Chapter 2 ♦ The One in Your Heart
Lydia and Edgar walked together to the back of the manor’s kitchen through the servants’ special private stairwell.
Within the dimly-lit corridor, there was a pile of unwanted furniture and tools in a small room not too far away. Next to that messy pile of debris, one could see a row of irregularly-arranged doors.
In the corner of the servants’ private rooms, it was confirmed that Raven had disappeared into one of those rooms. Feeling as though his premonition came true, Edgar let out a sigh.
“That was Ermine's room.”
At this time, the servants were busy, so there were no other people around.
Raven should have known that Ermine was not here. In that case, although they were siblings, why did he want to go inside her room, knowing that she wasn't there?
“Come on.”
Edgar approached the door of the room which Raven had entered.
In this case, he did not listen in on the room but suddenly opened the door. For if he was to try to spy, Raven would have noticed anyway.
Standing by the small desk in the room, Raven quickly whipped his head around to the door. Lydia couldn't tell from his poker face whether his heart wavered or not.
Even so, he stayed in that position, as motionless as a statue.
“Raven, did you forget to tell me something a moment ago?”
Edgar said in a dignified manner as he walked in front of him.
Raven did not move. Was he reluctant to answer this question?
Suddenly, Edgar swiftly reached out his hand to tightly grab his arm.
It seemed so thin, as if it was a child's arm that could instantly break just from bending it, yet it was one that could break a person's neck in a heartbeat, but it was lifted by Edgar quite effortlessly.
“This isn't something you can solve on your own. I have already investigated much of this.”
It was as though Raven felt saved by hearing those words, all the tension had left his body, and his head drooped.
“..... My apologies.”
Raven handed the small wooden box he had been holding to Edgar.
Edgar, who accepted it, opened the lid and saw the dark-green stone that rested inside.
Although the color was dark and somewhat transparent, there were something like random scratch marks on the surface of it. All in all, it appeared as if it was a worthless piece of broken glass.
“When did you find it in this room?”
“Three days ago.”
“Was that the day of Mr. Kent’s death?”
“At around midnight, the windows of this room were still open. Because the lights were not on, I was a little concerned and I went to look inside. I found my sister in this room, in utter darkness, looking at the contents of this box worriedly.”
Ermine was snapped out of her reverie by Raven, who had approached her while holding a lamp. Panicked, she quickly closed the box before shoving it into the desk drawer, as though fearing that Raven had seen her gazing at it.
Raven only saw something like a green jade in the box and assumed that it was a decoration. It seemed that other men would often give Ermine such things.
Regardless, whether it was a gift she received, or if it was something she was forced to accept, it must be difficult for her to speak to Raven about such things. So, it was normal for her to choose to hide them from him.
However, after hearing the words of the police officer, he came into the room to confirm, just in case.
Lydia took the stone that Edgar handed over to her.
It was just as the police officer described. The scratches on the surface the stone looked like they were caused by a knife.
Once the scratches was revealed in the air within the light's radiance, the stone revealed a deep, dark green color, just like the bottom of a lake.
Looking a little closer, Lydia noticed that the scratches formed symbols on the surface of the stone. Exactly as the police officer said, there were certain marks on it.
This symbol consists of straight lines. I feel like I have seen this before, Lydia thought.
“Lord Edgar, Ermine also serves under Prince, is that right?”
“Raven, this matter is for me to judge. You only need to behave the same as before.”
“However, when Ermine had returned as a selkie, I requested for her to be in your care. I guaranteed to supervise her properly.”
Raven knelt down on one knee.
“This is my responsibility. Lord Edgar, please allow me to settle this matter.”
“That is not your job.”
“No, at the time, I give you my word. If my elder sister betrays you again, I will kill her myself.”
Lydia could only look anxiously at them. But, suddenly, she felt someone's presence behind her. Just as she was about to turn her head to look back, her arm was firmly caught.
“...... Ermine.”
Calm, brown eyes stared down at her. Although, as usual, there was no hostility in her expression. However, her firm grip on Lydia’s arm was actually very strong.
After retrieving the green stone from Lydia’s hands, she slightly relaxed her grip but didn’t let go, as she watched Edgar and Raven.
“Lord Edgar, this was not Raven's responsibility. It was all my fault.”
“You are not going to justify it?”
“It's almost time, anyway.”
“Last time, in the small town of Wallcave where the dragon resided... Was it you who stole the red fluorite Freya?”
“Ah, so I was found out?”
“Was it for Prince? What does he intend to do with it?”
He asked as he walked near Ermine.
“Someday, you'll know.”
From that response, Edgar didn’t believe he would receive an answer. He then approached Ermine, who still had Lydia in a strong grip, and whispered:
“Let go of Lydia.”
“Although I wish to do that, right now, I need to protect myself.”
Ermine pressed a knife against Lydia’s back. Seeing that, Raven released his sharp killing intent, and slowly reached for his weapon hidden on his waist.
“Your selkie’s coat is in my hands. Even if you run away to Prince, I own your life.”
“It doesn't matter. For me, as long as there is time for me to escape with the stone, that is enough.”
“Then, go. As long as you don’t hurt Lydia.”
In fact, Ermine didn’t wish to hurt Lydia.
However, she still stood her ground, and her penknife remained pressed against Lydia’s back.
At this point, Raven suddenly acted. As it looked like he was going to pounce towards Lydia, Edgar pushed her away from Ermine, and Lydia fell to the floor.
Meanwhile, Edgar quickly pulled Ermine down, and Raven’s dagger stabbed the air, missing its target.
Despite that, with lightning speed, Raven launched another attack towards Ermine again.
However, taking advantage of the little gap between them, Ermine jumped out the window.
As he was about to rush out the window to catch up, Raven was stopped by Edgar.
“Don’t chase her. I’ve let her go.”
“Letting her go will only benefit Prince.”
“This is an order, Raven.”
Hearing those words, Raven lost his will to fight and relaxed his shoulders.
“Lydia, are you alright?”
When she was about to reach for Edgar’s outstretched hand, Lydia stopped.
They agreed beforehand that they wouldn’t touch. Although this was a small thing, it may give Edgar an opening to breach the agreement in the future.
Therefore, she stood up on her own. Seeing that, Edgar became disheartened and shrugged his shoulders.
“I’m sorry. I was trying to get you away from Ermine’s knife, but I did it too roughly.”
“I'm fine.”
Lydia, while fixing her skirt, thought: Edgar also intended to protect Ermine.
Before Raven became murderous, Edgar protected her in order to let her go.
Even if she betrayed him, he would still protect her.
“Lord Edgar, my top priority is to protect my master from danger. Therefore, I do not understand.”
She was Raven’s only family member. Because of this, he was able to trust her again after her betrayal. However, she had betrayed them yet again. Therefore, though it was rare, Raven obstinately stood his ground. Even so, Edgar was also quite persistent.
“Only I can kill her. That was what she intended. After all, she had chosen to betray me, who still held her selkie coat, which is equivalent to her life.”
Certainly, in Edgar’s heart, Ermine was better than anyone else.....
Lydia quietly left the room.
Arriving at her own study room, she became wholly absorbed in her thoughts of the symbols that were carved into the stone that she saw a while ago. She began writing them down, working hard to erase the unwanted thoughts that plagued her mind.
※
It was a recurring dream that used to haunt Edgar.
He had clearly escaped from Prince; but when he opened his eyes, he was yet again trapped in the prison-like building in his dream.
It was a luxurious room, no different from the mansion he, the son of a Duke, used to live in. He was surrounded by heavy oak furniture, but behind the silk curtains, all the windows had iron bars embedded into them.
Looking out the window, he could see nothing but towering stone walls.
Sounds akin to wailing and moaning, that came from somewhere within the building, would always be heard.
Prince himself only appeared at night. He knew that in dim lighting, it made him appear more intimidating, creating more fear among other people.
Just like this, Prince used all kinds of means to torture Edgar’s mind.
One of the worst tactics was to give him a small sliver of hope, before utterly crushing it.
Cats that had sneaked in from the gaps between the iron bars of his window, would lose their head in three days.
There was one time when one of the servants, who had been the first to serve Edgar, had merely spoke with him a few times. However, it was a violation of his orders, so his tongue was ordered to be cut off.
Almost all of the people around Edgar were those who were loyal to Prince alone. Sometimes, ordinary people were mixed in, but Prince must have done that intentionally to aggravate Edgar.
Because of this, no one wanted to approach him again.
Ermine was similarly treated by Prince. During her time as a slave, whenever she found a true companion, she was dealt with a serious blow.
The feelings that had grown between them was dirtied in the end; but, the bond that had been built between them in their thirst for freedom had never changed.
Perhaps she was trying to save her brother. Because even while she still couldn’t forget those mortifying experiences, she still chose to stay close to Edgar. He didn’t want to let her feel regret for her choice.
With this in mind, Edgar had carefully drawn up a thorough, discrete plan to escape.
It didn’t matter that he used Prince’s tactics, for it was a tool to allow him to gather comrades in secret.
That was how he was able to return to England, obtaining the title of a noble and a stable life.
And yet, he continued to have this dream.
To resist and reject these feelings of sorrow and emptiness... These were all thoroughly educated in the minds of the victims by themselves.
If there was nothing left to live for, they wouldn't have any expectations, and they wouldn't have to feel pain ever again. The struggle to live was day-by-day, but as long as they could breathe, that was enough.
'If one day, this world is left with only despair, you'll be unexpectedly happy.'
Prince, who appeared in the dim light, told him so.
'To take everything away from you and give you sweet, sweet despair…'
“What’s wrong, Earl, you look unhappy.”
Across the balcony of the atrium, he found a pessimistic gray-haired cat lying casually on the wicker chair, basking in the sunlight.
This guest was not welcomed. Edgar approached the chair, and picking Nico up, he threw him aside.
“Hey, what are you doing!”
“This is my seat.”
Edgar then sat in the chair and opened a letter he had just received.
“ ‘With regards to the figure in the investigation, there is nothing to report yet’?”
Hiring detectives was nothing but a waste. While he requested a report every two days regarding Prince’s immigration or his location in England, there were no news whatsoever.
He sighed and threw the letter away.
As he talked endlessly, the letter fell near Edgar’s foot, in front of Nico’s face.
Then, Edgar stepped on him. Immediately, Nico struggled to break loose and in turn, kicked Edgar’s foot in anger.
At that moment, Edgar suddenly reached out and grabbed Nico again.
“Hey, I was just joking. I didn’t kick you, I just carelessly ran into you. Hey, don’t be angry.”
He panicked, as Edgar’s nose moved closer to his face, which only made Nico more anxious.
“Earl, you're insane. I’m not Lydia! I’m not a girl!”
“How can I possibly mistaken this long-haired thing for Lydia? However, you and Lydia do have the same scent.”
That scent of Chamomile, was it because he was always beside Lydia? It was so enviable to Edgar that it became irritating.
Then, Edgar made a knowing smile. In a panic of being caught, Nico was stiff when Edgar firmly clung to him.
“Meow – stop!”
“Lydia said that during her period of staying here, I mustn’t touch her.”
“So, don't use me as her replacement-!”
“Her study room is always locked, and she's always busy.”
“She hates you!”
“I don’t think so. But then, she didn’t accept the proposal either. Why is that?”
“Because you're a big cheater!”
“However, right now, Lydia’s my only ray of light.”
Ever since he'd met Lydia, he had never dreamt of his past.
When he was around her, he felt hopeful. Therefore, he made the resolve that he cannot lose her no matter what, that he must protect her.
He ended his relationships with the other women and was no longer lost.
Even so, he felt restless again.
To dream of the past again...
It’s probably my own fear, he thought.
If Edgar had an irreplaceable treasure, his weakness would be tightly grasped by Prince.
“You calling out another woman’s name during a critical time is really not convincing!” Nico continued.
Lost in his thoughts, as Edgar was thinking, he relaxed his hand, in which Nico quickly and skillfully took the chance to escape.
Standing in a place out of reach, Nico angrily raised his fist on his side and hurriedly fixed his crooked bow tie.
“Is Lydia still worried about that?”
“Well, of course!”
Edgar could only sigh. Because he had no memory of it, there was no excuse for it.
Though he could guess what had happened.
However, at the time, he very much wanted Lydia. Also, in front of other women before, he certainly had called out Lydia’s name instead.
I want to hold her, feel her warmth.
He then tried to think back again. If he took into account of other things, the only possibility was......
“…… No.”
“What's wrong?”
Even if he could express it in words, he didn’t want to say it.
He couldn’t control his feelings and pursued Lydia. But at the time, struggling to face with Ermine’s wrongdoings, Edgar was probably feeling guilt in having to fight against her.
“Lord Edgar, is it convenient to speak with you now?”
With an honest face, a butler walked into the balcony. After he noticed him, Edgar recovered his usual face.
“What's the matter, Tomkins?”
“Sometimes, women can behave very unreasonably.”
“…… Well, so?”
“That is why, at a time like this, you must remain tolerant. That is precisely the caliber which makes a gentleman.”
“Then, what do you wish to say?”
As if he had made a difficult decision, Tomkins sighed before saying:
“Miss Lydia is gone.”
Edgar slammed the table with his palms as he stood up.
※
Lydia, who had returned home alone, went to her bookshelf and retrieved her mother’s notebook, swiftly flipping through the pages.
“Here.”
As she had remembered seeing some clues regarding the symbols written in the notebook at home, she hurriedly went back to retrieve it.
She didn’t tell anyone because if she did, someone would have to accompany her. In the worst case, that person would’ve been Edgar.
Since she had intended to return immediately, she hadn't wanted anyone to come with her.
There was also another thing that she wanted to do on her own.
She took the notebook and left the house. After that, she took a carriage at the end on the street and headed to the shores of the Thames River.
She got off when they had reached Westminster Bridge. As she walked down the path beside the rustling willows that ran along the river bank, she removed a small pendant from her collar.
It was the aquamarine stone her mother left for her, and also a symbol of mutual friendship between the generations of her family and the selkies.
Although Lydia didn’t fully understand the power within this stone called the selkie’s heart, it should be able to give her the power to call upon the selkies.
Reborn as a Selkie, Ermine’s selkie spirit was still unconscious. Even so, as long as it’s a fairy, the magic that is invisible to the eyes could still be sensed.
“Ermine, I need to speak with you. Please respond to the selkie’s heart, the holder of friendship.”
The selkie’s home, the sea, was linked to the river. The breeze that blew into central London should be able to convey Lydia’s voice.
She stood there and decided to wait as long as it took.
Suddenly, she could smell the faint scent of fresh water. It didn't come from from the muddy, polluted river; it was a pure scent of the cold, northern sea breeze.
Meanwhile, Lydia found that, on the other side of the tree branches, something flickered. She then stopped at the sight of a figure.
“Ermine ......”
Lydia wanted to run up in front of her, but Ermine stopped her. Her shoulder-length hair fluttered in the wind. And, as if refusing, she shook her head.
“You should not get close to a traitor.”
“You would not hurt me.”
“Being too trusting is very dangerous. However, be that as it may, what is the reason you called for me?”
Certainly not to gossip.
“…… Or maybe not.”
While looking out the window, Edgar grunted.
“I have never failed to pursue a girl before. Perhaps Lydia would be the first.”
“... This is the first time I’ve heard you say those sort of weak words.” Raven muttered.
“I was already doing my best, from the very beginning.”
Lydia was also the first to be able to make him feel better with just her presence. And whenever she was beside him, he was able to dream of a better future.
Unknowingly, Lydia was becoming more and more important in his heart.
“Even if I cannot be with her in the end, I still have to protect Lydia.”
Looking back, Edgar could see the confusion in Raven’s eyes.
The faithful youth had always supported him.
Even if Ermine was gone, even if Lydia didn’t have a change of heart, as long as he had Raven, Edgar had the courage to continue fighting on.
“Even if in the end, Lydia wouldn’t wish to see me again, and even if I had to use those ruthless tricks she loathed, I will do whatever it takes to protect her future. She is a part of my obligation.”
Even if he lost to Prince in the end, he wanted to ensure her safety.
“That's so heartless. Raven, would you even follow me then?”
“Of course, Lord Edgar.”
He couldn't let Raven touch the Diopside. Remembering what Lydia said of Ermine’s warning, Edgar felt moved, but also a bit uneasy.
Then, Edgar announced that he was going out.
“Where are you going?”
“I want to know about Ceylon’s Diopside. Since the professor went to Cambridge, he’s busy right now. However, his protege student is still at the University of London, correct?”
“Do you mean Mr. Langley?”
“Ah yes, that's the name.”
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