Chapter 836.: 836.
「 I-I… 」
Megu’s confused .
She probably didn’t expect Ai, who shuts herself inside to say that much .
「 I see . Megumi wasn’t inside the bakery earlier 」
Yukino said .
Right . We were talking in the bakery earlier…
Katsuko-nee, Nei, and Megu were in the storefront .
Therefore, Megu only knows how Ai confronted her classmates outside .
She knew that something changed in Ai, but…
She doesn’t know the conversation inside the bakery . She hasn’t seen how she’s changed .
Then, she hurried back to the classroom to take the afternoon lessons .
「 I-I, Ai… 」
Ai speaks to Megu .
「 Ai became useless because Mama or other people always help me out on anything . But, she didn’t teach me to do things myself 」
Ai speaks awkwardly .
「 Then, I learned a lot…that…I can become better… 」
She desperately tries to convey her thoughts .
「 Then, I…I also understood that doing things together is fun 」
She looks at me .
Ai learned doing things together is better from having sex with me .
「 Then, also…also… 」
Her skin turns red in excitement, and her ears are teary .
「 Ai wants to do something for others too…Not just receiving help from someone . Ai also wants to help others! Even I… . 」
Ai…
「 I don’t want to stay like this… 」
Ai’s in tears .
「 I-I know that, but… 」
Megu looks at Ai with a complicated expression .
「 Why are you telling me that now? 」
I…
「 Isn’t that obvious? Ai wants to help Megu 」
「 Huh? M-Me? Help? From Kiyohara-san? 」
Megu’s eyes opened wide .
「 I mean, I’m… 」
Megu’s the honor student .
She has good grades, lots of friends .
Apart from the circumstances where she’s engaged with me, her classmates and teachers have a high evaluation of her .
If it’s among our family, there are people much more talented than her, but, in our class, she’s someone who has herself together .
She probably doesn’t think of getting help from Ai, a girl who is an introvert .
「 Megumi-san, you’re not confident . Just like Ai 」
Ai said .
「 But, you’re different from Ai . You have courage, unlike Ai . That’s why you get angry quickly, don’t you? 」
Megu getting hot-tempered is the opposite of having no self-confidence .
「 You get scared, worried . Therefore, you throw all off your fear to Yoshida-kun, or anyone you know that’s okay with you getting angry 」
「 Right . Megumi never speaks like that with Misuzu and the girls 」
Edie smiles .
「 It’s only with Darling, Mana, Yukino, or me . They’re only the people Megumi can throw her emotions at 」
「 T-That’s not true, I… 」
「 No, that’s the truth . Megumi, you fawn on Yuzuki or Katsuko, and yet, when it comes to me, or this idiot, you start screaming right away 」
Yukino laughs .
「 I mean, she directs her anger mostly at Darling 」
Megu scolds Edie whenever she does something out of the ordinary, but…
That’s only because Edie’s acting it out to let Megu vent out her anger .
Recently, it’s exposed that Edie’s intelligence is higher than she expects, so Megu hardly scolds Edie anymore .
Mana . Megu knew her as her little sister from the past, and so she could complain to her on various things, but…
Mana’s getting better in helping out Katsuko-nee in the housework, together with Ruriko .
Mana’s becoming more beautiful . Megu feels insecure with it, and so their relationship becomes thinner recently .
「 Oh, I see . She gets depressed with her insecurities with the other girls, and she screams out her stress with this idiot 」
Yukino nods to herself .
「 S-Stop that! I’m not that shallow 」
Megu tries to deny what Ai said .
「 But, that’s how it is from Ai’s eyes 」
Ai’s been observing us for the past few days .
「 No, Ai, I think she’s become better than before, even if she looks like that 」
I look at Megu .
Yukino started living together with us . It increased the people she can quarrel with and throw her complains .
Getting under Tsukiko’s umbrella has fixed her up a bit .
Megu’s stress is less compared to before .
「 But, it’ll only trouble Yoshida-kun if this continues 」
Ai said .
「 Right . I feel sorry for Darling when I see Megumi start complaining to him 」
Edie smiled wryly .
「 Why not? I mean, it’s him . He doesn’t really think of that as troublesome, he’s an idiot who’ll listen to Megumi no matter what 」
Yukino then turns to Megu while saying that .
「 This idiot likes Megumi after all 」
「 Huh? Y-Yoshi-kun? 」
Megu looks at me in surprise?
「 He likes you…That’s why he won’t hate you no matter how angry you get 」
Ai…
「 Ordinary people start to hate people who always get angry at them . People don’t like others getting mad at them, even if they did something wrong 」
「 That’s right . Therefore, everyone tries to be indirect whenever they complain . They know that throwing their anger directly at the person would be the same as attacking that person, they don’t want the other party to hate them 」
「 Megumi, you know that he’ll never hate you no matter what you do, and that’s why you’re so spoiled 」
「 Y-Yukino, I-I’m not spoiled 」
「 You don’t think of what’s ahead and just throw off your anger to him . That’s nothing but being spoiled 」
Yukino snorts .
「 Then, this idiot just allows it . See? You know, if he’s just an ordinary guy, he’d already run away from you, saying “Shut up,” or “Don’t complain about every single thing . ” Megumi’s such a heavy woman, and I’m sure that any other guy would break up with you with the reason that they hate how you get angry at them on every single thing 」
「 Y-Yoshi-kun isn’t an ordinary guy! 」
「 That’s right, Darling’s different . He never made a face that says he doesn’t want to do anything dealing with us 」
Edie said .
「 But, that doesn’t mean that Megumi can stay spoiled like now 」
「 Ugh 」
Megu gasps
「 No, it’s not Megu’s problem, it’s my fault 」
I…
「 I thought that if I accept Megu, then it will be okay… 」
That if I just hold it, it will end…
「 But, that way of thinking is wrong . I was just looking down on Megu 」
Megu throws her emotions at me, and I accept it .
I misunderstood that’s how our relationship works .
Before I noticed, I’m looking down on Megu .
To the Megu, who throws her emotions to me due to her insecurity towards Misuzu and the girls .
Thinking that she’s weak, pitiful .
Therefore, I thought I had to endure all of it .
Such a conceited attitude .
「 Megu’s insecurities are for her to fix 」
I tell Megu .
「 You can’t fix anything, even if you throw all of your emotions to me 」
Instead, it made her think that I’m okay no matter how angry she can get .
Her anger only increases .
Yukino and Tsukiko…they were breakwaters to divert her thoughts, but…
The fundamental problem isn’t solved .
「 But, I don’t know what I should do… 」
Megu said .
「 Even I don’t want to get angry at Yoshi-kun all the time . But, I can’t win against anyone 」
Then .
「 Why do you want to win? 」
Ai asks .
「 Everyone’s different . That’s a given . Why do you need to win? 」
Ai stares at Megu .
「 If it’s a fight, then Ai can’t win at anything 」
「 You’re beautiful . Much cuter than me! 」
Megu shouts .
「 That’s what Megumi-san thinks… 」
Ai stares into Megu’s eyes .
「 But, I don’t have any strength . After all, it’s not something Ai brought to herself 」
Then…
「 Ai is weak . I know that I’m weak . But, I don’t want to stay like that . I don’t want to remain weak 」
Ai…
「 I don’t want Yoshida-kun to hate me . After all, Yoshida-kun still likes the current Ai . Therefore, this is my problem 」
Ai really changed .
「 Ai wants to become a girl who can do things on her own . That’s the first step . Then . I want to become better at making pastries . That’s important . I want to become better at sex . I want Yoshida-kun to feel more pleasure 」
Ai continues to talk .
For Megu…
It’s her first time moving for someone else .
「 Other people don’t matter . If I think of others, I’ll only get scared . After all, Ai’s slow, compared to everyone else 」
Megu listens to Ai’s earnest talk .
「 Therefore, I don’t think about them . I only do what I can do at the moment . I only need Yoshida-kun watching me . If I were to think of anything else, I wouldn’t be able to do anything . I’m that kind of idiot 」
「 No, you’re not a simple idiot . You just know that you know nothing . An idiot who has a goal 」
Yukino smiled .
「 Yes, Ai has a goal 」
「 Goal? 」
Megu asks .
「 I want to have self-confidence 」
Ai smiled .
「 If I have confidence in myself, I think I can become happy . That’s why I want to do my best 」
「 Yeah, I’ll support you to that, Ai 」
I tell her .
「 Yes, please support me . Yoshida-kun 」
Ai replied back happily .
「 !!! 」
Megu seems to be shocked .
「 Megumi, you just thought that you lost to Ai, didn’t you? 」
Edie asks with a fed-up tone .
「 I mean, I also want to be confident in myself . But, everyone around Yoshi-kun is much better than me, I don’t know what do I do to gain confidence at all! 」
Megu screams .
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