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Chapter 836.: 836.
「 I-I… 」





Megu’s confused .

She probably didn’t expect Ai, who shuts herself inside to say that much .

「 I see . Megumi wasn’t inside the bakery earlier 」

Yukino said .

Right . We were talking in the bakery earlier…

Katsuko-nee, Nei, and Megu were in the storefront .

Therefore, Megu only knows how Ai confronted her classmates outside .

She knew that something changed in Ai, but…

She doesn’t know the conversation inside the bakery . She hasn’t seen how she’s changed .

Then, she hurried back to the classroom to take the afternoon lessons .

「 I-I, Ai… 」

Ai speaks to Megu .

「 Ai became useless because Mama or other people always help me out on anything . But, she didn’t teach me to do things myself 」

Ai speaks awkwardly .

「 Then, I learned a lot…that…I can become better… 」

She desperately tries to convey her thoughts .

「 Then, I…I also understood that doing things together is fun 」

She looks at me .

Ai learned doing things together is better from having sex with me .

「 Then, also…also… 」

Her skin turns red in excitement, and her ears are teary .

「 Ai wants to do something for others too…Not just receiving help from someone . Ai also wants to help others! Even I… . 」

Ai…

「 I don’t want to stay like this… 」

Ai’s in tears .

「 I-I know that, but… 」

Megu looks at Ai with a complicated expression .

「 Why are you telling me that now? 」

I…

「 Isn’t that obvious? Ai wants to help Megu 」

「 Huh? M-Me? Help? From Kiyohara-san? 」

Megu’s eyes opened wide .

「 I mean, I’m… 」

Megu’s the honor student .

She has good grades, lots of friends .

Apart from the circumstances where she’s engaged with me, her classmates and teachers have a high evaluation of her .

If it’s among our family, there are people much more talented than her, but, in our class, she’s someone who has herself together .

She probably doesn’t think of getting help from Ai, a girl who is an introvert .

「 Megumi-san, you’re not confident . Just like Ai 」

Ai said .

「 But, you’re different from Ai . You have courage, unlike Ai . That’s why you get angry quickly, don’t you? 」

Megu getting hot-tempered is the opposite of having no self-confidence .

「 You get scared, worried . Therefore, you throw all off your fear to Yoshida-kun, or anyone you know that’s okay with you getting angry 」

「 Right . Megumi never speaks like that with Misuzu and the girls 」

Edie smiles .

「 It’s only with Darling, Mana, Yukino, or me . They’re only the people Megumi can throw her emotions at 」

「 T-That’s not true, I… 」

「 No, that’s the truth . Megumi, you fawn on Yuzuki or Katsuko, and yet, when it comes to me, or this idiot, you start screaming right away 」


Yukino laughs .

「 I mean, she directs her anger mostly at Darling 」

Megu scolds Edie whenever she does something out of the ordinary, but…

That’s only because Edie’s acting it out to let Megu vent out her anger .

Recently, it’s exposed that Edie’s intelligence is higher than she expects, so Megu hardly scolds Edie anymore .

Mana . Megu knew her as her little sister from the past, and so she could complain to her on various things, but…

Mana’s getting better in helping out Katsuko-nee in the housework, together with Ruriko .

Mana’s becoming more beautiful . Megu feels insecure with it, and so their relationship becomes thinner recently .

「 Oh, I see . She gets depressed with her insecurities with the other girls, and she screams out her stress with this idiot 」

Yukino nods to herself .

「 S-Stop that! I’m not that shallow 」

Megu tries to deny what Ai said .

「 But, that’s how it is from Ai’s eyes 」

Ai’s been observing us for the past few days .





「 No, Ai, I think she’s become better than before, even if she looks like that 」

I look at Megu .

Yukino started living together with us . It increased the people she can quarrel with and throw her complains .

Getting under Tsukiko’s umbrella has fixed her up a bit .

Megu’s stress is less compared to before .

「 But, it’ll only trouble Yoshida-kun if this continues 」

Ai said .

「 Right . I feel sorry for Darling when I see Megumi start complaining to him 」

Edie smiled wryly .

「 Why not? I mean, it’s him . He doesn’t really think of that as troublesome, he’s an idiot who’ll listen to Megumi no matter what 」

Yukino then turns to Megu while saying that .

「 This idiot likes Megumi after all 」

「 Huh? Y-Yoshi-kun? 」

Megu looks at me in surprise?

「 He likes you…That’s why he won’t hate you no matter how angry you get 」

Ai…

「 Ordinary people start to hate people who always get angry at them . People don’t like others getting mad at them, even if they did something wrong 」

「 That’s right . Therefore, everyone tries to be indirect whenever they complain . They know that throwing their anger directly at the person would be the same as attacking that person, they don’t want the other party to hate them 」

「 Megumi, you know that he’ll never hate you no matter what you do, and that’s why you’re so spoiled 」

「 Y-Yukino, I-I’m not spoiled 」

「 You don’t think of what’s ahead and just throw off your anger to him . That’s nothing but being spoiled 」

Yukino snorts .

「 Then, this idiot just allows it . See? You know, if he’s just an ordinary guy, he’d already run away from you, saying “Shut up,” or “Don’t complain about every single thing . ” Megumi’s such a heavy woman, and I’m sure that any other guy would break up with you with the reason that they hate how you get angry at them on every single thing 」

「 Y-Yoshi-kun isn’t an ordinary guy! 」

「 That’s right, Darling’s different . He never made a face that says he doesn’t want to do anything dealing with us 」

Edie said .

「 But, that doesn’t mean that Megumi can stay spoiled like now 」

「 Ugh 」

Megu gasps

「 No, it’s not Megu’s problem, it’s my fault 」

I…

「 I thought that if I accept Megu, then it will be okay… 」

That if I just hold it, it will end…

「 But, that way of thinking is wrong . I was just looking down on Megu 」

Megu throws her emotions at me, and I accept it .

I misunderstood that’s how our relationship works .

Before I noticed, I’m looking down on Megu .

To the Megu, who throws her emotions to me due to her insecurity towards Misuzu and the girls .

Thinking that she’s weak, pitiful .

Therefore, I thought I had to endure all of it .

Such a conceited attitude .

「 Megu’s insecurities are for her to fix 」

I tell Megu .

「 You can’t fix anything, even if you throw all of your emotions to me 」

Instead, it made her think that I’m okay no matter how angry she can get .

Her anger only increases .

Yukino and Tsukiko…they were breakwaters to divert her thoughts, but…

The fundamental problem isn’t solved .

「 But, I don’t know what I should do… 」

Megu said .

「 Even I don’t want to get angry at Yoshi-kun all the time . But, I can’t win against anyone 」

Then .

「 Why do you want to win? 」

Ai asks .

「 Everyone’s different . That’s a given . Why do you need to win? 」

Ai stares at Megu .

「 If it’s a fight, then Ai can’t win at anything 」

「 You’re beautiful . Much cuter than me! 」

Megu shouts .

「 That’s what Megumi-san thinks… 」

Ai stares into Megu’s eyes .

「 But, I don’t have any strength . After all, it’s not something Ai brought to herself 」

Then…





「 Ai is weak . I know that I’m weak . But, I don’t want to stay like that . I don’t want to remain weak 」

Ai…

「 I don’t want Yoshida-kun to hate me . After all, Yoshida-kun still likes the current Ai . Therefore, this is my problem 」

Ai really changed .

「 Ai wants to become a girl who can do things on her own . That’s the first step . Then . I want to become better at making pastries . That’s important . I want to become better at sex . I want Yoshida-kun to feel more pleasure 」

Ai continues to talk .

For Megu…

It’s her first time moving for someone else .

「 Other people don’t matter . If I think of others, I’ll only get scared . After all, Ai’s slow, compared to everyone else 」

Megu listens to Ai’s earnest talk .

「 Therefore, I don’t think about them . I only do what I can do at the moment . I only need Yoshida-kun watching me . If I were to think of anything else, I wouldn’t be able to do anything . I’m that kind of idiot 」

「 No, you’re not a simple idiot . You just know that you know nothing . An idiot who has a goal 」

Yukino smiled .

「 Yes, Ai has a goal 」

「 Goal? 」

Megu asks .

「 I want to have self-confidence 」

Ai smiled .

「 If I have confidence in myself, I think I can become happy . That’s why I want to do my best 」

「 Yeah, I’ll support you to that, Ai 」

I tell her .

「 Yes, please support me . Yoshida-kun 」

Ai replied back happily .

「 !!! 」

Megu seems to be shocked .

「 Megumi, you just thought that you lost to Ai, didn’t you? 」

Edie asks with a fed-up tone .

「 I mean, I also want to be confident in myself . But, everyone around Yoshi-kun is much better than me, I don’t know what do I do to gain confidence at all! 」

Megu screams .

「 Therefore, you think that you lose to positive people? 」

Yukino sighs .

「 Why are you so stupid, Megumi?! 」

「 Y-Yukino?! 」

「 You know, I’m also living together with this girl for the past few days . You see, I saw Agnes and the girls teach her how to fold her clothes, how to fix her bed, she learned things that she must do herself! I was seriously worried that she needed someone to wipe her ass 」

「 Auuu . Sorry 」

Ai bows her head .

「 You heard? Agnes was her teacher, you know? It’s the girl confined in the basement until a few months ago . That girl was the one teaching this one . You should know that Agnes hardly knows anything about this world! 」

「 Uuuuuuuu 」

「 She said herself that she’s lagging behind, and yet, this girl who can’t do anything is trying to do something, making up her resolve! 」

Yukino looked at Ai .

「 Can you cook? 」

「 I can’t 」

「 What about laundry? 」

「 I was taught how to use the washing machine 」

「 Sewing? 」

「 What’s that? 」

「 Do you know how to compose letters in a work environment? 」

「 ?????!!! 」

Ai’s mouth is flapping .

「 Ai, shuffle 」

I restart her mind in a hurry .

「 Auuuu 」

Haa .

She starts to panic because of Yukino’s momentum .

「 See? She’s only at this level! What can you do by yourself, Megumi?! Aren’t you an honor student?! 」

「 But… 」

「 I mean, she just started in pastry work and is saying that she wants to get better! You’re much better than her right now 」

「 But, she’ll… 」

Megu looks at Ai…

「 She’ll get better at it someday . Better than me 」

「 This negative-idiot 」

Yukino shouted at her .

「 If you’re thinking like that, then do your best to get better than her, Megumi 」





Edie said .

「 But, she’s much more beautiful than me! 」

Megu…

「 Getting better at something is meaningless! I can’t win against beautiful women 」

「 Megu’s also beautiful in my eyes 」

「 But, Ai-san’s much more beautiful than me!! 」

It returns to that in the end .

Megu’s also a girl . It’s inevitable for her to feel that way .

「 Then, all you had to do is become more beautiful 」

Edie said .

「 I-I can’t do that, you know? I-I’m… 」

「 What are you talking about? You have a reasonable foundation . I mean, you’re my sister 」

「 But, I’m not like Yukino 」

Megu said .

「 Yeah . You’re different from me . But what about Maika? 」

Yukino retorts back .

「 Mana? 」

「 I heard that she’s doing some program Yuzuki and Katsuko made for her to look better, right? The results are showing recently 」

Mana’s reforming herself and becoming more beautiful .

「 Maika’s doing her best…and what about our honor student? Shouldn’t you be working hard too? 」

「 B-But, Mana… 」

Megu speaks evasively .

「 That girl has a dream of becoming a supermodel . That’s why she’s doing her best . But, I… 」

I see .

Is that the case?

「 I don’t have such dreams 」

Megu doesn’t have that solid image of what she wants to become .

She did say back then that she wants to be a teacher, but…

That’s not it .

She needs to have a much more visible and sensible image in her head .

「 Megu, didn’t I promise to marry you when we’re 20? 」

I said .

「 Like, we’ll hold a ceremony with all our classmates attending 」

Megu .

「 Wait, Yoshi-kun? 」

Oh, it looks like Megu misunderstood something…

「 It’s not about annulling the engagement 」

I’ll throw that idea off right away .

「 Now that you get what I’m trying to say . Megu, what kind of bride do you want to become? 」

「 That’s… 」

That’s right, Megu needs to have this mental image of a bright future ahead of her .

「 Is the Megu wearing a wedding dress, beautiful? 」

「 Huh, Yoshi-kun? 」

「 I don’t want a bride that doesn’t look beautiful, just so you know 」

I speak with a serious face .

「 Auuu, Ai wants a white dress and lace around this part 」

Err .

「 Ai, I’ll listen to you later . It’s Megu’s turn right now, okay? 」

「 Uuu 」

I look at Megu .

「 Megu, you need to work hard if you want to look beautiful in your wedding dress in four years 」

「 Yoshi-kun 」

Megu’s an ordinary girl .

Therefore, she needs to think under ordinary circumstances .

「 Then, what will happen after we’re married? 」

I asked her .

「 But, Yoshi-kun, you’re starting a bakery with Katsuko-oneesan, and Misuzu-san also has… . 」

「 Yeah, that too . But, I’m asking you, Megu, what kind of couple do you want us to be? 」

A girlish dream…

「 Do you want a child? 」

「 Well, I do . But, the other girls… 」

Megu looks at Yukino .

「 I want Megu to bear my child too 」

I speak clearly .

「 Boy or girl, which do you want? 」

「 A girl… 」

Megu replies .

「 A cute one? 」

「 Y-Yeah 」

Megu replies .

「 Then, you need to become a beautiful mother for the child 」

「 I-I… 」

「 I mean, Megu will be the mother of the child, don’t you feel sorry for the child if you don’t look beautiful? 」

「 !!! 」

「 Four years can come by in a flash . You don’t have to think of becoming beautiful for yourself or for me . But, think of your child in the future . Start working towards it right now . Become beautiful . Also… 」

That’s right .

「 You want to invite your foster parents at your wedding, right? 」

「 That’s…if possible… 」

Megu was under the care of her foster parents .

「 Don’t you want to look like a beautiful bride for your foster parents? 」

I said .

「 You don’t need to reach Ya-chan or Katsuko-nee’s level . You don’t need Misuzu’s elegance either . Nor Tsukiko’s mysterious aura 」

Megu is Megu, she’s an ordinary girl .

「 You don’t have to work hard to become a supermodel like Mana . All you have to do is work hard to become a beautiful bride that everyone will bless in our marriage four years from now on . I think you can do your best if it’s in the ordinary levels . Something Megu can reach 」

「 Me? 」

「 You always compare yourself with the other girls, and so you start to forget . You waver, thinking of what you should do and what you can do . Assuming that you can’t do it, it’s impossible, and so you give up . That’s how you compare yourself with others 」

「 Yoshi-kun 」

「 But, if you can see that it’s something within your reach, you’ll find out what you can do, what you have to do, and what you want to do 」

Edie continues…

「 Humans can only do what they can imagine . 」

That’s right if one thinks “I can’t” or “it’s impossible,” then they won’t do it .

They’ll give up before trying .

「 Therefore, try out what you can do . Lots of people don’t even try, even though they know that they can! 」

That’s right . Start from there .

「 Ai’s choice of doing things herself, the bakery, and sex, is the right one . She’s trying out something, and that’s what’s in front of her . 」

「 Yes, Ai thought of that 」

Ai nods .

「 Therefore, if Megumi-san has some idea, then do it… 」

「 That’s right . Megumi, you’re too top-heavy . You’re comparing yourself to some monsters in that house 」

Yukino points at Edie .

「 And yeah, Yukino too 」

「 Ahn~ 」

「 Yukino’s also quite amazing 」

Yeah, her show where she just speaks abusively is a hit .

The ratings for Yukino’s show doesn’t go down at all .

「 That’s why, if ever you want to compare yourself with others, don’t do it with us, go with your classmates instead . And then, you’ll be able to come up with some ideas within your reach 」

「 A-Ai is also ordinary 」

Ai looked up at Megu and said .

「 Well, I guess you’re cuter than the ordinary . Like, no ill intent there 」

Yukino said and smiled .

「 P-Please treat me well 」

Ai reaches her hand out to Megu .

「 Also, please don’t monopolize Yoshida-kun . Ai won’t either 」

「 Kiyohara-san? 」

Megu’s surprised .

「 Ai’s also worried . Just like how Megu looks at the other girls with a worried face 」

To Ai, Megu, my fiance, is her most significant threat .

They’ll become classmates soon too .

「 O-Okay, let’s get along 」

Megu found Ai as someone weaker than her for the first time .

Not someone who is a threat that wants to steal me away…

She can sense that this girl is weak by her skin .

「 Okay, kept you waiting huh, it’s my little sister’s fault for being so troublesome 」

Yukino said .

「 Now hurry up and do sex you lot! 」

Right…

「 There’s no better method of getting along than having sex! 」

Edie smiled .

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