Youkoso Jitsuryoku Shijou Shugi no Kyoushitsu e - Volume 11 - Chapter SS1

The Morning of Fulfilment  
I was deep at sleep. 
The appearances of myself when I was young, and of him was repeatedly projected within. 
A famous museum of that world. Even the exhibition objects made for an artistic spectacle I think. It was that grandeur, that sweet, and that madly affectionable. 
In a sense, that was love. 
There are many kinds of love. 
Love, charity, affection… love-and-hate. 
I think, I feel all of those towards him. 
«…3 hours and 36 minutes…» 
Each time I wake up, I always check how much time I’ve slept. If I don’t sleep for 7-8 hours, I don’t feel refreshed. That was because I was so excited last night that I couldn’t sleep. 
The body pillow I use to support my sleep every day didn’t seem to work that much. 
«Fufufu…» 
I let out a sweet laughter before I knew it. 
I have never experienced becoming this excited before so I couldn’t control my feelings. 
The more I tried to hold back the laughter, a smile appeared, so naturally, on my face. 

I can’t help it. 
I was exposed by the contradiction dwelling within myself right now. 
A me that would never lose to anyone. 
A him that maybe would teach me defeat. 
The conflicting feelings were clashing, going back and forth, neither side yielding. 
However, there will definitely be a conclusion. 
In other words, superiority and inferiority will be decided. 
Ah— how beautiful it is. 
I hugged my body pillow tightly and a pleasant drowsiness came over me. 
I was already napping, wanting to enjoy a passionate dance with him. 
That dream of mine was being interrupted by the cold sounds of the ringing sounds from my cellphone. 
«Was that Masumi…? She’s also a worrywart, right.» 
I know. Let’s continue the rest of my dream later tonight. 
After I have settled it with him, made it clear as black and white. 
At my leisure.