Megu .

Minaho-neesan also takes care of Megu as she’s the daughter of the prostitute who took care of her .


Megu started living with us .

She’s able to live a life where she’s free to do what she wants for the first time in her life .

「 I wonder? But even so, I don’t think that her current state is any better 」

Kana-senpai said .

「 I think so too . After all, Megu-oneechan’s not the only one holding back her emotions since she was a child 」

Mana .

「 Misuzu-oneechan, Ruri-oneechan, Nei-oneechan are also the same . I know 」

Misuzu and Ruriko lived a tensed life as the successors of the Kouzuki house . A noble among nobles .

Nei’s family were murdered, and she was kidnapped and confined by a criminal in the U . S .

「 But they’re not as selfish as Megu-oneechan . They still hold back their emotions even now . Everyone thinks of monopolizing Onii-chan, and yet they believe that it’s for the best if we live together in harmony! 」

Mana tells Megu .

「 That alone shows the difference in the sense of purpose compared to Megumi 」

Edie?

「 Nei, Misuzu, all the other girls love Darling, and that’s why they want to make the family focused on Darling . They all are hungry for a family after all 」

That’s right, we’re a family .

We open up to each other and want a relationship where we can live with peace of mind .

「 Then, that’s still in progress . We’re still int he middle of our struggle to make the ideal family . That’s why everyone’s holding back on various things . We’re still in the middle of the dream after all 」

Edie’s right .

My bakery, Kouzuki SS activities, Minaho-neesan’s brothel reopening .

These are all actions to create an environment where our family and we can live in peace .

That environment isn’t complete yet .

Therefore, we work on it every day .

We suppress our urges for the sake of the family .

「 But Megu’s different . She’s the only one who doesn’t think that the family is essential 」

「 That’s not true! I!! 」

Megu tries to refuse in panic, but,

「 Nononono . Megumi, you hardly have the same hunger for a family like us . Therefore, you don’t feel impatient, and you think that this is enough . You don’t believe that you have to work hard to reach your ideals 」

Edie said .

「 I see, Megu-oneechan has a family after all 」

「 Mana? 」

「 Not that I’m blaming you . Mana knows that Yamamine-san are good people, and they’re Megumi-oneechan’s father and mother . Though it’s not by blood 」

That’s right, Megu;

She grew up loved by her adoptive parents .

「 I can’t live without this family . I need to stay by Onii-chan’s side . Misuzu-oneechan and everyone is also the same . They all lived in solitude and was saved from it when they met Onii-chan . Therefore, they don’t want Onii-chan to hate them, and they’ll accept those Onii-chan saved as a family just like themselves 」

Mana looks at Luna .

「 Last night, Megu-oneechan’s the only one against accepting Luna-chan and the girls to the family . I now understand why you were displeased about it . Megu-oneechan’s different than us . You don’t treasure the family, and you want to keep Onii-chan for yourself and run away 」

「 I-I 」

Megu’s idea of family is different than everyone?

「 But you can’t do that . Onii-chan is with Mana and everyone . He also wants to have a family, he can’t be with just Megu-oneechan 」

Mana said .

「 Look, there’s something I really don’t understand 」

Kana-senpai asks me about Megu .

「 How did this girl become so dependent on Nobu? Mana-chan’s having a serene relationship with you, and yet this girl’s the only one-sided among your girls, right? All I see her clinging and depending on Nobu 」

「 It’s a bit different from dependence 」

Edie replies instead of me .

「 Darling, do you get what Megumi’s problem is? 」

Everyone looked at me .

「 I know, it’s insecurity 」

I replied .

「 Mana said earlier that Megu’s not hungry for a family . That’s true, but that’s not all of it either . It’s just one of the reasons 」

Megu stares at me .

The biggest reason why Megu’s still loose within the family is that,

The reason why she’s fixated about monopolizing me is,

「 Megu’s feeling insecure towards everyone 」

「 E-Everyone? Who? 」

Megu replies in a weak voice .

「 Everyone means everyone . Minaho-neesan, Katsuko-nee, Nagisa, Margo-san, Shou-neechan, Rei-chan, anyway, you feel insecure towards the adults, don’t you?

I continue,

「 Then, Nei, Misuzu, and Ruriko . You’re not good at dealing with Michi . Nor Agnes 」

I’ve never seen Michi and Megu talk like they’re close friends .

She never gets in gear with Agnes .

Both of them have strong personalities .

Michi’s a Japanese-styled beauty, and Agnes is a Western-style loli .

Their appearances stimulate Megu’s insecurity .

「 Megu’s not good at dealing with mature and calm girls like Tsukiko . Neither with Yomiko, a cheerful and noisy one 」

That means .

「 The people in here are girls Megumi doesn’t feel insecurity . Other than Kana 」

Edie said .

Usually, Edie acts like an American girl who can’t read the mood, and therefore, Megu always warns and scolds her .

Therefore, Megu’s able to say anything she thinks to Edie .

She’s known Mana as her half-sister from an early age, so she finds it easy to talk with her .

Luna’s four years younger, quiet and timid/ Megu doesn’t feel any insecurity towards her .

「 Well sure, feel a lot of insecurity towards me . After all, I’m way cuter than you 」

Kana-senpai’s the number 1 idol in our school because of her beauty, but,

She doesn’t feel intimidated by Nei, Misuzu, and Ruriko .

After all, she’s got a bright personality .

Megu’s used to how heavy and serious Minaho-neesan and so it doesn’t pain her as much .

「 You really are loved Megumi 」

Edie’s right .

I think Nei and Misuzu made this choice and Minaho-neesan gave them approval .

They’re all considering Megu .

「 I-I don’t know about that! 」

Although their kindness doesn’t go through Megu .

「 After all, isn’t it normal to feel insecure? 」

Megu asked .

「 After all, the adults are much more mature than me . Misuzu-san and Ruriko-chan are both genuine high-class ladies! I could never win against them! Nei-oneesan’s truly beautiful, and Yoshi-kun’s always lovestruck with her . You love Nei-oneesan more than me, don’t you Yoshi-kun?! 」

So you think of it that way .

「 I don’t have the talent unlike them! That’s right, I’m not cute! I can’t do anything, and I just lose to Nei-oneesan and Hoshizaki-san! I’m not cute at all! 」

「 Yeah . You’re right . And you’re also dumb . Nei-san’s smart compared to that 」

Kana-senpai said lightly

「 I know! You don’t have to say that! You’re right! Everyone’s much smarter than me! Yes, I get it! I lose both in beauty and brains! 」

「 You should include the body shape too . Isn’t that why we stripped down to underwear? To confirm it? 」

Kana-senpai continues to stir her up .

「 That’s right! Everyone’s got a better figure than me! After all, I’m!!! 」

To think that Megu’s carrying this much insecurity in her .

「 I can’t win on anything . Not against them . That’s how I felt for these past four months . Minaho-san told me that I’m the housewife of the mansion and to make it my own place, but I can’t win against Katsuko-oneesan in cooking nor housework . Ruriko-chan and Mana are invading my territory further! 」

Megu said .

「 That’s wrong . Ruri-oneechan and I aren’t chasing Megu-oneechan out of the housework . We’re only doing what we want to do for the family 」

「 I know! 」

Megu shuts Mana up in the middle of her talk .

「 That’s why I juggle between my club activities and helping out Yoshi-kun in the bakery . But during that time, you all got better at cooking . Everyone’s more talented than me, it’s unfair 」

Megu .

「 Aah, no . I don’t want this . It’s not with everyone . I hate myself . I’m not cute, smart, a high-class lady, a good body . I try to do what I can every day, and in the end, I couldn’t do anything . I have no talent . I hate it! 」

That’s .

「 I know that everyone in the family is kind to me . I understand that this attitude is being selfish . But I can’t do it . It itches me off . In the end, I know that I can’t do anything alone . I hate myself for that! But I can’t do anything about it! I can’t become like everyone, because, I don’t have anything 」

Oh, this is .

「 Darling . 」

Edie smiled at me .

Yeah .

Just like what Edie said earlier .

Megu and I think alike .

My insecurities are quite similar to Megu .

I think of myself as a useless man who can’t do anything .

「 That’s stupid . That’s not what you should compare yourself with 」

Kana-senpai said .

「 If you compare yourself to the Kouzuki ladies or Nei-san, then you’d definitely think yourself as useless . You know, sorry to say but I’m cuter than ordinary girls . I’m just above the average . That includes my body shape . Well, even I can’t win against them . Also, I’m not sure about how smart I am, but, still, I can say that I’m quite the cute high school girl . If I enter an idol audition, I think I’d pass the preliminary round . That’s the extent 」

I don’t know if Kana-senpai’s praising or insulting right now .

「 Therefore, this is just my opinion; you should break up with Nobu and find another man . I recommend a gloomy and weak type . I think that kind of guy would be head-over-heels for you . That profits you way more, and you’ll surely become happy . No, I’m just saying what I think suits the moment 」

Err .

「 In the end, the Kouzuki ladies, Nei-san, or me . You’re picking the wrong opponent . The levels are too far apart, you should choose a level that suits you . How about you transfer to a school with fewer girls? Like a technical focused high school . In that case, you’ll definitely become a queen in your class . If you don’t want that, you can go to a school that only has girls . If there’s no chance to meet a boy from the start, then you won’t complain about not being popular 」

This is messed up .

「 No! I! 」

Megu looked at me .

「 I only want Yoshi-kun! I’m going to marry Yoshi-kun! Aaaah!!! 」

She screams .

「 I want to go to a world where it’s just Yoshi-kun and me! Then we will be happy together!!! 」

Megu .

「 That won’t happen 」

Edie said .

「 You won’t become happy from that Megu’s insecurity won’t fix itself if you just escape from reality 」

I think so too .

「 Do you really think that Darling would choose Megumi and throw away the family even though you have insecurities towards other women 」

Megu .

「 No 」

She replied calmly .

「 That won’t happen . Everyone’s better at me at everything, and they make Yoshi-kun’s family together . Yoshi-kun can’t throw away his family and choose only me . I know that 」

I…

「 But, I hope for it, dream it . Yoshi-kun choosing only me . Even though I know that it will never happen 」

Megu’s insecurities are deeply rooted .

Just like mine .

「 Now then, what to do, Darling? 」

Edie asks me .

「 It’s about time we reach a conclusion 」

Yeah .

「 I guess it’s me that’s being tested here? 」

Not Megu .

Either way, Minaho-neesan’s watching all of this from the surveillance cameras .

「 Everyone in here 」

Edie said .

「 Darling, me, Mana, Luna, Kana, and of course, Megumi 」

I see .

Yeah .

Minaho-neesan’s looking at everything .

It’s a trial for Megu to see if she’s still fit to stay in the family .

It’s a test for Kana to see if she’s inclined to become my woman .

To Edie and the girls, it’s a test on how to deal with the family troubles .

And for me .

It’s a test on my judgment on what to do with Megu .

If I think about the family, Megu’s selfishness shouldn’t be allowed .

However .

「 Geez, Nobu’s too earnest . You don’t have to think so desperately 」

Kana-senpai says with a look of amazement at me .

「 This is just wasteful thinking 」

Huh?

「 Her insecurities are her own problem, isn’t it? You can’t do anything with it Nobu 」

I can’t do anything?

「 I mean, if you make any decision for her then you’re just spoiling her further . 」

Then I shouldn’t make a decision?

「 Isn’t that right? Whether you decide to chase her out or to let her stay, it’s you making that decision . You’re showing her a direction . Spoiling her . She has to worry about herself . Once she’s done with that, she has to stand up and say, “Okay, I’ll do something . ” She has to take a step forward using her own strength 」

Kana-senpai said .

「 There’s a lot of things in this world where you need to it on your own . Others can’t do anything about it . That’s how insecurities are . She has to figure out why she has that insecurity herself, and she has to get it out by herself 」

That’s .

「 I mean, it’s Nei-san and the Kouzuki ladies’ wrong to pull Nobu out for her sake . And, even if this possible, and Nei-san and the girls were taken out, her insecurities won’t disappear . She’ll remain married to Nobu, but her negative emotion towards Nei-san and everyone will remain as well 」

Her inferiority complex towards Nei and the girls won’t disappear . Instead, it will become a deep wound .

「 Nobu can’t do anything to release her from her insecurities . Her insecurities are her own 」

That applies to me as well .

I must fix my insecurities myself .

Nobody can help me out from here .

That’s right .

If it was me now .

Even if Nei tells me, “Yo-chan’s not useless . Yo-chan, you’ve got this amazing power . ”

I won’t feel saved from that line .

In the end, I have to show to myself that I have done something useful to everyone .

Else, I can’t trust myself .

I’m the only one who can work on that .

Oh . I see .

That’s the reason why .

That’s why I’m so desperate about the bakery right now .

I want to make a profit for the sake of everyone .

As soon as possible .

Therefore .

「 Megu, if you continue to hate yourself, then you can’t change 」

I said .

「 I know that! But I don’t know what to do! I don’t know at all!! 」

Megu’s suffering .

Her mind is going around circles .

She doesn’t know what to do to get out of this spiral .

I have experienced that .

This spring .

I was like that when my father disappeared .

I was worried about the future .

But I don’t know what to do .

I lost sight of myself .

「 Megu-oneechan’s insecurity is really stupid . I don’t get why you’re so worried 」

Mana suddenly speaks .

「 It doesn’t matter if you’re not cute, talentless, and dumb . In our world, Onii-chan’s the only man . Is Onii-chan’s thoughts about Megu-oneechan not enough for you?

Megu;

「 Yoshi-kun thinks that other girls are cuter than me . They’re more helpful to him . I know that 」

Mana sighed .

「 Oh, I see . I’ve had enough, you’re too troublesome 」

She looked at Megu .

「 Megu-oneechan, sorry but have a match with me 」

Match?

「 Let’s end this here . It’s a waste of time to be stopped by people like Megu-oneechan . This is stupid, let’s end this already 」

Then .

「 If I win, you’re out of the mansion . Go back to Yamamine-san’s house . Good? 」

「 Hey, Mana? 」

What are you planning to do?

「 The match would be sex . The one who makes Onii-chan feel the most pleasure wins! 」

What?!

「 Sure, you can’t do anything against Nei-oneechan who has the best looks, nor Katsuko-oneechan who has the techniques, but, you won’t say that you’d lose to Mana, will you? We both lost virginity in merely days of difference . 」

Both of them lost their virginity during the holidays in May .

Furthermore, they had a system of having sex with me in turns .

There shouldn’t be that much difference during that period .

「 Not confident in your face? Body? Brain? Talent? Then you can’t do anything about that . If you can’t satisfy Onii-chan in sex, then you don’t have the worth to live with us anymore . I mean, how about you quit as a woman 」

Mana said .