I can even see your face turning pale. I felt like I was still unconscious, but I was responding to my screams.
Large changes in the eyes are reflected in the field of view.
“Ahh... Ugh... Ahh... ”
T r a ns l at ed by jp mtl.co ｍ ‘Shiva, you bastard. ’
Maybe the sound of crying and the screams of pain will still be heard.
He still seems to be out of his mind, but it won't be long before he figures out what's going on.
‘Yeah, you're probably right. ’
Kim Hyun-seong cannot fail to realize that it is a white lie to block the sharing of knowledge.
It is famous for being unnoticed, but I believe you can realize this much.
The consideration of the 'him’, who regretted not being able to concentrate properly on the battle.
Tr a n s la ted by Jpm tl .c oｍ The sacrifice of the man who put up with his pain and tried not to become a lung.
It seems to be faulting. A feeling full of despair was making it hard for him to even shut up.
Ki-young?
“ ……. ”
Ki-young, are you okay? Ki-young?
Are you out of your mind? ’
Honestly, I don't know. Maybe it's just a reflexive gesture. For now, it's right to be consistent with silence.
It would be okay to show off how incredibly painful it is to suddenly speak again.
It takes time to decide what kind of decision is right here.
It came from the idea that Kim Hyun-seong should be prevented from becoming anti-pathetic. I was that desperate...
The pain Kim Hyun-seong felt was hard to say. Physical pain is also physical pain....
‘You shouldn't try to solve the problem like that. ’
Shouldn't we just cut ourselves open and pull the horns out? What were you gonna do if it didn't work out after you pulled it out? And then you tried to rip off her wings? And then what if I can't?
That's not gonna help. You can't do that to solve the problem.
Shiva, it's better to just accept it. How do you think you can handle the doubt that's spreading through your mind in the first place?
‘You have to press it. ’ T rans l a te d b y ｊp m t l.ｃom
I think it would be good to press it to make sure you don't think about anything else. We need to get it right so we can't do anything wrong to him anymore. It may be a little difficult....
‘You have to. ’
No, actually, it's not that hard. It's like when demons corrupt a human.
You dig and dig and dig and dig the weakest and the most painful parts of humanity, and then you eat them until you can't resist.
Of course, I have to make a difference to protect Hyunsung Kim, but I can assure you that their methods will work better here.
What is the most painful part of Kim Hyun-seong right now? Obviously.
Guilt?
Let's get him down to darker ground. Just pretend to be a little more sick, pretend to be okay.
“Ah…. Ahh... Ahh... ”
- Are you okay? Ki-young... Ki-young? Now….
“Ugh... Ugh... ”
- Ki-young... I c-can 't feel...
“Ah…. ”
- …….
T ran s l a t ed b y Ｊp m tl.c oｍ “I'm fine. I'm... so... don't worry. ”
- Yes? Y-yeah... Ugh...
“I don't know what happened... but I'm on my way to you now. I can't feel anything right now... so if... something's wrong... I should... see Hyunsung's condition for myself. ”
- Is... is your head okay?
“It's been a long time since I've blocked my senses. So don't worry... Yes. Ha... Ha... Hyunsung... Is Hyunsung okay? For now... I think we should just get out of here. Maybe the magic of the psychic family is really... Ugh... Hyunsung is now... ”
- Ki-young?
“ ……. ”
‘I don't mind Realloo. Are you sure you're okay? ’
- I... yes. I... ugh...
"How much pain does he get used to? What's wrong with him?"
- I'm... I'm fine. (* Sigh *) Yes.
It was exactly what I was thinking. It's flowing in the direction I want it to go without even having to induce consciousness.
It's safe to assume that the horn on his head was meant to resist Lucifer, but it was actually self-inflicted.
It is not too much to interpret as hurting yourself because you did not overcome self-loathing.
It was an act to hurt myself, but as a result it hurt me.
It's different. I feel like Kim Hyun-seong is sinking. If hurting yourself was the only solution, now the solution is still stuck. T rans l a ted b y jpm tl .c o m
Kim Hyun-seong doesn't know what to do now. I am confused as to which direction to take the current situation.
I was holding my hand to my head, but it was stopping, and the only way to resist was getting blocked and falling into the abyss.
There is nothing you can do but shed tears at the last minute.
There is no Kim Hyun-seong who has achieved a stage of growth. Kim Hyun-seong, who has emerged from Lucifer's clutches and is a martyr, is no longer there. Only the sand castles seemed to collapse if you touched them.
Continuing to look around you gives me a glimpse into your vision. I can see my mouth trembling and tears pouring down constantly.
I can't even speak properly. Kim Hyun-seong is broken.
“I... I... believe in Hyunsung. ”
In a word.
It collapsed so easily.
Shhhhhhh!
‘Now.'
It's an easy task.
It is really easy to touch Kim Hyun-seong in a defenseless state.
‘Bye.'
You can cut off the bonds Kim Hyun-seong has with Lee Young. The reason we regrets are resisting is because we don't want to let go of that rope. Everything that's happened so far has been a blur.
No, let's kill Kim Hyun-seong's feelings and bond rather than blur them.
Let's make him feel no guilt about Lee Young-young.
Is this even possible? What's impossible? Isn't the wall completely broken?
"Is this really necessary? ’
It's right to block the anxiety from the start. You can be sure if you look at Hyunsung Kim right now. If there's a bond, you can't stab it.
Even if I admit I'm a masked hero, I still have to block variables I can't touch because of the second affection.
Look at him. I'm sure he will. He hesitates, he denies it, and then he drops his knife.
‘But…. ’
But there isn't. This is the only option.
I keep digging into Hyunsung Kim's head. He keeps pulling out the moments when he felt a connection with Lee Young.
Since the first tutorial.
- Oh, no.
Yes, I can.
‘My name is Hyunsung Kim. ’
Yeah, from the start.
From the beginning.
I've already had one conversation with him...
It feels like everything is flowing like a panorama.
‘Personally, it looks a little better to choose from summoners, alchemists, and Black Wizards, but it's hard to recommend a Black Wizard. We can't be sure, but we may be in danger. at least this window doesn't lie to us. ’
Come back to think of it, it was fun to be distracted by the job.
‘ ……. ’
Honestly, I had fun, too. I thought alchemists were supposed to be novices. Now that I think about it, I might have caught a little fish.
Shivah. I thought the Black Wizard would be okay, and the commander would be nice, too. I was caught up in Ramus Tucker's theory of alchemy.
You still think this is the best choice? For real?
"By any chance... Are you planning on going somewhere else?" ’
‘You can't do that. Oh, brother! ’
‘It's not like that. I want to be with you. With Hyun-seong, of course. Isn't that right?’
‘Yes. Although this strange place has brought me… I want to go with Ki-young, Deok-gu, and White. ’
When did you first join the guild? You said you'd make me a lot of money. I was in such a hurry, I didn't look back and forth and just barged in.
I sometimes told him that I enjoyed being with four people without virtue. Was it you, too, or was it memory servicing? You didn't like me very much back then. Isn't it?
"There's no need to apologize. Ki-young. ’
"Yes?"
‘Ki-young didn't do anything wrong. No, even if you are wrong, you have no right to point out Ki-young's fault. In fact, Ki-young is a member of the blue party. If I thought I'd made a mistake, I would have told you first. I don't know why Yura was the problem with our party members' behavior first, but I honestly feel bad about it. ’
The first dungeon I ever told you about. I thought you were kind of cool there.
‘The gift we have prepared for our Blue Guild Master is this griphon. ’
"Ah!"
I love Griphon.
‘I want to appoint Hye-jin as the guild secretary.... ’
‘Mr Hyunsung… you can erase what I said earlier from your mind. It's just a personal idea. If you think Hyejin is fit for the job, you can appoint him without any pressure. Ah! I'm just saying, there's no misunderstanding. It's a story that you can think about quite enough for Hyunsung. ’
You were literally riding on this piece of shit.
There are other memories that pass through.
These were the moments when Kim Hyun-seong felt a bond with Lee Kyung-young, even though the order was overwhelming.
There are even many things I don't remember. Very little. Really trivial things. Nothing special about having a meal or having a drink.
On the contrary, there are many very large events.
‘Kill me.'
I'm a little embarrassed to see this. No, honestly, it was cool. Look at that.
"Give it back, you son of a bitch. ’
‘Didn't I tell you? ’
‘Give it back…. ’
‘Looks like a parrot. ’
‘Give it back... Give it back!!! Son of a bitch!! Son of a bitch!!!! ’
Let's stop looking at that. This one was awesome.
‘Human beings are strange. The ruins are all ruined... Some of them look pretty. It looks mysterious. The red sunset.... ’
Yeah, this.
You don't know shit! What do you know? Dammit... Dammit! Don't imitate me. Don't imitate me. Damn it! Don't hold me responsible for showing up like that. Don't make me take responsibility for showing up like this. I never said I wanted to start over. I never asked you to do it again! So let it go. Please stop! Leave him alone! Don't hold me responsible anymore! You bastards! Don't fucking hold me responsible... Fuck you... ’
‘ ……. ’
‘Please don't think... Please... Please don't think. Don't think about it... I'm sick of it. Please don't think about it. Don't think of anything. ’
‘ ……. ’
‘Please stop... please... please don't hold me responsible for who I am. ’
Honestly, I think this was crucial. Isn't that right? I can't even think about it right now.
‘No one has ever told you you're responsible. Nobody said that. It is understandable that there is a person who expects to feel pressured, and that he cannot stand the thought of having to endure many things. You don't have to be stressed by yourself. Jim can stay with us. ’
‘ ……. ’
‘Cause I'll take the fall. ’
I raised all of Hyunsung Kim. That's more than I thought.
Oh, Shiva, two weeks in jail? Night stroll, Shiva? Are you kidding me?
It's a little big for Doomsday, isn't it? Rafael, I really hated you. But when this is all over, maybe we should just face each other.
Every little thing... just keeps getting smaller and smaller. It doesn't matter. It's full anyway.
Ki-young? ’
Yeah, I'm fine.
‘I believe. ’
Uh, Shiva, me too.
‘Yes, of course. because I think you're going to be carrying a load with you. ’
But I ran away after this.
"Sorry."
You have a lot to be sorry about. Don't do anything you're sorry about.
Don't! Don't do it! Don't make me carry any more stuff!! No more!! Ki-young, get out of there! Get out of there! Don't... Ugh... don't. What are you going to do... What are you going to do...? ’
Don't cry, Shiva. Do you cry a lot?
‘I was a bit of a jerk. ’
No, it wasn't.
‘I hope you'll accept it. It has the meaning of an apology and many things that Ki-young needs. ’
I got you an 800,000 gold bag. How could he be so mean?
And...
‘I…. ’
‘ ……. ’
‘I am… I am a regretter. ’
Yeah, that's great. You're a regretter. The regent of Altanus, whom I have chosen.
Shhhhhhhhh!
It was short, but I feel like I've seen a lot.
I can see Kim Hyun-seong standing there dazed. It's been a long time since I stopped crying.
He doesn't seem confused and doesn't try to pull the horn again.
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