Chapter 139
139 . Lin Xiao Fen’s love 2
The last few words registered, “We met when you went home, hehe . ” Lin Xiao Fen repeated it back to him, only felt that it was ridiculous, “So I left at just the right time, right?” Like a fool she looked forward to the day that he would come and get her, agree to marry her, it turns out he never had the intention!
Tong Wen Hai didn’t say anything, in fact, he also struggled, but he also doesn’t want to miss this opportunity . Chen Wen wasn’t as pretty as Lin Xiao Fen, but to get along with someone like that was good, the most important thing was that her family background was powerful, can help him in his career . Call him selfish, call him cold and ruthless, he can admit it, he just doesn’t want to give up on his future prospects .
His silence told her everything, Lin Xiao Fen’s heart turned cold . She also doesn’t want to say anything more, took a quick glance at him, and laughed and shook her head as she walked past him . It was her to was too foolish to think that this man would be the one she’d rely on in the future, disregard everything and give herself to him, even made her parents the butt of the joke in her village, even infuriated her father to death . As she walked Lin Xiao Fen tried her best to pull on her lips, her face was red and wouldn’t stop . She was pissed at herself, and even blamed herself!
When she got back to the school dormitory she didn’t say anything, and just wet to lie down on the bed and slept . After sleeping for a whole two days, her roommate also became aware of the thing with Tong Wen Hai . Seeing her this way she didn’t know what to say to make her better, and could only comfort her . When it was time to eat she would bring home food for her, but every time Lin Xiao Fen smelled those food she would always feel nauseous and retch . Everyone didn’t seem to mind, and thought she was just very broken-hearted . After two days Lin Xiao Fen seemed to thinned down . Two days later someone suddenly ran over to her and said that her mother had sent a middle age woman to look for her, and was at the school gate right now . Lin Xiao Fen was alarmed, and as she wasn’t taking care of her body she felt weak . She directly sat up from her bed and ran over to the school gate .
The person who came was indeed mother Lin, back wrapped in cloth, her face was travel-worn . Thinking that she couldn’t get in touch with her daughter, mother Lin started to feel worried, so she packed up her stuff and came over to her daughter’s school .
She arranged a small guesthouse outside the school for her mother . As she was putting away her mother’s stuff, her mother started to question about her and Tong Wen Hai’s marriage and when they plan to do it . The hand that was putting the stuff away paused, Lin Xiao Fen didn’t dare to turn around and look at her mother . She didn’t dare to tell her mother that she was dumped by Tong Wen Hai .
Seeing her not speak, Lin mama could sense something . She quickly stepped forward and pulled her, questioning her, “What’s the matter? He doesn’t want to marry?”
Lin Xiao Fen bit on her lips, her eyes contained her tears, finally she turned around and kneeled in front of her mother, “Mom, I’m sorry, I’ve wronged you and father!” As she spoke she slapped herself .
Lin mama could only feel a thunder strike down, she grabbed her daughter and asked, “Tong Wen Hai does not want you?”
Lin Xiao Fen shook her head, saying no .
Seeing her so, Lin mama got even angrier, grasped her shoulder shaking her and said, “Say it, what you’re saying is, Tong Wen Hai doesn’t want you, after playing with you he doesn’t want you, is that it!”
Being shaken like that by her mother was painful, Lin Xiao Fen could only nod, but couldn’t say a word .
Lin mama simply felt that the sky was going to collapse, she just lost her husband, and now her daughter has been abandoned . To know that in this era, a woman’s body is not intact, who would want her! The more she thought about it the angrier she got, the more she thought the sadder she was, grasping Lin Xiao Fen patting her non-stop, she said, “What evil did I commit ah, why do I have such a shameless daughter, also killed your father, why, why!”
Lin Xiao Fen just cried, let her mother scold her .
She deeply regretted it, but nothing could be taken back . In fact, after all, she is her own daughter, hitting her also hurt her . Lin mama in turn slapped her own face, while saying that she was not good, did not educate her daughter, had let her do such a thing, had harmed her husband to death . While saying that she slapped herself, every slap left a deep blood-red print .
Seeing that Lin Xiao Fen could only quickly pull her mother, said that it was okay that her mother was angry at her, do not hurt herself .
That afternoon, the mother and daughter held each other’s head and wept in the guest house .
After crying, Lin mama wanted to go to Tong Wen Hai and get a statement, but she was blocked by Lin Xiao Fen, she does not want to embarrass themselves, she wants to retain their only dignity .
At her daughter’s insistence, Lin mama didn’t have any other way . Lin mama stayed in the guest house for two days, then go up ready to return to the village, but no one thought, on the way back, the vehicle that Lin mama was on got into an accident, when crossing the mountain and turning the corner they didn’t control it, the driver and the 20 passengers all fell down the mountain, the car was destroyed and no one was spared .
Successive strikes like that made Lin Xiao Fen unable to stand, her body broke down . At the extreme point she thought light of her life, though to end her fate . She stood at the river bank, looked at it for a long time, and thought about it for a long time . Finally she took off her shoes, step by step she walked over towards the heart of the river . When the river gradually submerged her body, until it reached her head, she gave up struggling, determined to die, but after woke up after losing consciousness, she found herself at the hospital . Sitting beside her was a big man not too much older than her, his body dripping . Seeing her awaken, he smiled at her, and asked her if she was hurting anywhere, and promptly called for the doctor . That big man was Gu Heng Wen .
After the doctor did a simple inspection on her, confirming that she was okay, the doctor turned to Gu Heng Wen who was standing at the side and criticized him, “You young people squabbling and quarrelling, as man you should think of your wife, how could you anger her so much that she went to go drown! Don’t you know, if you didn’t rescue her on time, you would have one corpse and two lives, then you’d be remorseful!”
Gu Heng Wen was utterly confused, and asked, “Meaning, what, one corpse two lives?” He clearly only saved one person .
The doctor glanced at him, and let out a soft sigh, “Don’t you know she’s pregnant?”
Lin Xiao Fen sat on the bed in disbelief . The doctor just said she was pregnant!
After the doctor left, Gu Heng Wen looked at Lin Xiao Fen, then asked, “Where do you live, do you want me to look for your family?”
Lin Xiao Fen did not have a response to the shocking news . She didn’t look at Gu Heng Wen, and stared blankly at the ceiling . A while later she reached out and felt her own stomach, then suddenly raised her hand in grief and wanted to squash her own belly . Fortunately Gu Heng Wen had swiftly seen that hand, and hurriedly captured it . He looked at her angrily and asked, “What are you doing, didn’t you just hear what the doctor said, you are pregnant!”
Lin Xiao Fen forced a laugh, as she laughed a tear fell, “I don’t even want my own life, why would I want this child’s life!” This child should not be here, should not come into this world, it’s existence was a mistake!
“The child is innocent, you gave him life, you should give him to the right to see this world!” Gu Heng Wen said with a serious face .
Lin Xiao Fen stared at him, just said, “This is my issue, I don’t need you to interfere!”
“I saved your life, so I am responsible for you!” Gu Heng Wen insisted .
Lin Xiao Fen stayed in the hospital for 3 days, during which Gu Heng Wen was the one who was by her side taking care of her . After Gu Heng Wen’s inquiries, Lin Xiao Fen very briefly told him about what happened these past few months . Gu Heng Wen turned silent, and asked her to go look for Tong Wen Hai one more time, see if he would go back, after all now they have a child together .
Lin Xiao Fen after Gu Heng Wen’s persuasion, ultimately went to go find Tong Wen Hai one more time, but when she waited for Tong Wen Hai after an entire day at the place they rented and did not see him return, instead she heard the news of Tong Wen Hai and Chen Wen’s marriage . Lin Xiao Fen really thought herself as a big joke .
Gu Heng Wen was not rest assured and went to go look for her, when he found her she was walking down the street, both eyes soulless, her body lifeless . He called out to her several times until she finally responded . Seeing Gu Heng Wen in front of her, Lin Xiao Fen suddenly collapsed, held him and cried bitterly in his embrace .
Gu Heng Wen doesn’t ask much, but knew what the outcome was .
After Lin Xiao Fen’s breakdown, she told Gu Heng Wen that she doesn’t want this child, but was severely reprimanded by Gu Heng Wen . Gu Heng Wen had always believed, no matter what resentment there was during their parents’ time, children are innocent, since they gave this child life, how could they deprive the child of the right to come to this world .
But Lin Xiao Fen insisted that she did not want to keep this child, does not want anything to do with Tong Wen Hai . Finally unable to persuade her, Gu Heng Wen accompanied Lin Xiao Fen to the hospital . In the first minute before entering the hospital, Gu Heng Wen was still trying to persuade Lin Xiao Fen in hopes of keeping this child, but Lin Xiao Fen was resolute, there was no room for negotiation .
But sometimes it really is God who made people . When Lin Xiao Fen said she wanted to terminate the child, the doctor told her she could not, the child is nearly 4 months along, has been formed in the stomach, if insist to not keep the child, then it will be dangerous for the mother, and Lin Xiao Fen’s own physique was special, she’s the type who’d have difficulties conceiving, if she insists on not having the child, then she may lose the right to be a mother in this life . Hearing that, Gu Heng Wen at the side insisted on taking Lin Xiao Fen out of the hospital, insisted on not aborting the child .
Lin Xiao Fen did not care, she does not want to live, why would she care if it was good for her body or not, can or cannot conceive, no one would want a woman such as her .
In a moment of desperation Gu Heng Wen said to her, if she keeps the child, he will become the father of the child .
Lin Xiao Fen was shocked, and stared at him unable to come up with a reaction . A while later, she asked, “You, what did you just say?”
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