Chapter 676
Qiao Anhao was stunned . She stared into Lucy's bright eyes which gradually darkened, as though she wasn't certain what she'd heard . After a long while had passed, she asked in return, "Suicide?"
With that last word, Qiao Anhao's heart instantly panicked . So much so, she didn't dare hear Lucy's reply .
Lu Jinnian actually tried to commit suicide . . . Why did he try to kill himself . . .
She looked as though she was trying really hard to suppress her emotions, tightly clutching the coffee cup in her hands . Her lips had lost all color, like they were drained of blood .
"Yes, suicide . " As she said this, Lucy, who loved to smile, grew upset . "But luckily, I discovered him just in time . He was temporarily unconscious and was sent to the hospital for care . There weren't any major issues, and it didn't leave behind any repercussions .
"That day, my husband didn't rush home from set, so I stayed with Nian in the hospital whilst he was unconscious . He cried two words . . . "
Because Lucy had heard the two words so many times, though she couldn't speak Chinese and her pronunciation may have been shaky, she was able to say Qiao Anhao's name .
"Qiao Qiao .
"After he woke, he became even more quiet . The longest time he went without saying a single word was a week . He loved to randomly stare at one spot in a daze . He, at that time, didn't eat at all, so he was on an IV drip . However, because the nurse had to step away after taking the needle out, he didn't know how to call someone for help, so he lost blood . "
Qiao Anhao didn't know why, but when she heard this, she suddenly lowered her head, not daring to face Lucy .
"That's when I realized he was severely depressed . His depression was so serious, little thoughts could trigger suicidal ones . That time, when he tried to commit suicide by cutting his wrists, perhaps the idea suddenly came to him whilst he was shaving with a razor .
"Of course, severe depression wouldn't have come from a single event . This was something that had followed him from his living environment as a child . However, under normal situation it wouldn’t affect him, but perhaps it was some kind of thought that had triggered him .
"I tried so many ways to communicate with him, but they were all useless . Then, I thought about your name . At first, when I mentioned you, he said some wild things, and he practically trashed everything in the house .
"In the end, I could only control him with medicine to calm him down . Then I would spend time with him everyday and endlessly communicate with him . At the time, my husband stopped production to help me . We spent a lot of energy to finally see him improve .
"That period of time, was a challenge for me, but for him, it was a nightmare .
"Though his condition has improved, it doesn't mean that he's fine now . He looks normal during the day, but at night, he would never sleep at all . We've taken him to the hospital, and to see my psychology teacher . We've used many methods, but they haven't worked . Even if he got a little sleep, it would be induced by medicine .
"It was during all those sleepless nights that I learned all about you from him .
"He used a lot of strength to force himself to forget about you, and yet he still loved you so so deeply .
"You turned him into a hopeless lunatic .
"I put off all the work in my office and spent every night with him for two whole months to help him accept the fact that he had already lost you . "
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