Chapter 219 - Impossible
Bing Xin-Yue nodded with a thinking expression and said, “So, in your opinion, he is still trustworthy?”
“Yes.” Wen-Ren Chu-Chu nodded.
“This Feng Zhi-Ling is irritating, but he shouldn’t be a bad guy. At least he is definitely not against us, right?” Bing Xin-Yue kept asking.
“That’s right.” Wen-Ren Chu-Chu nodded heavily.
“You have a little bit of special feelings to him, right?” Bing Xin-Yue asked.
“Yes.” Wen-Ren Chu-Chu answered without any hesitation and then realized she had said something wrong, so she shook her head hurriedly, “No! Master, no!”
“Silly girl. You silly girl.” Bing Xin-Yue couldn’t help smiling. She said softly, “Our sect had a special martial arts. For so many years, we treat the relationship between men and women like it is a horrible taboo. We never dare to step a bit closer to it. However, if you truly like a man, it is fine. We are indeed master and disciple, but we are all women at the same time. Of course I understand how a woman will want to have a family and a man who cares about her the most. A girl like you, who is from the royal family, must be more eager for the popular human feelings!”
“But it is impossible. No matter who I am, where I am, it is just impossible.” Wen-Ren Chu-Chu lowered her head and said bitterly, “Master, I can’t deny my special feelings to him. However, I can understand why I have such feelings.”
Bing Xin-Yue was interested and she asked, “Oh?”
“Well, I met him before. It was such a coincidence.” There was a sense of confusion in Wen-Ren Chu-Chu’s eyes. She said, “That day, I bought him back to my residence. He wanted to escape, so he said he could cure my disease… At that time, you were already at the important moment. I was so surprised so I just ignored my dignity and let him try on me…”
“He saw nothing during the whole process. In fact, I didn’t take off all my clothes. But he has touched my body with his hands after all…” She blushed and said embarrassedly, “Before that… no one had ever seen my body… Not to mention touch it…”
She said stutteringly, “I thought that those women who insisted they should marry the men who had ’touched’ them were fools. I couldn’t understand them. However, when such a thing happened to me, I found that I couldn’t forget the feeling of that moment… He is the first guy who has touched my body after all…”
“It was a… It is hard to describe… It was a… maybe… a feeling of resignation…” She said, “Can you understand, master?”
“In fact, I don’t know him that well. We contacted a few times. That is all. There is only one strange feeling in my mind… But it doesn’t mean I like him, I guess…” She said without certainty.
Bing Xin-Yue frowned and said, “Maybe it is a feeling… A feeling of confusion?”
They both had no certainty on this.
They had never experienced such things. How could they understand?
“Besides, the two kingdoms are at war. I am on the Kingdom of Lan-Feng’s side while he is on the Kingdom of Chen’s side. We may be destined to be enemies forever. The war may last forever… The Ling-Bao Hall under his lead has just announced that they would support the Kingdom of Chen in full efforts not long ago… We are already in hostile positions. Regardless of my martial art, we are still impossible to be together.”
Wen-Ren Chu-Chu smiled bitterly and said.
Bing Xin-Yue sighed.
“Maybe one day we will have to fight till one of us falls down because we are in different sides…” Wen-Ren Chu-Chu spoke sadly, “Even if I do like him, how can I express it? What can I do about it?”
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