Hole 2: Grave Keeper
Chapter 1
By any measure Muoru’s singing ability was seriously lacking.
Alone as he swung his shovel, Muoru sang a smattering of songs, from things like
popular tunes he’d heard on the radio to bits from his marching chants. And since
no one could hear him, he sang the words the way he wanted; that is, his voice
was off key and sometimes he would even make up words.
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Though his voice was loud, it seemed to disappear into the uninhabited
graveyard.
The singing was his only comfort, helping him to forget his dislike of the idea that
he would have to toil with these corpses forever. And though he was continuing
to dig holes, he was in good spirits, as if he had returned to the past, more
specifically, the condition he’d been in one month ago.
The only things he was lacking compared to that time were people to harmonize
with and a helmet.
He had started to get used to his short shovel and the collar that could not be
parted from his neck, but now he started to notice the lightness at the top of his
head.
No matter what I do, it’s obvious that I’ll probably never get my hands on a
helmet.
At a glance it did not seem to be a necessity in this quiet graveyard. Plus if he
wanted to protect himself from that monster, an iron helmet probably wouldn’t
be enough. But for some reason Muoru really liked that headgear. It brought back
memories such as the first time him and his fellow young soldiers, all around the
same age and rank, had touched a rifle and boasted about future heroism. Now
looking back on that event with slightly disillusioned eyes, he remembered he’d
worn a helmet that entire day and even as he slept.
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Since then, particularly during a military operation, he was never apart from his
helmet even if there wasn’t an enemy within the surrounding ten kilometer
perimeter. Admittedly, Muoru understood it was a bit strange to feel that way,
but perhaps there was hope and a sense of security that came from the helmet
protecting the most important part of the human body. After he became a grave
digger he tore a sheet into pieces and wrapped it around his head in efforts to
prevent heatstroke. But that thin cloth was completely unsatisfactory.
“Mr. Prisoner, thank you for your hard work.” Coming from behind Muoru’s back,
the old man’s voice cut into Muoru’s song. “You seem to be alright even though
you’ve seen those things.”
Completely as if he were inspecting the administering of a medicine in an animal
experiment, Daribedor looked Muoru over with his small eyes.
Muoru slightly scowled. His right leg was wrapped with a seemingly yellowing and
dirty bandage imbued with the bodily fluids oozing out from his wound…
Then he recalled the girl who lay under his arms after he’d knocked her down in a
panic.
“Far from it, actually you’re increasingly working harder. That’s good.”
“Well, it’s not like I’m not curious,” Muoru said. Then trying to insert a slight
probe into his words he continued, “For example those things… where did they
come from?”
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“Where….that’s another philosophical question.” The old man’s mouth twisted,
one could even say he made an unsightly smile. “You probably wouldn’t ask
questions like ‘where do humans come from’. Isn’t this the same kind of
question?”
“Mostly from a woman’s stomach,” Muoru jested, but Mr. Daribedor was not
amused in the slightest.
Not even trying to hide his displeasure, Mr. Daribedor started to return to the
mansion, saying the following, “Well, I understand why you’re not afraid of them.
It’s because of those people who frequently appear at night. Though it may be
disappointing, it is much better to refrain from excessively going out at night. It
would be a problem for this place if you were killed after all the work you’ve
done.”
….Crow as usual liked sitting on top of gravestones. And after hearing the story
about Daribedor from Muoru, they giggled mockingly.
“That old man is terrible. It’s like, no matter how many people are employed to
dig holes, once they become unable to deal with the devils, they soon become
useless.”
Reaching the limits of his endurance, Muoru readily ignored Crow’s meaningful
leer and asked, “Do you know each other?”
Crow shrugged and answered, “Well, honestly speaking, I hate that man. Be that
as it may, he’d take care of us in this graveyard if you and I were to die.”
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“…what do you mean?”
“What, I didn’t say? Even people who know about the devils’ existence are able to
be buried here.”
Muoru slightly hesitated, his questions piling on top of another. “Wait! Aren’t
only monsters buried here?”
“What are you saying Mole-kun? Isn’t what you are digging now human-sized?”
…that was exactly right.
He had dug multiple graves, but since the burial of the monster, none had been
designated to be as large. After hearing how strong the big monsters were, he
didn’t feel like it was a worthy to question to ask if the smaller ones were more
peaceful.
Crow continued, “Why in the world do you think this place is called a “Mass”
graveyard? It’s simple. It’s for humans and devils. The name comes from the fact
that their two incompatible existences are both buried here…but as for humans,
it’s not common for them to come here except under special circumstances.”
A non-childlike, sarcastic smile spread across Crow’s face.
“So…for example, what about the grave you are sitting on?”
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“Yup, I think this is a human grave.”
“Get off. Right now.”
“Haw…” Crow pouted, making a commotion with their feet, until Muoru raised his
shovel threatening them into obedience.
“Ah, you’re such a good guy. You don’t seem like a prisoner at all,” Crow said as
they placed their feet on the ground and sighed deeply.
“Why is that?”
“Why is what?”
“It seems strange. To borrow your words, those monsters are mankind’s natural
enemy right? Why did your companions have to bury it so courteously?”
Having lost their seat, Crow sat cross legged on the ground. Like a child they
wanted to sit quickly. No, that wasn’t right. Even though he’d seen their child-like
appearance many times, sometimes when they spoke he completely forgot.
“Do you remember that those things are immortal?”
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“Ah,” Muoru nodded. Crow had definitely said that. “These things do not have
what we call life. Just like the words suggest, they are undead. Even if you cut
them, burn them or chop them into very small pieces, like a joke they will come
back to life…”
Gradually the boy noticed the uncomfortable feeling with those words.
Reading the change in their expression, Crow continued. “Right, it’s strange right?
Burials are courtesies you conduct for dead things. Yet, in spite of that, in this land
we are burying enemies that somehow cannot die… Of course, just because we
give them a memorial service doesn’t mean we sympathize with them.”
Muoru was silent.
“Before you guessed that ‘hunters’ exterminated those demons. That’s right.
Hunters certainly fought with the demons. However, they couldn’t exactly finish
the job.
But for example, if the humans from ages ago were able to wield the same type of
power that “demon hunters” had when they hunted down these monsters with
rifles, then I think mankind then would have had the same access to the
prosperity humans have now.”
That’s right, Crow had definitely said that in their previous conversation. They had
said that the monster’s existence was an obstacle to the advancement of
civilization.
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“As humans we can’t kill those things. Well, if they are bound head and foot then
they won’t be able to seize anyone or anything. But that’s the best we can do.
Unfortunately…”
With a face full of remorse, Crow bit their lip.
“Wait, isn’t that exactly why it’s strange?” Muoru interjected. “Didn’t you say
something the other day about how people were able to acquire a method to
defeat these monsters?”
“Ah, yeah, that method is at your feet now.”
“So, the beasts buried underneath this graveyard are allegedly immortal. Haven’t
you heard of a method to destroy them?”
“You don’t get it huh? Hey look at this.” As if playing in a sandbox, Crow rapped
on the ground.
“There’s something more to these things than just having a physical body. If you
constrict them you’ll be able to prevent them from moving. But even if you try to
drown them in water or bury them in a hole, eventually they will break out from
their confinement and resume their slaughter.
Then it seems that one day someone tried burying them in a human grave. “
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“…so you’re saying after the burial they can’t come back to life?” Muoru asked,
finally picking up on what Crow was saying.
Crow nodded and gave a weak smile.
“Although your question ‘why don’t the demons come back to life if they’re
buried in a graveyard,’ has been asked before, I don’t know. Even great scholars
don’t know. However, maybe for starters it’s because these demons exist in
bodies we don’t understand.
Since they’re so different from the living creatures of this earth, there’s even
some sort of story that says they came from the moon. The guy who first tried to
bury it in a graveyard….well, maybe he planned for it to be some kind of joke or
something.”
“So, back then some guy eating sea slugs intended for this all to be a joke,” Muoru
said laughingly at Crow, even though the child-like person had a mysterious,
miserable-looking expression.
Scribbling on the ground with their pinky, Crow answered. “Well, this is just my
hypothesis…Perhaps if the people who were killed by those monsters held a
grudge then maybe the things tied up here would be unable to reanimate.”
“Don’t say such scary things.”
“You’re not shaken are you?”
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“I don’t know, I just don’t like ghosts,” Muoru said with conviction.
Crow lifted their face and puffed out their soft-looking cheeks.
“I wonder…” While doing that childish action, again they said something even an
adult wouldn’t say. “Well…even if their power is sealed that doesn’t mean they
can be buried in any graveyard. It has to be old land, land with power; the type of
land that has been protected by humans, and has continued to serve as the
opposite of a human cradle for a long time. That kind of land has become the
eternal prison of those things.
Exactly like this place…”
Remembering his discomfort, Muoru asked, “Well, by any chance is this not a
terribly important place?”
Crow laughed. “Yeah, it’s one important place. And of course, there are other
graveyards that exist for the purpose of defeating the demons. It is exactly
because this task is so important that insurance is necessary. If there were only
one place, for example this place, and if it were to be destroyed then those
demons would come back to life and there would be nothing we could do.
“…Well, for the most part the other places have been disguised, and ordinary
people are prohibited from entering to protect them from entering without any
knowledge of what lies beneath.”
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That makes sense, maybe that’s why no one seems to be visiting the graves here.
The fact that there were no visits by ordinary people was a negative factor,
decreasing his chances of finding a clue as to how to escape. Still…
“It is strange, but…” Although he understood what Crow was saying, Muoru was
currently concerned with something else. “Until probably a hundred or so years
ago, humans lived in fear, without any method to kill these monsters, right? If
that’s true, then why were people unaware of these monsters’ existence? At the
very least I and the people around me shouldn’t have been completely in the
dark.”
“That’s simple. You didn’t need to know,” Crow said, nodding quickly as if making
a hasty promise.
“Losing their overwhelming immortality their numbers are decreasing much more
rapidly than in the past. One thing that’s interesting is the demons seem to
understand their disadvantage. Now they aren’t just refraining from hunting or
luring out humans, they don’t appear before them at all.
“And, by all means we’ve observed this tendency. The monsters are not
increasing. So you could say that them not dying is some kind of weakness- Take
for example a military force. No matter how strong they are, without supplies
they are probably quite weak, right?”
“Ah, that’s right.”
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Crow’s analogy was indeed quite easy to understand, so the boy above the moles
responded with a deep nod.
Strictly speaking, the military forces composed of humans and the monsters were
probably different, but in either case after losing their total strength they would
both be unable to revive themselves. And soon after that it would be obvious that
they were gradually getting worse and worse.
“Yeah, it’s that, “Crow continued. “After all the effort it took to decrease the
number of demons, the injuries also became fewer. Gas and electric lights were
developed and now even if the sun sets standard activities are able to continue.
As long as people are scared of the fading threat of darkness, that fear will have
an effect on industry and economy. So as a result, the countries thought it was
preferable to keep the monsters a secret. Call it the dark living in the dark.”
Muoru, still not persuaded, had been biting his lip. Crow then continued their
explanation.
“So don’t think it’s a lie that the world completely didn’t know.”
“Huh? It’s true?”
“Well, let me ask, how was the first night you came to this graveyard? You
weren’t scared, right? Why not?”
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“Well about that…it’s because when I was a child my mother, terrible aunt or
someone had completely terrorized me. They talked about things that come out
of graveyards at night, ghosts, evil spirits…zombies and things like that.”
“See? Aren’t those all the same things then, ‘creatures that harm humans’? It
seems that the stories involving the devils have changed a bit in the same way as
the names they were called.”
Then Crow giggled.
“Well, due to the extreme level of secrecy it is difficult just to find someone who
can dig holes in a graveyard, without that person losing their sanity. And if that
person goes to the graveyard, it is likely that they have certain qualities.”
“Qualities?”
“Such as being able to endure the situation where mankind’s natural enemy is
drawing near, the quality of having strong nerves. To put it simply…they’re
tough.”
“I’m not tough or anything like that,” the boy said flatly.
“What? I know you’re saying that you have no will-power like me, but you don’t
have to be modest.”
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“I’m not being modest or anything. Deep down I truly think that. If I was truly
tough then I wouldn’t be…” Muoru cut himself off and looked away.
“No, it’s nothing.”
“What…what are you saying?”
Crow insistently wanted to hear what Muoru was about to say, but with a sour
look on his face the boy stubbornly kept his mouth closed. He didn’t show his true
face, just like a mole that burrows underground.
In the end Crow got angrier and stuck out their extremely red tongue in the boy’s
direction.
“You’re an idiot mole-kun! Trying to look better than you really are!” Crow
shouted as if they enjoyed degrading him. Then in the same way they had
appeared, Crow abruptly went away.
Muoru heaved a heavy sigh. With Crow gone, Muoru was the only one left in the
graveyard as the sun reached high-noon.
Though singing songs had been able to trick him into a different mood, he noticed
that instead of song lyrics, more and more sighs were spilling from his lips.
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Honestly speaking he had thought he was reasonably tough. And as for the
military, even though it was just a bunch of assholes relying solely on their
muscles, like an all-male household, he could only sometimes call them tough.
However, his confidence in his toughness had been rapidly fading since he had
been brought to this graveyard. And nowadays it was to the point where he had
to tell the childlike Crow not to misunderstand.
-He was frightened of the night’s darkness.
-The existence of these monsters had begun to take away his sanity.
-Recently, he worried that the grave keeper girl was absolutely nowhere to be
found…
…and, that the girl must hate and fear him.
It’s understandable, Muoru thought, trying to interpret his own emotions.
It was natural to feel uneasy. That girl is my important…she is my important
foothold in escaping from this place.
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The other day when he was running wildly – the time he asked her to become his
friend – he felt that he’d been able to converse quite successfully. But since then
he was not able to respond at all. Either he was the only one stalling in the air as
he fruitlessly spun his wheels, or he was crashing into the girl’s words of rejection.
As for Meria, since she always asked him as many questions as possible, she’d
been mostly unable to tell him the things he wanted to hear, which Muoru
thought was unfair.
“Why does she only show her face at night?” “What specifically does a grave
keeper do?” When he threw those kinds of questions at her, she made a troubled
face and shook her head.
When he saw her make that expression he grew anxious over the possibility
that, perhaps she hates me. However if that were true she’d probably avoid
meeting him face to face every night…So sooner or later the day would probably
come when she’ll talk to me right? Would that day really come?
But where he was now, that day couldn’t be anything but very far away.
Good grief, who did Crow say was tough?
He laughed. Such a thing was ridiculous. If he was really what they called tough,
then he probably wouldn’t have gone into a state where he couldn’t calm down
just from thinking about a girl.
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Anyway, though he hadn’t received an answer from the girl’s lips about
friendship, he was able to find out how old she was. Fourteen years had passed in
her life. Plus he had learned a bunch of other miscellaneous facts too, such as she
liked ripe apples and hated the rain after her clothes were dirtied by mud.
However, in the end she still wasn’t his friend. And they never agreed on a
specific time or place to meet up.
So as a result, when it became night Muoru went out looking for her in the
graveyard.
Maybe it was inefficient, but strange as it was, the time he was searching for her
wasn’t a bad thing. He even felt it was fun, though he couldn’t clearly say why.
Even the graveyard, which in the beginning had been terribly frightening at night,
was no problem for him now. In fact, just the light from the stars was enough for
him to be able to walk. Humans’ power to adapt is incredible.
But the graveyard was excessively vast, and even though he’d gotten used to the
sight of the gravestones and trees extending seemingly forever outward, he was
still unclear about where he was. The first landmark he made was a giant tree
growing roughly in the center of the graveyard. While remaining conscious of how
to get back to the tree, he went searching for Meria, but tonight even though he
walked about the graveyard, he was unable to find her.
He picked up pebbles and twigs while he continued to walk, and then when his
legs got tired, he was suddenly struck with an idea. He called out to Depphen who
had been trailing him by a slight distance.
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“You’ve got a good nose don’t you? Wouldn’t it be great if you helped me
search?”
He was only half-joking when he made the request, but after a while he thought
he saw the dog wriggle its nose before turning its body and bolting away into the
darkness. With a start, the boy followed after him.
And tonight Meria was directly beneath that giant tree holding her knees.
It seemed like she was hiding in the shadow of the roots, but she didn’t seem to
notice his arrival. The tree was so big that if men were to hold hands it would take
five men to encircle it. And the exposed roots were just thick enough to hide her
crouching figure. .
He felt calling out to her as she sat there would be the first time he’d ever
initiated their meeting.
Perhaps she’s always been the one looking for me, the boy thought, imagining
that pleasant possibility.
Muoru purposefully made a lot of noise with his shoes as he approached and the
girl, as if shocked, hurriedly concealed her hands behind her crouched knees.
“Yo, what are you doing?”
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Meria’s face was unusually flustered. She was like a child caught in the middle of
trying to hide one of their mistakes.
Muoru looked at Meria’s legs. But not in a perverted way, the girl’s knees were
covered by her coat and she was hiding something behind them with both of her
hands.
…
…Silence.
With the two of them in those positions, the extremely awkward silence
continued. It was clear that for her they’d met at an inconvenient time. However,
though it was a common story, the thing the girl was desperately concealing only
excited his curiosity. He even wondered to what extent she would hate him if he
forcibly lifted up her legs.
Of course, I couldn’t actually do that to her.
He didn’t know whether or not she’d run out of patience with him as he stood
there, but as if giving up she hung her head and took out the mysterious item
from under her knees.
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Filling up the palms of both her hands was a gloss-less chunk of deep black.
Besides the color it had the imperfect spherical form of a peach and near the top
were what looked like small teeth marks. If it had just been that it would have
looked like nothing more than some kind of bad fruit but…
Muoru seized his chest at once. As if a door was suddenly opened without a
knock, he had a recollection.
Before his eyes he saw someone hit by an explosive, and the unknown man in
military clothing fell backwards.
His head along with his breastbone had been blown off, but underneath Muoru
could see the man’s heart stubbornly beating.
As for the clump in the middle of the girl’s hands, the pulsing of the black fleshy
part beneath the teeth marks looked just the same as that heart. Completely…it
was completely the same.
…Was it like a part of something?
“What is…that?” Muoru asked, shuddering.
However, Meria with her head hung said in a small voice, “I can’t…”
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He understood. Even if that was the only thing she thought to say, he knew what
she meant. Basically, after a week of hearing her use it in response to various
topics, he understood it as her way of saying, “don’t ask me that”
The intention behind the refusal stood in his way like a deep chasm which he was
standing at the edge of. And on the opposing cliff was the girl. But as he tried to
go to her side he realized that no matter how much dirt he threw into the empty
space, the chasm would never be filled.
Meria brought the black fruit back to her lips, moving extremely slowly as if the
boy wasn’t even there. She then began to eat.
Looking at the girl’s plain mouth, Muoru asked, “Is it good?”
He didn’t expect her to respond, but then with the fruit attached to her mouth,
she slowly shook her head.
Even for her, today she was acting strangely. Although you could never give her
the compliment that she always exhibited good social graces, this was the first
time that Muoru felt she was clearly avoiding him.
‘Are you bothered by my being here?’ –, He was thinking about asking, but when
he opened his mouth the only thing that came out was, “Well, let me have one
word.”
Right. She considered him an annoyance. That he understood.
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…But even though he understood it, to actually have it confirmed made his weak
self feel hopeless.
Leaning his back against the trunk of the tree, the boy was at a loss.
And with the fruit still touching her lips, the girl sadly shook her head from side to
side.
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Chapter 2
There were flies flying about the waterside.
It was something he hadn’t noticed until then. That is, he felt it was the first time
he’d seen insects since he came to the graveyard, which was a little surprising.
Especially since only a bit before his tenure at the graveyard, there hadn’t even
been a day where he didn’t see flies.
“Wherever lots of people gather, flies and merchants will come without fail.” He
had forgotten the person who’d said that, but certainly a large family in the
middle of an expedition would have flies buzzing all over.
When it came to the military, the excrement from people and horses, the large
amount of thrown away food or scraps, and the corpses created an environment
that didn’t lack in feed for the insects. Incidentally, other than digging trenches,
digging out holes to be filled with that stuff was also one of the moles’
responsibilities.
And refusing to succumb to the lively flies buzzing loudly about, the military
camps were also visited by village merchants who had purchased permits from
the upper ranks.
The man sent from the merchant’s guild had a horse-cart fully-loaded with luxury
indulgences, like tobacco, alcohol, chocolate bars, newspapers, playing cards,
bulletproofing charms, sunglasses, and changes of undergarments, all of which
the soldiers would distribute around wherever they made camp.
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The days that were particularly hectic were immediately after paydays or on days
when the merchants came with sexy photos of famous actresses. Both caused a
flood of rough, uncultured guys to break out into scuffles, so the MPs1
were
dispatched to prevent the fist fights and force people into lines.
One thing that was interesting though was the merchandise. Though 100% of the
clients were certainly men, the horse carts also had other products like perfumes
and lipsticks, clearly female products no matter how you thought of it. Depending
on the cart some even sold various clothing accessories.
Naturally, for a long time Muoru had wondered what kind of soldier would buy
and use these products. But one day that mystery was solved when he stumbled
upon one of his superiors after they’d gotten their hands on their pay. With a
smile, his superior had bought some earrings. Then he walked right from the
horse cart straight back to the tents set up at the rear of the camp.
Of course, buying a permit in order to sell merchandise during a military campaign
was not just the right of the merchant’s guild. There was also another tent called
the “Heroine guild”2
, clearly made from a flowery patterned cloth different from
the material the soldiers used.
He didn’t know his superior’s intentions, but Muoru assumed he’d gotten the
merchandise as a way to woo a sweetheart or something.
1
Military Police
2
Brothel
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Be that as it may, that merchant’s horse cart was not coming to this graveyard
and even if it did Muoru was broke. Plus, he couldn’t imagine Meria getting
excited about receiving things like lipstick or perfume as a present.
Well, that may just be a problem with my imagination.
The girl was different from the usual female. Even for Muoru, who had only used
his military allowance to buy envelopes or a little bit of alcohol, understood that
much.
And hearing about his troubles, Crow added, “The heart of a skeleton”.
Just before making that statement, he’d been worrying excessively about his
inability to close the distance between him and Meria, and the seemingly
unoccupied Crow discussed the topic with him absent-mindedly.
The more he thought about it afterwards, the more he thought he’d made a
mistake. The topic at hand was an ideal source of teasing for someone like Crow,
who was the type of human who seemed to jump up with all their energy if they
felt something seemed a bit fun.
“So that’s it… that was what you refused to tell me earlier,” Crow hummed out
without even trying to hide their cruel-looking smile. “Good grief, I wish you had
come to me about this earlier. This mole has become interested in the opposite
sex!”
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Well Crow seems to be in high spirits.
Crow’s misunderstanding wasn’t enough to warrant correction. He was getting
close to Meria precisely because he needed a way to escape, nothing more and
nothing less. However, if he tried to correct Crow’s repeated misunderstanding, it
was clear as day that he would become even more of a target for teasing. Though
he was reluctant, there was nothing he could do but let the misunderstanding
continue in this way.
“Well, other than presents, it is also fundamental to praise her good points. For
example, if it was me who had their hair complimented, I’d be happy.”
No one was asking about you.
Resisting the desire to retort that way, Muoru instead did a mental simulation.
Meria appeared inside his mind and spoke. Fortunately he had an abundance of
things he could compliment her on. And of course because it was his imagination,
his words didn’t get jumbled up. Yo Meria, your hair is beautiful as ever. Thank
you Muoru. It makes me so happy to hear that.
“…No, that wouldn’t happen. She definitely wouldn’t be happy.”
Crow directed a look full of sympathy at the boy frowning alone.
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“Yeah, yeah, Meria-chan right? I can’t come here except during the day so I’ve
never met her, but somehow she seems like a rather difficult person.”
…That really was true. However he just couldn’t say things like, “you’re being
unreasonable, so stop it.” Maybe he was in fact a good guy, Muoru thought,
somewhat ignorantly.
…somehow it seems like even I’m really giving up.
Then instead of comforting him, Crow said something strange. “Hmm, that makes
sense. In other words, maybe the girl has the heart of a skeleton.”
“The heart of a skeleton?” Muoru asked back without thinking.
Crow’s eyes suddenly narrowed, and like a hypnotist they spoke in a way that was
completely fascinating.
“Look, try to imagine the interior of a skeleton’s left breast. Flesh and organs
intertwine. And behind the white ribs…”
Crow abruptly closed both of their hands together, as if right before giving a
cheer.
“It’s hollow,” Crow continued.
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Muoru exhaled, as if being lied to.
“What are you talking about?”
“The trouble with your comprehension is not just with your ears.”
Crow placed a hand to their chest and spoke in a mysteriously serious tone.
“I think even you have experienced this- Haven’t you ever felt your heart jump
when hearing something wonderful or shocking? Right, if I were to guess, those
important words reach far deeper than just your outer consciousness.
…But the girl you’re thinking about, she doesn’t seem to have that kind of feeling.
No matter what you say to her, I think your words may never reach her heart, just
like as if she didn’t have one.”
Hearing that, Muoru unconsciously bit his lip.
“Ah hey, hey, don’t feel down like that. This is nothing more than my own,
arbitrary guess. It might simply be that she has bad social skills right?”
“…If that’s true, then great. But really, I get the feeling that it’s useless no matter
what.”
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Laughing at the boy’s timidity, Crow said, “Well, let’s confirm whether the girl has
a heart or not.”
“Huh?”
The girl is a human so physically she definitely has a heart. Meaning this “heart of
a skeleton” should have just been an analogy. Yet Crow had just said they should
confirm it…a statement that completely bewildered Muoru.
“Yes, so close your eyes,” Crow said and Muoru unconsciously obeyed.
Then Crow, as if casting some kind of spell, said, “Look, try to imagine the girl’s
left breast. Under her clothes, her undergarments, her skin, her flesh, her bones,
under all of that. Is there really a heart? Shouldn’t we try and confirm? How you
may ask? Well, it’s simple. Touch her directly with the palm of your hand, and if
you feel the beating it’s okay. However, if your fingers were to undo her clothes
and expose the swell of her chest you may love it…”
“…”
Crow grinned and pointed at Muoru’s face.
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“Oh, my Mole-kun. You’ve got a nosebleed. Perhaps you’re imagining something
perverted.”3
“Fu…Fu… Fuck you idiot! I am not thinking that! I’ll bury you!” Muoru shouted as
he covered up the area beneath his nose with his hand, which only made Crow
laugh.
“Wow, how amusing. This is the first time you’ve responded to me like this, Molekun!”
…It was a complete and utter mistake to discuss this with Crow.
…Well, there was no one else who seemed to be able to discuss Meria with him.
In the end Muoru knew he couldn’t use a present, nor did he think she’d
understand his compliments. That being the case, at least he should worry about
doing something she wouldn’t hate. It was an incredibly timid way of thinking, but
currently Muoru couldn’t make any other decision.
Next to the run down stable, where he slept, there was a reservoir that seemed to
have originally been used to give water to the horses.
3
In Japan there is a pseudo belief that thinking lewd thoughts will cause a nosebleed (this is prevalent in anime).
Technically the translation is “you have a lewd look on your face”, but that doesn’t mesh with the idea of a
nosebleed, which is why Muoru covers the area under his nose in the next line.
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Waking up earlier than usual, Muoru went there, filled an old cracked bucket with
water and dumped it on his head. In the middle of the uncirculated reservoir
water, mosquito larvae floated about. He didn’t even notice them as he put the
bucket back into the water and repeated the action.
The water was lukewarm, and it had the faint smell of mold, but it had no
problem waking his absentminded face.
“Listen Mole-kun, even at the best of times you’re covered with mud on a regular
basis,” Crow had said earlier while handing over a razor for him to shave with. “At
least when you’re not digging holes you can try to bear in mind good hygiene. No
matter how much you don’t display your true behavior, there won’t be any girl
who’ll like you if you’re unhygienic.”
It was completely none of Crow’s business. Then again, were there actually
people who cared if moles were covered in dirt? To say nothing of girls….
Grumbling complaints about the insinuating Crow, Muoru nevertheless shaved his
beard and thoroughly removed the filth from his body.
In the distance the east sky was starting to brighten, but the sun still hadn’t
shown its face. On the other side of the sky, the moon was just barely visible.
Although it was a good idea to put on clothes after drying up, he felt a little lost
not having something to do.
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He still had time before he had to start working. However, after making the effort
to bathe, he couldn’t bring himself to go back to bed. So, he willed his legs to take
him towards the graveyard.
-How’s Meria doing? Suddenly that question floated into his mind. He always
went to bed before her so he didn’t even know what time she left the graveyard.
Was she still guarding the graveyard? Muoru walked with those thoughts on his
mind. But then even if they did run into each other, he had no idea what they
should talk about…
As he traveled from the graveyard to the stable, there was no way he could miss
the side of the mansion on the way. Like usual he passed the side of the black iron
fence, but this time he could hear water coming from about where the small
garden was.
Ordinarily he would have been on the verge of thinking it was someone watering
the plants, but then he recalled that the mansion’s garden was flat and definitely
had no shrubbery at all.
He was sure it was just the running water and pipes at the back of the residence.
So, he light-heartedly went around to the back.
Meria was there.
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She was kneeling at the center of the garden on a nook paved with concrete. To
the side there was a thin pillar with a faucet attached to the tip. A somewhat blue
hose was plugged into the faucet, and her white arm was holding that hose
around the middle and hoisting it over her head. From the tip of that hose water
poured out and washed over her whole body. And her appearance from
behind…was just like when she was born.
Just before dawn, in a world still showing signs of darkness, the girl was washing
her body.
…Isn’t this strange? The boy was confused.
Her hair that was always covered by her hood went down to just above her waist.
And that dripping wet light brown hair clung to her white skin.
Skin that was completely bare, from her hair all the way down to her feet.
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…Strange, it was a contradiction…Why despite that slender figure…why with that
seemingly soft skin…?
“Muoru…?”
Whether or not she’d felt his gaze, he didn’t know, but in that moment Meria
turned to look at him over her shoulder. The completely defenseless girl’s line of
sight and the rigidly still boy’s gaze mingled across the iron fence.
Then the girl tossed away the hose and covered her small chest. The girl lowered
her head, and water dripped down from her narrow chin, hair, the tip of her
elbow, and other places.
“I’m..I’m sor…”
The next moment, a terrible growl erupted from the thicket and the dog jumped
out. It had jumped out with enough force to rip him to shreds. So without clearly
saying his apology, the boy ran away.
I never figured I’d see Meria bathing there, Muoru thought as he desperately
moved his legs.
Perhaps, I’m just dreaming, just like every night…?
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He wasn’t sure about that, but there was one thing he knew wasn’t a mistake.
Though he hadn’t intended to see her there, now that he had, she would probably
hate him even more.
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Chapter 3
The graveyard prisoner dug holes.
That was his job–his duty.
The size of the holes were designated and marked by four cuts in the ground. But
for some reason he could only find one of the markers today.
Maybe it was some kind of mistake, he thought, as he looked around the ground
at his feet. Yet he still couldn’t even find another marker.
Being at the edge of the mass graveyard, the gravestones surrounding him
weren’t densely arranged. It was much different than the uniformity of a city’s
housing complex; here the graves were sporadically placed.
What does it mean?
Rapping on the shovel on his shoulder, the boy glared at the ridiculous single
marker. Did Daribedor make a mistake? He placed his foot atop the meaningless
rivet and looked up…
“…”
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At that moment he finally noticed the second rivet cut into the ground, but it was
extremely far from where he was standing. Thinking it was preposterous he went
to check. Strangely, it was placed at the distance where the third or fourth rivet
was usually placed. And if the marker really wasn’t a mistake, then this hole was
double the size of the first hole he’d made to bury that giant headed monster.
Muoru’s spirits fell. How much effort is it going to take for me to finish this one?
Then he grew terrified. …how big is this one that it needs to be buried in a hole
this big?
Not only did he realize the time and effort it would require, he also understood
the answer to his second question. It was only natural, after all. Even though the
monster would have to be smaller than the hole he was going to make, the hole
was still large enough to hold a pile of three tanks or more.
“The monsters have infinite variations of size, but what they share in common is
they are stronger the bigger they are.” He remembered Crow’s words from before
as he tried to get to work. Was Crow and the people they were with planning to
fight with the thing that was supposed to go in the grave he was digging? If so
they would have to pray for safety since by Crow’s own admission the monsters
were undying.
Sighing, Muoru stabbed his shovel into the ground and lifted out his first scoop of
dirt. With that same action he scooped again, then another scoop, another scoop,
another scoop, scoop, scoop, scoop…
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…and despite how many times he’d repeated that action, by the time the day
grew dark the hole wasn’t even halfway finished.
Even though he’d gotten used to the activity, as one would expect he was tired.
After all the effort he made that morning to wash away the dirt at the reservoir,
he’d completely returned to the filthy state he’d been in before. Even though he
was a prisoner, now he felt like his condition was some kind of punishment. But if
that were the case, what exactly was the punishment for?
That was a false charge. I didn’t really do anything bad. He touched his chest with
his hand and recalled the sight he’d witnessed that morning.
At the same time, he felt a part of himself unintentionally harden.
Although it had been an accident, peeking at Meria as she bathed was certainly
criminal.
He’d wondered all day what was the best way to speak with her if they met.
Without a doubt, the first thing out of his mouth should be an apology. What he
had done was shameful; there were simply no other words to describe it.
With that resolve, he went back to the reservoir and washed up. However, it
seemed like the dirt had already fully permeated into his kneecaps and the tips of
his fingers, and so no matter how much water he poured on his body, he could
never get rid of it. But in order to cool his head, he fervently dumped the water
on his head over and over again like some kind of religious ascetic.
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Soon after, he headed off towards the graveyard, and in the distance he could see
the familiar orange lamplight floating in the dark of the night. It approached him
with the same languid speed it always had.
Good, maybe she’s not that mad.
If she was angry she wouldn’t try to meet him. That simple line of logic reassured
him.
“Meri…” but as he tried to speak she halted, still quite far away. Still feeling guilty,
Muoru made no move to draw closer.
“…”
“…”
An uncomfortable silence fell upon them. It’s no good if I can’t properly
apologize. Muoru tried to open his mouth but before he could say anything Meria
spoke.
“For a little while, don’t come out at night.”
The inside of his nose popped in pain and Muoru felt like kicking himself for
feeling relieved.
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“I’m sorry. I guess you’re mad after all,” he said hanging his head in shame.
Meria, whose face was wrapped by her hood, shook her head. “I’m not mad.”
The girl’s behavior seemed to be saying, “You don’t need to apologize,” to the
boy.
“I’m really sorry, it wasn’t on purpose! Occasionally I wake up early and go for a
walk. I heard some water and it caught my interest then…No really, I didn’t intend
to peek at you, yet still I saw you there…”
Muoru’s face was turning red. Halfway through his explanation his words had
devolved into rambling to the point where he didn’t even know what he was
trying to say. It was like he had the demeanor of an elementary school child.
“…please, for heaven’s sake…” Muoru said, but his desperate words didn’t seem
to reach the girl.
“I’m not mad or anything, so please. For a while, just stay in the stable at night. By
no means go outside. Please, I’m begging you….”
She grabbed the edge of his cloak so tightly that the color drained from his
fingers. And in that grip she did nothing but plead for him to remain inside, over
and over again.
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So not having a choice, for the days after that Muoru would return to digging the
giant hole during the day. Then at night he would spend his time in the stable, his
mind worrying endlessly as he stared at the crumbling tattered wall to pass the
time.
He had no idea how long the girl had meant by “for a while” but she had only said
not to go out, that didn’t mean she had broken off relations with him.
If what he thought was true then just as the words “for a while” implied, soon the
suspense and anticipation would die down.
…but for two or three days nothing could be done about his body itching with
impatience. Could it really not have been helped? It was unintentional…. That
excuse had once again begun to make its presence felt inside his mind. And the
only way to quiet those thoughts was to hear directly from Meria. That’s right,
even though he didn’t feel like he could properly say what he wanted to her,
there was nothing else he could do.
Then one night he unexpectedly heard the dog’s howls coming from the direction
of the graveyard.
Unable to relax for some reason, Muoru tried leaving the stable.
The completely cloudless, starry sky looked just like usual; as if there had been no
changes in the two days he’d stayed in at night.
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But…why? Why is my skin prickly with goosebumps?
The boy tried gently rubbing his arms. He’d gotten used to the graveyard at night,
so it wasn’t that his day-dreaming was causing both his fear and the goosebumps.
…it is probably just my imagination.
But he couldn’t trust his feelings about the current atmosphere if his mind was
deceived by misapprehension.
Then something happened. If an earthquake, as the name implies, is a
phenomenon where the ground shakes, Muoru thought the area seemed to be
trembling slightly. He would describe the feeling as being the same as watching a
giant tsunami rise over the horizon. Within that wave were a swarm of possibly
countless enemy soldiers, now vigorously rushing towards him, preparing to
attack.
Maybe he was feeling the beginning of a premonition or
something. No. Whatever the feeling was foretelling, it was going to happen soon.
With those feelings he returned to the stable, but he didn’t think it was possible
to wait completely still until the morningMaybe
I should get ready to run or something.
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Right after thinking that, Muoru ran out of the stable and rushed towards the
mansion’s gate. At a glance he thought the night graveyard was nothing more
than ordinary. On the sloping, wide ground the ground was sprinkled not with
humans, but gravestones. The wind made the forest trees howl, and the entire
area was shrouded in darkness.
Muoru ran towards the large tree growing in the direct center of the graveyard.
He wasn’t very skilled at climbing trees, but if he were able to climb it then he’d
probably be able to look out over the entire graveyard.
But when he finally arrived at the root of the tree out of breath….he saw it.
It was his second experience where his brain was unable to grasp what he was
seeing.
Muoru couldn’t quite single out the previous memory as he stood confronted
with a creature that wasn’t something you saw in the everyday world. The first
experience had been quite recent. It was when that giant-headed monster was
bound hand and foot and buried.
Now.
In front of his eyes now was an extremely gigantic sack of flesh.
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If he forced his eyes to look up he’d see that the distorted, spherical, soft mass of
folded over flesh resembled the head of an octopus…but octopuses didn’t come
this far inland, they should have eyes, and they definitely weren’t bigger than a
two story building.
It was a monster.
Or as Crow said, a devil. Or as the gravekeeper girl said, The Dark. And this one
was even bigger than its companion, the other giant-headed monster he’d buried.
But this was different from that time. This time, it wasn’t bound or anything like
that. This one had moved. The giant fleshy octopus-like head was not supported
by eight legs with suction cups…no its legs were harder, just like a beetle’s, and
they only helped make the monster look bigger.
The tip of each leg abnormally tapered to a sharp point and looked like a claw,
depending on how you looked at it. Of course it wasn’t natural for it to have
things like a rough and bony claw anywhere on its body. And as for the number,
countless legs of varying lengths extended out from the bottom of the sack of
flesh, all wriggling restlessly like the legs of a centipede.
It was extremely bizarre and creepy and he definitely got the feeling it wasn’t a
creature of the natural world.
That creature was facing ahead, where…Meria was.
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Muoru forgot to breathe.
She wasn’t running or trying to escape. Rather, she and the monster were facing
each other.
Even with the hooded cloak wrapped about her, she still appeared to have a
slender body, which in front of that monstrous giant beast looked terribly tiny.
And even from his far distance, Muoru thought he could see the same quiet
expression she always had on her face.
The monster brandished one of its legs like a sickle.
Run, he tried to say, but his voice wouldn’t come out.
But whether he shouted or not made no difference. It was already too late.
The leg wagged side to side like a reptile’s tongue, the end equipped with its
sharp claw.
Then… the girl’s left hand twirled over and over in the air like the tip of a broken
sword, before hitting the earth and rolling on the ground.
There was a feeble, tiny scream.
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And though it wasn’t loud, it couldn’t possibly be that loud; the sound of her voice
still pierced Muoru’s eardrums.
In the next moment four of the creature’s tentacle-like legs, extended and pierced
Meria’s body. Her screams soon disappeared. There was a claw stabbed through
her body, right below the throat she needed to scream. The other scythe-like
claws were stabbing through her right arm, her left thigh, and through her
navel….each of the four jutting out from her body from their tips to their centers.
Then the monster used those four extended legs to lift her up into the air.
Blood rushed out of the girl’s mouth, and one moment later, as if her body
couldn’t hold it in, a large amount of the red liquid spilled out from the lower half
of her body.
The monster shook the helpless girl in the air and hurled her body to the ground.
As it threw her body, its claw that was pierced through her navel split her open to
her inseam, allowing her abdomen and entrails to spill out from her body like a
long tail. Then she hit the ground, her blood splattering the surroundings as if the
monster had just crushed a fruit full of juice. And on the earth her intestines
painted an arc on the ground.
Meria…
She was still alive.
She was sobbing.
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No matter how muscular or strong a man was, they’d definitely cry after receiving
terrible injuries like those. Of course, it wouldn’t be strange for them to die
before crying, since they were in other words, fatal wounds.
…but despite all that, the girl stood.
At first she was unsteady, resting her hands on her knees. But then she
straightened up and her legs stood firm.
Then the boy saw something that was more unbelievable than even the monster.
The guts that had spilled out of her torn abdomen wriggled like worms and
crawled back inside her body. Then after everything that should have
been hanging outside her body was once again inside her body, the grievous
wound splitting her from her inseam to her back automatically sealed itself up,
stopping the bleeding.
That wasn’t all; her left hand that had been ripped off at the beginning of the
assault rolled across to her body as if pulled by a magnet. It then crawled up her
leg, stomach, chest, and back, before joining with her wrist, restoring her to two
complete arms. It was as if she was a doll and her hand and body were being
stitched back together by some invisible tailor.
Witnessing that unbelievable spectacle made Muoru recall the words Crow had
said to him once. “These things do not have what we call life. Just like the words
suggest, they are undead. Even if you cut them, burn them or chop them into very
small pieces, like a joke the will come back to life…”
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Meria was pierced multiple times, and her body was split apart. And each time
she was injured she would mutter a scream as if giving up…but then her ripped
arms and legs, her scooped out organs, her split apart torso, and her smashed-in
head, would all return back to how they were before. No matter what kind of
injury she received, it couldn’t kill her. However, like someone who took pleasure
in grisly homicide, that giant monster wielded its edged tentacles and continued
its slaughter on Meria for what seemed like forever.
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Underneath the shining moon and the stars, on a ground that seemed to stretch
on forever, the unnatural monster continued to ravage Meria’s body. It seemed
like the cruelty would never end, but as time went on the monster’s energy
seemed to be gradually weakening…
The reason was simple.
Its moving legs were decreasing.
Underneath the giant’s mass there still seemed to be countless sharp legs
sprouting out, but now more than half were not moving. One by one the legs that
should have been wriggling restlessly, suddenly stopped and never moved again.
But they weren’t stopping randomly. In fact, looking closer it seemed like the legs
that stopped moving were always the ones that touched Meria.
He had no idea why, but as for the facts: the girl approached and whenever the
monster’s legs wounded, cut, or pierced her they would eventually stop moving
and hang loosely as if the nerves inside had been severed. Gradually the
monster’s energy depleted to the point where the remaining legs could not
support its mass. And when the mass of flesh crumbled to the ground, it caused a
tremor that rocked the earth.
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If this were what was normally considered a fight, then it would only be natural
for there to be an overwhelming difference in strength between the monster and
the girl. If the monster had been confronting Muoru, even if they fought a million
times, he’d probably die each time. And truthfully there really was a gigantic
difference in strength between the girl and the monster.
Still, the hideous, fiendish monster was unable to kill the girl who was as thin as a
plant stem; in fact its body was weakening bit by bit. It was like a rock, weathered
down through long months and cycles of endless rain.
Of course, since it was a giant, the speed in which it weakened was terribly slow.
Until finally the last leg stopped moving.
The chunk of folded flesh, larger than any kind of statue, now couldn’t even
struggle with something like an ant. As the extremely violent creature stopped
moving, though it was strange to say, it seemed to look despondent and
discouraged, like a patron at a festival that had just closed.
Covered in blood despite not having a wound on her body, Meria slowly, with the
same slowness she always showed, stepped up to the monster and touched its
flesh with her right hand.
The atmosphere vibrated without a sound. It wasn’t a change he could see with
his eyes, but, it did become quiet. So quiet, it was like the world had stopped.
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The creature didn’t move an inch. Meria crouched to the side of the creature,
limp with fatigue. She took ragged, deep breaths over and over again. And even
though she was still alive after being stabbed, pierced, and ripped apart her pale
profile now looked like a corpse.
“…Muo…ru?” the girl looked up with a face dripping with tears.
The boy didn’t try to hide the sound of his footsteps.
Looking at him, Meria stopped crying. No, it was probably better to say she held
them back.
He didn’t know why she did that. Especially since it would have been much easier
to understand her if she’d sobbed on him like a child.
Should I approach or should I leave?
…The only thing he could think of was getting closer to her.
But before the reason he hadn’t shouted was self-defense.
If he’d shouted, “run” that monster would probably have turned its weapons on
him and killed him the moment after it killed the girl. That’s why he couldn’t
shout – why he didn’t shout. And really, there was nothing wrong with that
hypothesis; it just didn’t include the possibility that Meria would still be alive.
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He painfully regretted what he did, but it was difficult to excuse himself for
running away just to save his own skin. But despite what others may think, he
really didn’t intend to run.
…but, “Meria.” There was no energy in his voice.
The girl’s expression as she held back the tears was harder than any kind of mask,
and Muoru was unsure whether or not she could take it off.
-Are you okay?
- Are you hurt?
-Tell me, what in the world are you?
Those questions flitted through his head but if he asked them he didn’t think they
would ever get through to Meria.
After defeating that monster, trembling with pain, being scared, being wounded,
and now covered with blood and hanging her head in shame, what could he
possible say that would be good…? He didn’t care who it was, he just wanted
someone to tell him.
“…Want to be my friend?”
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“…What?”
The boy forcefully grabbed Meria’s right hand.
The right hand that had finished off the monster.
“Even though you rejected me the other day, I’ll let that slide,” Muoru said,
pretending to reminisce as he smiled awkwardly. Just like when he’d asked her
before, Meria blinked as if it was amusing or something.
“It’s not really fair to say no a second time after you’ve rejected someone once
already.”
Like a magician who can captivate the hearts of children by producing a flag from
their palm, Muoru spoke with the same smooth, talkative manner he usually
used. But more importantly, Muoru was bestowed with composure, and if he
continued with that tone and look, even his kindness would ooze out of his
demeanor.
“…Well, am I right?”
There was no change in Meria’s expression. She didn’t say anything, nor did she
even shake her head from side to side. She just stared at the ground.
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Looking at her was like watching the liquid start to spill over the edge of a cup
filled to the brim. And then from her wet eyes a single tear ran down her cheek.
“Are you unable to stand?”
The girl nodded, a tear falling down her face with the movement.
Muoru craned his neck to the side and averted his eyes from Meria’s body as
much as possible. He then let go of her hand and swept his strong arms under her
legs. He placed his right arm behind her knees and his left under her back as he
scooped her up into the air.
“…Wha, what are you doing?” the girl cried out flustered.
“You probably need to wash up. And after that change clothes, and stuff like
that,” Muoru just replied in a direct and flat tone.
Even Muoru knew what carrying her body must have looked like, but he didn’t
think this was the time to worry about it.
Well…she probably wasn’t a princess or something.
Having said clothing, Meria blushed, as if she finally noticed her appearance.
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Even though there were no wounds on her body, her clothes were in tatters. The
black coat she always wore had been ripped to shreds and only bits of it clung to
her body like the fragments of a shell on a chick that just hatched; a state that
could be called “barely clothed”.
The condition of her clothing led to the mystery of what was inside her thick, dark
shade of a robe finally getting solved. It looked like she was wearing nothing but a
thin dress as her undergarment. Nevertheless, the girl in his arms had very little
fabric left to cover her important parts and what did remain was stretched tightly,
exposing her relatively longish legs more than halfway up her thighs. All of which
made it difficult for Muoru to know where to cast his eyes.
If only there weren’t blood stains running down her skin…
Being able to think those foolish thoughts was probably a sign that he’d finally
calmed down from before.
A few minutes after he started to walk, Meria asked with a timid voice, “I’m not
heavy?”
Although her voice seemed to be cracking, it wasn’t frail. Her life didn’t seem to
be in danger, but she probably wasn’t completely safe. Her cheeks looked like
they were suffering from a rush of blood to the head caused by fever, her
breathing was labored, and he could feel her heart was beating terribly fast
through his hands on her back.
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…the girl was certainly not usual. However he didn’t want to be a hindrance and
pry too deeply. So as best as he could, Muoru tried to put her at ease.
“Even if you were three times heavier, I’d still be okay”
Her body was uncomfortably slender, to say nothing of its lack of weight. Or
maybe I have more energy in my arms because I’m nervous.
“…”
Meria looked away and sighed quietly.
Even though she was covered in blood, her profile was still beautiful. Her
expression appeared meek, but he could sense she was certainly thinking
desperately about something.
As he walked, all of his concentration was focused on Meria, as if his field of vision
were sown to her. He looked at her long eyelashes, her eyelids, her white and
scarlet colored cheeks, and her pink lips. And if he were to bend down just a little,
he’d be close enough to touch them.
Instead he listened.
Those lips were muttering something incoherently, barely making a sound.
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And as a deep emotion spread across her face…”Maria,” the girl called out
someone’s name.
Those words weren’t meant for him, he had no doubts about that. And not only
did Muoru have no idea what the name was, but Meria’s mind seemed to be
somewhere else.
The name had sounded similar to other female names、a connection he
pondered in his mind over and over….
But, then she fell silent.
All the power had left the girl’s body, as if she’d fallen asleep. For a moment he
thought his arms could feel a change in her body, but that thought quickly blew
off into the horizon.
As she wasn’t taxing his muscles, he realized he should walk carefully so he didn’t
shake that much.
As a result, walking to the mansion’s gate must have taken several minutes.
But for Muoru, he felt the time he spent carrying the girl across the long distance
to the gate passed in an instant.
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Then he sat Meria on the ground, her body still paralyzed from exhaustion. The
first time he was dragged here was when the military police had picked up the
receiver, as if it was some great accomplishment. He had wanted to look, but he
couldn’t, so now he didn’t remember how to use it.
Two or three times he heard a tuning sound like on a radio come from the
receiver. It probably only worked by having the other side call…however, there
was no one who came to answer.
“Is right here okay?”
Meria took out a key and pointed towards the side entrance.
“But…” Muoru said perplexed.
“- Mr. Prisoner, you found her.” A voice said from behind Muoru.
Daribedor looked up at the boy without trying to hide his unusual and unpleasant
expression.
“Since right now there is a demon in the graveyard waiting to be buried, I would
like you to please attend to your vocation for me,” the old man said.
“But she’s injured…”
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“Injured?” The man interrupted, then like an imp bent backwards and released a
roar of laughter into the air. “Where?”
Meria, crouching with her head hung, didn’t have a single injury on her body after
all.
“She…”
“It’s okay if you don’t know.” The noseless old man grabbed the girl’s arm and
though there was no difference in their sizes, he dragged her beyond the iron
gate. Muoru tried to follow, but the black dog came out and intercepted him.
In the end, he couldn’t even see Meria as she was drawn into the house.
Then, he remembered the “vocation” that the old man had mentioned.
—Burying that monster. Whether he agreed or not, that was the prisoner’s job.
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Chapter 4
Muoru was in the middle of the dark.
He imagined he was staring at the wooden wall running with rain water. Around
him, he could clearly hear the sound of water dripping as if there was a hole in the
ceiling. Lying down and grabbing one of his knees, Muoru’s thoughts meandered.
…how long has it been since there was livestock in this stable?
Judging by the condition of the walls that had been exposed to the wind and rain,
and the damaged interior, it would seem like it’d been a long time since the
structure had undergone any maintenance.
But despite the condition of the stable, the mansion was likely a new building.
Even though he’d heard the graveyard was on an old plot of land, the mansion
was either a new building or it had been totally reconstructed from scratch.
However, back in the stable the ceiling and the support pillars were rotting and
falling apart, to the point where they were almost unusable. Yet, if he were to
guess from the still usable floor space, he’d say the barn was probably large
enough to house ten riding horses.
It may have been empty now, but that didn’t mean the stable was built for no
purpose. Muoru had no idea how long ago it was, but at one point there were
definitely horses in the stable.
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–Since ancient times humans and horses had lived together.
It was as if the beautiful herbivores had been mistakenly made by the gods solely
for the purpose of being ridden by humans. In the past they excelled as a method
of transportation, they helped with tilling the fields, and during wars they rode
with their owners into the battlefield. The unit of measurement “horsepower”
remained from that era and it was still widely used and recognized.
However, nowadays the value of horses has continued to decrease.
From the advances in science and the subsequent invention of new technology,
horses seemed to have been replaced by vehicles and railways for all the industry
duties they had once been considered useful for. Since humans were always
looking for ways to increase efficiency, horses, which have been mankind’s
companions since before recorded history, have been disappearing from the
limelight.
There was even a car at this graveyard mansion. Muoru had seen the blackened
and seemingly high class vehicle zoom about more than once.
Certainly the removal of the livestock and domesticated animals from the stable
followed the arrival of that car. And now that stable served as the residence of
the gravedigger instead.
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Since the first day he’d stayed and slept there, Muoru had noticed many
remnants from the previous gravediggers. There was a long black strand of hair
whose owner’s sex he couldn’t determine, some strands of brown frizzy hair, an
impression in the straw he slept in, and various, dirty scraps of clothing. They
were all scattered about the stable inconspicuously and at the moment Muoru
could not see them.
He crouched motionlessly in the dark stable, devoid of even a trace of a light
source. And since he couldn’t see, he became acutely aware of the nature
surrounding the building. If he tried to walk out into the graveyard it would be
just like when he had been blindfolded in the past.
In the middle of that darkness he held out his hand in front of his face. Though he
couldn’t see, by touching something with his fingers he could adequately imagine
whatever was in front of him.
…Already two days had passed and Muoru could still clearly remember the feeling
of touching that monster.
#
Graced with an electric lantern lent to him by the old woman, Muoru took his
shovel and returned to the graveyard.
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Inside the lantern, which resembled an insect cage, was a battery and lighting
equipment composed of a metallic alloy of copper and zinc. And from the mortar
sealed front of the box, the lantern gave off artificial white light at the flick of a
switch. It didn’t need coals or oil to light up the surroundings, making it a valuable
and convenient tool.
If this had been under normal circumstances, Muoru would be delighted to get his
hands on such an apparatus.
But now…
He was in the graveyard in the middle of the night. Beneath him was the trackless
path he and Meria had returned to the mansion on a few days ago. This time
though he walked alone, carrying his shovel as usual and the lantern. The trees
were rustling around him as he neared the rows of graves, all beneath a half
moon that was wrapped in sparse clouds.
The wind blowing against his skin was only lukewarm, but there were still
goosebumps on his arms. Sweat dripped down the entire length of his back, and
he found it difficult to breathe.
Before he had grabbed Meria’s blood-covered hand and they had talked for a
little while…just for a little bit. But even then he felt like he had encroached upon
something that she was trying to hide. When she was leaning against him, it was
the first time Muoru had ever seen her nervous.
But now…
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His fickle feelings once again completely froze him in place.
If it were just a bad dream or something, then it’d be okay… He thought, trying to
console himself…but unfortunately there was no longer a thread of a chance for
him to escape.
Since that monster was so terribly big it had already entered his field of
vision. Instinctively he wanted to look away.
Yet looking away made no difference. Whether he chose to look or not, it was still
there.
A short, yet massive shadow was cast on the slightly sloping graveyard ground.
And it didn’t move an inch. The monster casting the shadow was similar to the
images in picture books, something like a giant ocean monster…though now as a
corpse it seemed like the spectacle of the creature had come to an end.
Muoru’s legs stopped about fifty paces away from the monster.
What am I doing? I shouldn’t have to approach that. I should be running away
from it.
“Mankind’s natural enemy.” The meaning of the phrase was becoming more and
more clear to him.
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Since before written history, over many thousands of years, mankind had lived in
fear of those things, of them. It was true that for several hundred years humans
had prospered a bit and were no longer consciously aware of those monsters, but
deep down in their bones the memory and the fear of them persisted.
Both Muoru and the horse-faced MP, who had escorted him, both felt it when
they first arrived here. Without saying anything, they both could feel the
ominousness in the air. At the time, Muoru had thought it was a result of the
image of a dark place the word “graveyard” conveyed.
But the reality was completely different.
Probably the moment he arrived at the graveyard his body understood the
truth. In fact whatever the feeling was, it was able to grasp this truth better than
even his standard five senses could.
And now, he knew that monsters which could kill him easily were sleeping under
the very ground he was standing on.
Shit, this is no joke.
The boy finally became aware of the impossibility of the task before him.
From now on I…
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Now he had to bury that thing.
But first he had to move it to the hole it had taken him forever to dig. And in
order to push it along the ground, he’d have to get closer and touch it.
His body and heart froze just thinking about it.
There is no way I could do that…huh, what’s that smell?
Suddenly, he could smell the stench of something like rotting fish. Muoru, who
had been devoting all his attention to the monster, looked away, as if he were
running away, to search for the source.
What in the world, why have I not noticed it until now?
He looked at his feet illuminated by the lantern light.
The surrounding soil…was stained and soaked with a red liquid.
His mind couldn’t think of anything else, it had to be the blood that was spilled
from Meria’s body.
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He clamped down his mouth, closed his eyes, and then made his legs carry him
forward towards the monster.
Muoru didn’t know whether it was “The dark” or just a devil.
Now that fallen, gigantic monster was dead…no, he didn’t know if it was alive or
not. But regardless if the expression “its existence was undying” was appropriate,
for the time-being the giant mass of flesh was completely motionless.
If it really can’t move, then no matter how often they were called “mankind’s
natural enemy” it shouldn’t be able to harm me, right?
Relying on that fact, Muoru endured the pain in his chest and continued his
approach.
He walked with a shaky gait, as if he were crossing a suspension bridge where the
rope had been severed.
His closed eyelids had plunged his vision into complete darkness, but despite that,
he advanced bit by bit.
Something small hit his cheek.
Muoru in a laughably, comical display of surprise opened his eyes.
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As he did, he found himself now standing face to face with the monster.
“…uh.”
Without twisting away from IT, he wiped his cheek with the back of his right hand.
Not only did sweat seep into his mud covered glove, but also a drop of coolness.
It seemed like before he knew it, the clouds had rolled in and darkened the sky.
Which meant what was now on his cheek was probably the first drop of the rain.
Even as he craned his head backwards to look up at the night sky, the monster’s
body never left his field of vision. The soft and flabby sack of flesh was easily more
than twice Muoru’s tall height. And it had a trunk much wider than him with
countless clawed legs. But while it had those things, the eyes and mouth that
were expected of creatures were nowhere in sight. And within the giant sack of
flesh, whose ugliness reminded him of boneless creatures like leeches and
octopuses, he was unsure if there was something actually stuffed inside.
He was close enough that he could touch the monster. And just looking at it for a
moment was rewriting his beliefs that such a creature couldn’t exist. There
seemed to be no limit to the swell of unpleasant feelings he had, and as if
triggered by his emotions, a blood vessel in his forehand throbbed, inducing a
sharp pain in his skull.
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At his feet the monster’s legs were spread like a spider web. All of its countless
legs were longer and thicker than a giant serpent which could strangle a bear to
death. On top of that, springing from the tip of each of the legs was a claw like an
executioner’s sickle, all of which looked sharper than any blade he’d ever seen.
And on those sickles he could see Meria’s blood clinging in thick globs.
It was too late to stop himself from thinking about that now. A little while ago a
countless number of the monster’s claws had been ripping through her body,
each more than enough to kill her. And each one of those blows that had
mutilated Meria’s body was seared into Muoru’s pupils.
But now he had to touch and move that monstrous creature.
Even though he had drawn this close, it was still a ridiculous idea.
In fact, the idea was driving him crazy.
The blood on its claws was the same blood that clung to Meria’s hand when he
had grabbed it
-Whatever secret the girl had, he didn’t know.
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Yet, even if he asked her, she most likely wouldn’t tell him. And if she did, it would
probably be something that he couldn’t understand.
One thing was certain though. Meria, a single girl, had opposed that monster.
With those thin limbs, and that small body…
Muoru didn’t quite know what to call the force that compelled his body into
motion. Willpower? Backbone? Regardless, he placed his hands on the monster’s
core and pushed with all his strength.
What he felt through his gloves was not warmth or coolness, nor was it softness
or hardness. Rather, it was the completely weird sensation of thrusting a hand
into the innards of a corpse.
Shaking violently, the sack of flesh tilted.
From the vibration, Muoru thought the monster had woken up.
Looking at his hands, he thought he could see the thin gloves eroding all the way
to his flesh.
But there was no erosion, just a problem with his mind.
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Resist, he thought. Resist, resist, resist, resist….
He was surprised by a burning sensation in his eyes. His vision was blurring and
something hot ran down his cheek.
Muoru wasn’t sure when it had started, but his eyes were tearing up.
“Aaaagh!!” the boy screamed in irritation. However, instead of giving up he
borrowed from his despair and once again pushed against the giant monster.
As Muoru mustered as much strength as he could, the grotesque body started to
advance forward, the sound of the movement as loud as a landslide. Muoru put
everything he had into his arms, even digging his toes into the earth to brace
himself, but in the end he was only able to move the monster a little bit.
Throwing his shoulder down and pitching forward, the boy continued to push.
-All while the thick landslide sound continued.
-All while he continued to endure the unpleasant feelings spilling out of his body.
-All while his shouts, sounding like someone was vomiting, echoed through the
graveyard.
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But Muoru was the only person there to hear his shouting. And as he continued to
push against the grotesque body, gradually the rain striking his back increased in
intensity.
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While he listened to the sound of the rain leaking through the stable — No, while
he crouched beneath the still secure and non-leaking roof, Muoru stared into the
darkness.
It rained non-stop for two days.
When it was just a passing shower, the rain didn’t hinder his work. Since it was
summer, when the temperature lowered it was actually easier to pass the
time. But he couldn’t walk through the graveyard at night. With the clouds hiding
both the moon and the stars, he couldn’t even see what was right in front of his
nose.
However, when he didn’t go outside his face wore a different, pleasant
expression. He figured there was a lot to think about…and that he needed time to
collect his thoughts.
With the changing of the times the horses had disappeared from the stable. Yet,
even after departing they still left traces. And so thinking about the possible other
gravediggers that had lived in the stable before him, Muoru wondered, where in
the world did they go?
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Once Crow had said to him, “No matter how many people are employed to dig
holes, since they are unable to tolerate the existence of the demons, they will soon
become useless.” At the time he’d ignored the words, but now Muoru felt he had
firsthand evidence that Crow’s words were true.
Suddenly there was a knock on the stable door.
It was a small sound, but definitely not something that occurred naturally. In fact,
being so accustomed to the quiet sound of the rain leaking, the tiny knock was
enough to startle him.
“Muoru.”
But after two days, the moment he heard that voice his shock turned into relief.
There was only one person in this whole graveyard who called his name like that.
The door opened quietly and Meria entered, leading with her lamp. The device’s
weak light dyed the room orange. She remained silent the whole way from the
door and even when she eventually sat down.
Since the ceiling was rotting and riddled with holes, in order to avoid getting
soaked by the leaking drops of water, the two of them had to sit so close that
their knees were touching.
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Her face was mostly concealed by her hood, but she didn’t even try to meet his
gaze. She probably came here without an umbrella, Muoru thought as he looked
at her dripping wet bangs and slightly damp cloak.
Like usual, Muoru was too nervous to really speak. There were endless questions
he wanted to ask: Was her body okay? Did she forgive him for the peeping
incident? Who exactly was “Meria” and what in the world was a gravekeeper?
But, he was unable to put any of them into words. In fact, he never thought Meria
would visit the stable in the first place. There was no reason to think she’d
forgotten what happened, but as he took another look at her from a much closer
distance…
“Is something wrong Meria?” the boy asked, his thoughts running wildly.
Meria withdrew her left hand that she was hiding in her cloak. She was holding a
very large apple.
Speechless, Muoru just sat there as the girl seemed to squeeze the fruit before
eventually handing it over.
“I can have it?” he asked suddenly, just like when he’d borrowed the first aid kit
before.
But this time Meria didn’t nod or do anything. The only thing she did was
continue to hang her head and hide her face.
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Thinking it couldn’t be helped, Muoru looked down to the fruit in his hand. It was
large and magnificently ripe, and its weight seemed to suggest it was full of juices.
Personally, he liked all fruits except pineapples so technically this apple was the
first treat he’d received since he’d arrived at the graveyard. Honestly speaking, it
had been a while since he’d even had an apple that hadn’t been touched by
worms.
“Ah…” The girl opened her mouth at last and Muoru looked up.
“I will be your friend,” she said, shutting her eyes as her face turned redder than
the apple he was holding.
Muoru again looked away as if someone had struck his cheek.
Somehow looking at her directly embarrassed him more than watching her bathe.
Though the words were different, the feeling behind them was like she’d
just confessed her feelings for him.
…Was it really similar?
Unable to bear the embarrassment any longer, Muoru asked, “Um, Meria?” The
words sounded like a protest and the girl instantly sat up straight.
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I should speak as gently as possible.
Although he was troubled by the situation and the effort he wasn’t accustomed
to, he continued. “I don’t know why I have to think this is so embarrassing. But
being friends is not that big of a deal so it’d be okay if you just say “yeah or sure”.
Those words should be okay don’t you think?”
Meria slowly opened her eyes with the same slowness as the moon rising into the
sky. Quietly he watched her long eyelashes flutter.
The girl’s blue eyes slowly looked to his.
Muoru found himself looking away from her more and more. He was again feeling
the impulse to touch her hand…and he desperately thought he needed to kill that
feeling.
Still looking at Muoru, Meria eventually nodded once. “Sure”.
Muoru lifted his face.
Then as if suddenly switching from offense to defense, she quickly started to
hesitate.
“Sor… sorry. I came suddenly.”
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“It’s okay, I wasn’t sleeping,” he said, but she didn’t seem to be really listening.
“But, it was just that. No matter what, I wanted to tell you that.” The moment she
stopped speaking, Meria jumped to her feet with a rare display of agility and a
face once again turning red.
Looking at her back as she started to cross the stable, Muoru said, “Thanks….for
the apple.”
Meria nodded once. “Sure”
With her hand now on the doorknob, Muoru asked another question to her
turned back, “You said don’t come out for a while, but is it alright now?”
Meria nodded once and the boy forced a smile.
Then she was gone.
Alone again, Muoru chewed on the apple in the dark. The fruit was juicy, sweet,
and it smelled good.
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