Hua Hua You Long - Volume 1 - Chapter 10

Chapter 10 -  Drifting affection by the pure stream

It was early autumn. Yet, Jiangnan carried on with the spell of lingering hot weather after the beginning of autumn, the reason was the still remaining suffocating blazing hot air.

Lu Cang, with the brothers, although dwelled in the depth of the mountain, still couldn’t break away nor reduce this hot and stuffy weather. The sun already inclined a bit, everybody relieved themselves in the mountain stream that was surging to the mountain side. Playing and bathing. In the attempt to wash away the summer heat, to convert and freshen their whole body temperature.

Lu Cang had returned to Jiangnan for several months. With the help of the hidden link in Hangzhou City, he managed to get in touch with his brothers at Mount Lu Cang. Because he was afraid that Jing would chase to kill him to take revenge, he could only give up the many years pain to build up fort and property on Mount Lu Cang. Bringing all the members of the stronghold to seek for another secluded place in the remote mountain, claim the wasteland and establish new residential. It could be counted as setting a new shelter.

From a distance, rather far from the laughing and playing people, he found a rock to sit. Lu Cang took off his shoes and soaked his tired and sleepy toes in the small rivulet of watercourse. Feeling the cool and refreshing sensation passed through from the bottom of his feet, immediately, his whole body relaxed. His mind was crystal clear, little by little, numerous thoughts began to float from his mind.

Xuan Yuan Jing…….

The name emerged again in his mind. Though the memory was enough to dilute the agony, but the bitterness that remained was like an undissolvable taste of a strong bitter tea, stifled in his mind and heart. Once he thought about all of his suffering from the unjustly wrongful treatment and the physical torment, he couldn’t refrain from having this deeply miserable feeling remaining.

A month ago, Lu Cang relied on the built up indignation and pain, concentrating himself to muster up his will power, made an effort to move with a pole, bringing his whole badly injured body to appear in front of his brothers. Naturally everybody would be shocked and scared. Yet, when they asked him the cause of his wounds, he made a very painful expression thus the brothers didn’t have the nerve to make a detailed inquiry.

Along with his slow rate improved physical condition, Lu Cang’s mood, by each day passing by, had sunk even heavier. The endlessly worried brothers, took the initiative to devotedly find for him some enjoyment to divert him from boredom.  The rumored to be beautiful and moving also as tender as snow, Hangzhou’s famous courtesan, Lu Chuan Er.

Too bad, facing this skillful and ingenious beauty, Lu Cang  not only didn’t share any poetic and romantic night any affectionate couple would do, by then and there, he flew into a furious rage instead. The frightened to death Chuan Er and all of his brothers could only gasp, with astonishment in their eyes as they stared at him, absolutely having no idea what was the cause of his soaring fury.

Only Lu Cang himself knew why he shot his senseless wrath towards his brothers to that extent. ---- The soreness that was coming forth from the lower part of his body almost every night tormented Lu Cang. Quivering from the generated heat and contracted feeling, reduced him to only gritting his teeth and writhing in pain on the bed.

That kind of terrifying feeling could only lead to one conclusion. ---- He, who was known as the “Eagle”, from now on was merely a disabled man, he was useless to the point where he couldn’t even be regarded as a man anymore. The sole fortunate thing to console him was nobody knew about this secret but himself.

Jing……

All because Jing dragged him in. To be involved with Jing, what remained of him was no more than a ruined body as well as his completely turned into ashes’ feeling of love. Even without his deformed body, he was afraid that he was unable to love again for the rest of his life. There’s no way for him to be able to accept anyone again.

The beginning of each and everything was originated from a glimpse that changed his destiny. --- Jing the great emperor disguised himself in woman’s clothing, stunned Lu Cang and took his breath away until he was unable to hold himself together. Also, he foolishly used revenge to cover up his infatuation to see Jing again. Following next was the beginning of all of the tragedies.

If karma really did exist, Jing definitely was his long life’s’ greatest calamity….. Unconsciously, he used the cloth in his hand to wipe clean his slightly drenched in sweat body. Lu Cang was gazing at his several deep scars’ image from between his front garment reflected by the water.  --- The wound on his shoulder had faded. Every time his eyes met with the plum-blossom-shaped on his chest, the pink scar penetrated by his own hands’ fingers, he would be agonizing over his pierced to the bones’ shame. The shame of his complete failure in love altogether with the shame of his attempt to end his own life…….

Drowned in his own train of thoughts, Lu Cang abruptly came to his senses by the shouting of his subordinates.

“Who’s that?! Announce your name….” Mountain bandits would always be mountain bandits, arrived at this unfamiliar place yet still blocked the pathway.

This thought made Lu Cang slightly smile. He turned his head to look behind his back, towards the direction that his subordinates shouted at, the smile vanished in a flash from his face.

The distance was about 10 Zhang* from his place, on a bridge of stone, a person donned in white perched upright. His white garment was fluttering in the air. The blowing mountain breeze brought and resounded the sound of his sleeve. Perfectly concealing his celestial like appearance.

*(t/n : Zhang here is a unit of length, equal to 3 and 1/3 meters. Since feet and yard don’t fit this length, I leave it as the original word.)

However, those pair of cold eyes was stably directed at him, calmly fixed on him. The bottomless deep black pupil, completely showed nothing of hostility, - neither murderous aura nor the kinds of sentiment.  ---- That person was Jing.

Lu Cang’s heart suddenly shrank and seized. His hand reacted before his brain, he took out his sword which he put beside him. He jumped up to the middle of the stream, situated himself between Jing and his brothers to keep them off.

“Everybody, Run!!! --- Quick, run away…. As far as you can….” In front of Lu Cang’s eyes, the sight was rather blurred. He turned around and exerting his utmost strength to yell at his brothers.

Looking at everyone dumbfounded faces, remained on their spot without any intention to move, Lu Cang almost ripped out his lung to roar at them : “Hurry up – Get lost now…. Go….”

Probably it was because of Lu Cang’s unusual expression that made them realized that something was off, after a period of hesitation, at long last they started to fall back. While withdrawing, they repeatedly turned their head around, again and again until they finally disappeared from his line of vision.

Lu Cang turned his head back and lifted his sword to his chest level. ---- He had never been brave enough to underestimate Jing’s capability, only he never expected that Jing would find him this fast. Counting on his own power, going all out and risking his life, he could stall Jing for approximately a quarter of an hour. It was sufficient enough to create an opening for his brothers to scatter away so they wouldn’t be led to such a fatal disaster because of Lu Cang.

Just come!

In his heart, thoughts were passing through, instead of remaining in this steadily worsening condition, he would be better off with a straightforward death. ---- He was firmly regarded as the assassin who killed His Majesty the Emperor’s lover. Looks like this impressive scenery of the beautiful mountain stream was doomed to be his burial ground.

 Lu Cang tightened his grip on his sword. ---- He was venturing in the Jianghu, martial arts’ world, to be dying under this martial artist’s sword was something to be expected since long ago. He only wished, by shedding his blood, he would be able to wash clear all of his suffering and humiliation from the time he was still tied down to Jing.

He breathed in a mouthful air, “Come!” . He said, calmly facing towards the still standing tall and upright all by himself, Jing. Lu Cang saw a slightly wavering white silhouette.

Jing’s movement when he came down completely broke apart all that Lu Cang could have imagined he would do. ---- Jing didn’t even put to good use any of his air kungfu. Rather, he gracefully bowed, took off his shoes and cast it aside. Just like that, he leapt to enter the small stream and waded forward in the water towards Lu Cang’s direction.

Lu Cang gritted his teeth, desperately tried to cease his uncontrollably heart beating sound. Though Jing approached with carefree and leisurely manner, yet precisely because of that his fear was exceeded. Without knowing what kind of bad luck awaited him.

The water was gurgling, the atmosphere filled with a tensed air that might break out at any moment. Jing had gotten close to him and within 3.3 meters range.

“Aaaa……”  Lu Cang burst out a fierce sound, bringing his sword and his whole self altogether and charged at Jing. His figure flew in circles. ---- Launched a surprising disorder attack. He exerted the move that Jing taught him, basically, he had become completely desperate.

Pointed his sword straight to Jing’s chest, intending to harm him. His only objective was to strike that figure in white. Lu Cang could only see a blurred pattern, suddenly, he lost his attack target.

He didn’t even have the time to reconcile himself, with a bang on his waist, Lu Cang was overthrown to the water.
When he was about to raise his sword again, a white as snow barefoot stepped on his right hand.----- “Hurt……” He couldn’t suppress his groan, he could clearly hear his right hand’s disintegrated bones distinct sound.

Without any courage left to lift his head and lookup at the familiar face he knew so well, Lu Cang silently closed his eyes, waiting for the long sword to pierce through his chest in a flash.

Waiting for a long time, Jing still didn’t make any move.

He finally couldn’t stand the wait and lifted his head, to behold a pair of recondite beautiful eyes. ---- Four eyes met, gazing at each other. Jing’s face was completely devoid of any billows, while Lu Cang was unable not to be visibly moved and changed his countenance. ---- After all, this was the beauty that he was deeply in love with.

“Lu Cang, do you think by hiding here I won’t be able to find you?” Jing’s voice not severe nor stern, certainly not gentle at all too. He bent over to brace up Lu Cang’s left hand, forcibly pulling Lu Cang out from the water.

“My skill is not to your level, I have nothing more to say….. Just give me a direct and straight one!” Both of Lu Cang’s hands were twisted to his back, but he still did his best to hold his head high.

Jing ignored his words as if turning a deaf ear. Violently, he pushed him over. He pulled Lu Cang’s sash and used it to tie Lu Cang’s hands behind his back.

His neck was yanked by Jing, Lu Cang staggering, walked on the slippery rocks. Because of Jing’s shove, he nearly tumbled down several times, in addition, he was grasped firmly. Jing obviously staggered along with him in complete dissatisfaction. As soon as they reached the river bank, he ruthlessly shoved Lu Cang. Taken by surprise, Lu Cang slipped and fell on the river bank’s grass in a difficult position all at once.

The pain on his broken hand was like being burnt. Lu Cang struggled for a while only to find out that there was nothing he could do to stand himself up. ---- He could sense the cold and unconcerned eyes from behind his back. Subconsciously, he clenched his teeth. Desperately telling himself that he couldn’t look weak in front of this demon.

“What? No more strength?” Seeing that Lu Cang was no longer struggling, Jing, from behind his back, squatted on his heels. His hand lightly slipped in from the gap on Lu Cang’s upper garment that widely opened. Ambiguously caressing his solid back’s smooth skin.

“You!----“  The sudden startling intimacy caused Lu Cang to cry out in alarm. His heart not listening to his command, because of this light touch, began to waver.

Jing’s hand gradually slid down, stretched forwards to the place under his waist. Since his sash had been untied, his flimsy trousers were easily being pulled down. Lu Cang drew in a mouthful of cold air. ---- His buttocks muscle which got in touch with the open air, tensed up and stretched tight. It made Jing unable to restrain his wicked nature and viciously stretched out his hand to knead it.

“Ah, don’t do this…..” Lu Cang finally loosened up his pursed tight lip. Let himself gasp for breath helplessly. The him who was pitifully bound up, giving out this kind of voice could only throw himself into passivity.

Jing became even more excited. He put forth his strength to seize Lu Cang’s broken hand and flipped him over. ---- Now, their position had become a two people looked at each other’s position. Jing slightly retreated, stood in the water, from his place, he was allowed to have a complete look at Lu Cang.

Without a sash to tidy up his clothing, Lu Cang’s clothes were wide open on both sides of his body. Lu Cang was fully aware that his upper body and lower body striped bruises and scars, all of them, were exposed within Jing’s limited line of sight. He couldn’t help but to curl up his body upon this realization. ---- He wasn’t afraid of his death at all, instead, he was deeply frightened by the kind of feeling of completely forfeiting his dignity while Jing carried out his death execution.

Jing still remained silent. He used his iron tongs like hands to grip Lu Cang’s ankles. A moment later, he forcefully pulled them open to both sides. Then he positioned himself to stand between Lu Cang’s thighs.

Both thighs were spread to the utmost angle, it couldn’t be spread any further. Yet, Jing still hadn’t any considerations to stop his action. ---- The area between his thighs felt the pain of tearing apart. His private part, because of the excessive pulling action, had also been turning to a light pink color and spreaded out in front of Jing.

So painful.

When he was in pain, Lu Cang suddenly came to realization what Jing had in mind. ---- Perhaps, Jing intended to rip him in two pieces while he was still living.

A bit of bloody dying method. ---- But talking about Jing, this method could already be counted as a merciful measure. Lu Cang closed his eyes tightly. Quietly waiting for his disaster to arrive.

His pair of thighs had been divided to the utmost limit. What happened next was absolutely not what Lu Cang had imagined, the horrifying scene of blood and flesh flying in every direction. ---- Jing firmly pressed down on Lu Cang. The already couldn’t be suppressed hard, stiff and sword like sharp thing swiftly inserted in Lu Cang’s body.

“Ahh….” The already badly injured inner part, to be stabbed into while he was unprepared, Lu cang could feel the intense and violent pain of his torn apart entrance to the border of his waist. He was caught in an illusion due to this crude split. For a period of time, he was drowned in his semi-conscious state. Everything became a blur.

Bursting out with the cry of pain, Lu Cang clearly felt the feeling of the old wound within his body cracked open again. Fresh blood was pouring out from his anus. Because Jing’s sex organ blocked the exit way, the blood flowed towards the rectum.  ---  The pain was too painful to be endured by a man.

Lu Cang randomly writhed his body, the lower part of his body was like an off the shore fish, rocked and swayed for his life, in an attempt to throw off Jing’s suppression that clamped him down.

“No… Don’t…..” Jing’s brutally thrusting in and ruthlessly taking out movements reduced Lu Cang to a nearly hysterical scream.

How could the extremely thrilled Jing stand this urge, between his uneven breathing spell, he said: “Don’t blame me! You moved randomly like this, how can I possibly restraint myself. “He leaned over his body, using his hand to detain Lu Cang’s back and putting his body weight to deadly push him down, not letting him to carelessly struggle in order to break free.

He moved his waist in a regular yet frenzy movement. Jing made use of the blood as the substantial lubrication to jerk spasmodically inside Lu Cang’s body.

“Hurt….. So hurts….. Just kill me…. Kill me!….” His intestines hurt so much as if being stirred by a knife, making Lu Cang almost insane. Although he tried to writhe his body, but due to Jing’s pressure he couldn’t move. His face distorted and shouting out his death wish to be arrived.---- But all he could feel was the stirring pain in the depth of his body.

“Ahh….. Ahh….. Ahhhhhhh……. “ Like a fiery flame burning ablaze, before Lu Cang’s eyes was a layer of bloody red. This was the most horrifying punishment. He couldn’t even think about having a peaceful death while enduring this horrible anguish.

The excited Jing still hadn’t completely attained the greatest extent of his desire. His beastly desire was set on fire. He chose to tighten his pressing on both Lu Cang’s head and body. His private part was continuously ramming against Lu Cang. He sought until he found the summit of pleasure that he had never experienced before…………

“Fuu……..” After releasing all of him inside Lu Cang, he still hadn’t taken out his desire.

Returned from his blissful world, he realized that Lu Cang remained in his sustained spasm. Lu Cang’s face was in total chaos. It was as if he didn’t realize that this ravaging stage had already ended.

Jing knitted his brows together into a frown, he tightened up his hold on Lu Cang’s upper arm, brought Lu Cang from the ground and rose him high in the air, wrapped his arm around Lu Cang. He could feel Lu Cang’s slight quivering in his embrace. From inside his heart, a burst of unfamiliar warmth bubbled forth. ---- He silently waited for Lu Cang to recover and wake up from his pain.

“Wuuu…. So hurts……” Hearing the low groan from his bosom, Jing quickly loosened up the force on Lu Cang’s arm. Lu Cang raised his head. Two people were like strangers, looking at each other face to face for a little while.

In the end, Lu Cang lowered his head: “You should have been satisfied. Strike now!!” His voice was low as a whisper, as if he was hesitating over countless turns in his heart just to be able to spit out this word.

Emptiness in his heart, the pain inside his body hurt like being scraped by a knife. Lu Cang felt that he had no more strength to face Jing. From the depth of his heart, he had admitted since long ago, his own incapability to confront this man.  That was not only about his lack of strength in his resistance ability, furthermore it was, the powerlessness to confront the man he loved so dearly.

Jing made an unexpected move. ---- He forcefully took out his member that was still inside of Lu Cang’s body. The abrupt pain and ache made all of Lu Cang’s body powerless once again. He could only helplessly become weak and limp on the ground.

“Strike is referring to kill you, yes? Can you tell me the reason to kill you?” Jing stood up, he straightened up his disheveled lower body’s clothing. Looking down at Lu Cang who was between his feet, he asked with a light and relaxed voice.

“Need no to play this kind of joke!”, Lu Cang at long last couldn’t contain his grief and shouted out, “I admit, I can’t be your opponent, give me a straightforward one! What’s the meaning of tormenting me again. I am but your defeated opponent. I could only beg you to leave me a little bit of honor. May I?? Your Majesty!!”

His eyes tingled a bit, Lu Cang desperately held back his tears. To conceal it, he looked at the ground beside him. Working hard to suppress his heart’s rolling vigor which was about to gush out: “I killed your beloved royal uncle, Yongyi, didn’t I? Blood for blood. So, you can just kill me now to avenge him. Our skill is not equal, even if I die, I also couldn’t complain.

Jing stared at Lu Cang and looked at him for a while. Suddenly, from the corner of his lips, he pulled out a weird smile.

“Why? You are no longer able to stand me? Honor! How do you want me to honor you? Tell me. “Jing lifted his still bared foot and trampled on Lu Cang’s lower’s abdomen part. Fiercely stepping on him.

Lu Cang gritted his teeth, firmly clenched both his hands, bearing the overwhelming pressure from his under belly section. ---- The blood from his thigh mixed with XXX because of the pressure force, little by little flowing out, lining down on the naked Lu Cang. It as if rather looked like somewhat of an amorous xxxxxxx painting.

Jing wasn’t using the same force as previously. He slid his bare foot downwards, gently rolled and overturned on Lu Cang’s sex organ.
“Looks like you’re seemingly not greatly satisfy with my service.” Using his foot to pick and tease on Lu Cang’s dispirited sex organ, Jing mocked at him: “The incredible me who still so sincerely is trying to please you.”

To please me ---- Lu Cang sneered in his heart. Using this could practically let my intestines to come off style of making love?

“Alright, Let’s make you satisfied.” Jing gently shifted his foot. Feeling the peculiar soft and lithe thing under his foot.

“You!…….”Lu Cang quickly held up his knees to cover, both his hands gripped the advancing ankle. But no matter how he exerted all of his strength, he still couldn’t take away that foot which was moving in a damned pattern.

Absolutely didn’t feel excited at all. ---- Jing’s motion wasn’t rough, to the extent it could be said as gentle. If Lu Cang hadn’t suffered from the wounds, most probably he really would be so excited for this very reason.

However, what’s left now was merely a clear awareness from this mortification. ---- His heart was extremely pained with unspeakable grief. Lu Cang couldn’t say anything to stop Jing.

He was well aware that Jing wouldn’t care to show any interest nor pay any attention to him. Jing’s purpose was none other than, before his death, to make him suffer more and long hardship, to make his death became more miserable. If Jing happened to find out that he, after being maliciously wrecked and viciously trampled on at that time, could only live a life of an eunuch, Jing surely would ridicule him and laugh his head off.

Jing’s foot moved and shifted in an extremely stimulating way. Lu Cang didn’t know what kind of expression he should make on his face. He could only awkwardly gaze at the sky, resigned to Jing and let him continue his savage torture.

Facing Lu Cang death like stiffness, Jing finally lost his excitement. He doubtfully ceased his movement, staring at that unresponsive thing for a while. Squatting on his heel, he began to stroke gently using his hand. ---- A fit of powerful grind until Lu Cang’s lower part little by little began to flush red, but still didn’t show any signs of erection.

At long last, Jing realized his unusual condition. He halted his hand’s movement, turned his gaze towards Lu Cang: “What’s wrong?” He creased his brow, “Are you disabled?” He used his thumb to heave and drag it to a bell like position. Because of that extremely obscene frame, Lu Cang was shivering for a bit. In the end, he weakly nodded his head, admitting this humiliating fact.

“Please kill me! You can consider me ….. as….. as…… an acquaintance of your family, so, give me a quick and direct death.” He desperately swallowed the “former day’s friendly relationship” words.

He clearly understood how unsightly his current appearance was. ----- His upper body only had a piece of tattered clothes, exposing his chest and shoulder’s scars which hadn’t faded away. Jing’s wanton love bites could be found everywhere on his body. There was also Jing’s remaining bodily fluid flowing from a tight corner of his body. Being like this, ----  Maybe, be dead was a better choice instead.

“What makes you think that I should kill you? Already tired of living?” Compared to Lu Cang’s grief as to wish that he was dead, Jing appeared to be in such leisure and carefree attitude. He elegantly sat by Lu Cang’s side and asked with an unclear and indifferent tone.
“
Didn’t you want to eliminate me before? At Tong’an city’s gate, you almost had your wish fulfilled.” Lu Cang worked hard to turn his body, showing only his back side to Jing.

Jing turned his head at his direction, a little unable to restrain his fluttering heart from wavering. ---- Lu Cang had a beautiful body line, in addition, during these time, he had gotten thinner thus his waist line compared to his former shape had become more noticeable. The dubious mix of red and white that was leaking out from between his thigh was what made Jing a little bit incapable to control himself.

“Is that so?” While responding in a vague manner of speaking, Jing stretched out his hand to pull Lu Cang into his arms, allowing him to lean on his bosom in an embrace. He attentively helped Lu Cang to untie his back’s bind and gently nurtured his bruising wrist. ---- Even he was amazed at himself, where did this plenty of tender affection come from.

Lu Cang who was still immersed in his train of thought, somewhat absentmindedly snuggled up in Jing’s chest. Only until Jing began to tenderly caress and stroke his body that he came to his senses and was aware about how strange the circumstances he’s in now.

Lu Cang startled and tried to sit upright, but Jing closely held him. : “Don’t be afraid, I won’t kill you. About the truth, I have heard it from Xi Zhen……”

“What?! What did you say?!” Lu Cang was astounded and forgot the thought of escaping. He struggled to turn his body then asked Jing: “Truth?! What truth?!”

Now their position had changed into a face to face embrace.

Jing remained calm and collected, tightened up his arms, he said : “The matter regarding the pill that poisoned and killed Yong Yi, that was actually given by Xi Zhen.”

“Ahhh……” Lu Cang’s heart suddenly seized. For a moment, he was unable to speak, he could only blankly gaze at Jing.
“Can’t understand?” Jing moved his head closer, changing into a posture closer to Lu Cang’s ear. Steam of tickling hot air passed through Lu Cang’s face: “I know that Yong Yi’s death had nothing to do with you, you had your injustice cleansed.…”

Lu Cang could feel a stream of steaming hot air at full speed suffocating his chest from the pit of his stomach. He still hadn’t said a word. ---- All of his body wounds insanely hurting like being torn open altogether at once. So painful that it made him almost want to huddle up himself.

From the bottom of his heart, steam like boiling water was rising up. Yet, Jing used his hot and wet lips to kiss him lightly and moistened his lips.

Didn’t know where the power came from, but Lu Cang fiercely pushed Jing away. He struggled to rise and stood up. With the dilapidated outer garment he wrapped himself. His steps were faltering as he attempted to head to the stream’s side.

Jing was taken aback, busily he chased after him, exerting his strength to drag back the already at the stream’s side’s Lu Cang: “You are inexplicable, what do you get angry at? Obviously, you should be happy!”

Lu Cang firmly bit down on his lip, but didn’t even turn his head to look. After a long while, he burst out several words: “Happy? What is it to be happy about? How about princess Xi Zhen, does she remain as Her Ladyship the Empress?”

“How could that be possible?” Jing looked like he suddenly realized what had happened. “Get along for a long time, yet you still have to bear the bitterness she caused…”   (t/n : literally said : still have to eat her vinegar/jealousy.) (and what Jing tried to emphasis here is : Lu Cang and Xi Zhen get along for quite sometimes, but Xi Zhen didn’t put this into consideration and conveniently used Lu Cang as her scapegoat.)    

Stretching out his arms, from behind, he pulled Lu Cang’s body closer into a hug in his bosom: “She certainly repented for her crime. She cut off her hair and entered the nun-hood.”

Lu Cang was shivering from head to toe from this answer. “Ah!.....”

He called to mind that youth’s charming face. No matter how, Lu Cang couldn’t relate Xi Zhen the princess, who held a high status and always lived in comfort, with a young Buddhist Nun, who was all on her own and lonely in the dusk. ----  He recalled the reminiscence of that smart looking facial expression when she looked at Jing. Again, he tried to associate that expression to the young girl’s current heart-broken and in despair state expression. His heart couldn’t help but to be twisted into a ball.

Jing’s body heat was continuously passing through from behind, instead, Lu Cang felt that they were separated by a layer of ice cold mountain. ----  Jing’s selfishness along with his inability to cherish really inflicted his contempt.  And yet, the fact that he loved and longed for this man chilled his heart even more.

“The point is….I’m the only one left?” His voice was so light, but Jing still clearly heard him.

“What do you mean?” The rare tenderness of Jing disappeared. He forcefully turned Lu Cang’s body to face him. Applying his grave and stern eyes to extort an explanation about what Lu Cang had said.

“Yong Yi’s dead. Xi Zhen also had become a nun. That’s why you think of me?”  Lu Cang fearlessly met Jing’s eyes. Word by word, he burst out the issue that caused his broken heart.

Jing’s pupils shrank and darkened. ----- Lu Cang knew that he was trying his best to control his rage. At the same time, he could feel Jing’s fingers that gripped on his body gradually tighten up, opening Lu Cang’s clothes even wider, exposing his shoulder and front chest’s eye striking scars.

“You could casually accuse me as a murderer, with all your might wanting to put me to death, then you could so casually tell me that you had treated me unjustly. So what? You want me to shout and jump for joy, crawl under your feet and beg you to bring me back to your harem again?” Lu Cang was unable to stop his body from trembling while condemning Jing. “What do you regard me as, actually? Your plaything? Your pet? Or just your male prostitute?”

His voice uncontrollably became sharp. He intended to throw Jing’s hand off, but Jing clamped him tightly so he couldn’t move. Jing moved even closer to press his lips on Lu Cang’s, aiming to use brute force to suppress his own anger.

An unyielding tip of tongue forcefully pried open Lu Cang’s lips apart, Jing’s mixed with anger’s kiss wildly swept all over Lu Cang’s oral cavity. He also inserted his fingers wildly in between Lu Cang’s thigh.

“Plak!!!” A simple clear and melodious noise condensed the air. ---- Jing wore an expression of disbelief, staring at Lu Cang. However, while Jing was in a confused state of mind, Lu Cang who struggled to get his hand free was also startled, he shockingly looked at his hand which just hit Jing.

 “I told you to let me go! Who told you not to listen!” He put his heart in order, simply bringing the life and death struggle and cast it in the back of his mind, not to care about the fact that he already gave the arrogant high and mighty Jing a slap.

 Jing stood still on his spot without making a sound. ----- In his 25 years of life, there seriously wasn’t anyone who dared to hit him. Given his honorable status and position, undoubtedly people wouldn’t have the guts to approach him. His excellent martial arts also assured him not to suffer any loses when he travelled incognito.

Lu Cang fell back a step as he staggered. ----- Jing’s body sent forth a vicious vibe that made him afraid. However, his pride couldn’t tolerate him to retreat again. He stood steadfastly in his place, slightly raised his head, waiting for the horrifying punishment that was about to come.

“You have a dog’s damned nerve!!” Jing gnashing his teeth in hatred while looking at him. Word per word that he had said was uttered from the space between his teeth. Step by step, he closed in to Lu Cang. His eyes sent out a flash of rage.

Concubine Yi, ---- The local high scholar woman, beautiful and multi-talented, because she accidentally stepped on Jing’s Royal crown which fell down, committed suicide by imperial order; Lady Lian, ----  Jiangnan most beautiful woman, because of when she was in her jubilant moment with Jing, her nail scratched Jing’s shoulder, also committed suicide…….. Didn’t know why, all the awful tell-tales he heard when he was posted as an imperial bodyguard regarding Jing and how he ruthlessly treated his imperial concubines floated up in Lu Cang’s mind at this moment.

“Aaaa……” That very terrifying image made Lu Cang, who was still seized by Jing, shriek out for a moment. “Aaaaa…. No…. Aaaaa!…..” He was over-powered and pushed down to the ground by Jing. Caused by his deep-rooted fear, he couldn’t help but involuntarily, from his throat, let out his scream.

“You indeed have a great nerve! Looks like, if I don’t let you take a good look at my temper, it won’t do anymore!!”
Jing furiously began to expend his piercing nibble to bite and prick on Lu Cang’s skin. His hands also roughly rubbed and kneaded on Lu Cang’s body, tearing to shreds the last piece of the upper garment that covered his body. While raising his own outer robe in a rage, he pulled down his trousers altogether with his underwear. He pressed his already hard and erect lethal weapon on Lu Cang’s vulnerable part.

“Don’t do this…. I beg you, don’t be like this…..” Better than being violated again by Jing, Lu Cang would rather him to generously bestow him with death instead. His body was breaking apart. Though he had lost his pleasant function, nonetheless because of the rubbing friction of Jing’s flesh, he found it difficult to restrain his panting and gasping for breath.

His fractured hand was powerlessly drooping by his side. The other hand was stopped by Jing’s deathly grip. ---- He looked on helplessly when Jing eagerly nibbled on his front chest. The itching and aching nipple constantly stimulated his senses.  Lu Cang once again got caught in a hysterical condition.

Jing’s fingers made an attempt to enter Lu Cang’s body. Lu Cang came to a realization. : His already injured body wouldn’t be able to endure another violation. Jing intended to have him die in Jing’s frenzied desire. ---- One more time (of the crazy sex), and he would definitely be dropped dead. He himself was clear about his own physical condition, knowing that his internal organs absolutely couldn’t manage another forceful thrusting.

Jing’s lips and tongue were wet and hot, licking from Lu Cang’s under belly all the way heading straight to his lower body. His fingers also pushing deeper in his inner part.

“Heavens...” In a flashed moment when Jing’s wet and hot tongue wrapped around him, the mentally unprepared Lu Cang couldn’t help but cry out in alarm with a chocked voice. He originally thought that next to come was that merciless thrust, certainly never expecting that Jing would……

So to say, Jing using his mouth was not the first time, but under this kind of circumstances…… After Lu Cang hit him…

Lu Cang felt that he was in bewilderment, however, that living thing which was enveloping him was displaying such agility. The whole sex organ which was contained in his mouth became warm. He could feel every single detail inside Jing’s smooth and slippery mouth. Jing did his best to get Lu Cang closer, to make him feel his sex organ swiftly reached a vital passage of his pharynx and larynx.

Admist the confusion, Jing had freed his hand that was clamping down Lu Cang and moved it to gently press down on the base of Lu Cang’s sex organ, allowing that soft and lithe flesh to hang back in his damp and hot oral cavity. His head slowly sporting a forward and backward movement. It made Lu Cang nearly doubt himself, whether he was in an illusion.

While in the process of giving Lu Cang oral sex, all along Jing’s finger never stopped exploring Lu Cang’s inner body. ---- That sometimes forceful then on the other time pressing gently gesture made Lu Cang almost go crazy. Also, in a split second when that finger pressed a little harder in his body, Lu Cang, because of that pleasant sensation as if being hit by a static shock, couldn’t help but shout out loud.

“Ahh…….” Like a miracle, Lu Cang felt that his sex organ in Jing’s mouth stirred a bit. Slowly but sure it’s springing and standing up right.

“Ahh….. Don’t…. Don’t…….. “

Jing as if he found out the kind of plaything that made him happy, with all his might kept on pressing this fragile spot. Lu Cang found it difficult to hold back his moaning and screaming, unmistakably he felt the stimulation that he hadn’t experience for a long time coming from his backside straight to his front part. He distinctly felt that that thing slowly became excited, so much that it reached Jing’s throat.

Jing seemingly went all out in doing his utmost to tease Lu Cang. Holding this gradually becoming thick and bulky sex organ in his mouth, unceasingly passing it in and out his mouth, rubbed it on his lips and on his tongue with all his might. To the extent that he put in another finger. He exerted all of his strength eagerly pressing, making Lu Cang lose all of his senses for a little while.

Finally…….

Lu Cang was trying hard to contain all the long time accumulated energy from suddenly bursting out all at once. Lu Cang busily wanted to take it out, but being firmly kept by Jing in his mouth, he couldn’t do anything to free himself. In the twinkle of an eye, the thick, hot and raw liquid vigorously erupted, gushing out in Jing’s mouth and flowed out from the corner of his mouth.

Lu Cang was stunned from that momentarily extraordinary sight. He bent over to Jing’s direction, but it was already too late to prevent Jing from raising his head to gulp down his body fluid action.  

“You…. You you you!!…….” Lu Cang blankly looked at Jing and unable to believe, Jing’s lip’s corner was still stained with his xxx. This bizarre appearance, no matter what, wouldn’t perfectly fit with his nobility.

“You are out of your mind…..” He actually didn’t know what was best to say, only after squeezing hard for a long time could he squeeze out these words.

Jing used the corner of his sleeve to wipe his mouth, then casually mentioned the subject, “Still think that you are really disabled, yet it couldn’t bear my teasing at all!”

Lu Cang truthfully dared not to believe that this actually happened. Under his amazed state, he absent-mindedly burst forth several words. : “Simply because it is you…..”

Only after the words escaped his mouth, he became conscious about what he had said. Desperately covering his mouth with his hand, yet Jing’s unusual eyes that had cast on him, made him greatly agitated. He couldn’t help but awkwardly droop his head.

“Others are no good??” This extremely bright Jing of course wouldn’t not understand the implication of Lu Cang’s words. He was delightedly pressing near on Lu Cang, forcing him to spill out the answer that he wanted to hear.

The Lu Cang who had dug his own grave was dying to bite off his own tongue. Indeed, he couldn’t resist Jing. Indeed, he couldn’t stand the fact that Jing had given him oral sex. Also, the disappointing sex organ indeed because being tantalized by Jing had shot out the essence. But to foolishly utter his feelings for Jing out loud was obviously as good as digging his own grave.

“You like me, don’t you?” Jing would not let Lu Cang off, he did his best to press him to confess his true feelings.

“Just say that I like you, so what?” Without any reason, he felt a fit of grief. Lu Cang recalled the fate of countless hearts that were entrusted to this person. He could only have this trembling with fear feeling. “Didn’t Xi Zhen also like you? What kind of happy end did she get?”

 Jing’s complexion became dark. He didn’t say anything, merely took Lu Cang into a hug and encircled him on his coiled up leg. Slowly, once at a time, he caressed Lu Cang’s upper arm.

“Before…..” Just when Lu Cang thought that he intended to remain silent just like that, Jing opened his mouth, “I was madly infatuated with Uncle Yong Yi. Didn’t care that he was married or even that he had a daughter. Relying on my status as the emperor, I forcefully possessed him.  But Uncle Yong Yi, towards me, from beginning never over stepped the affection between uncle and nephew. No matter how I pressed on him, he would never yield to me. Finally, he went as far as to choose to flee. Without hesitation, on top of the committing treason reputation, he stood on his own feet and proclaimed himself as a king in the attempt to be able to oppose me...”

His voice sounded dejected. His fingers unconsciously stayed on Lu Cang’s chest, pressing on the pulse of his heartbeat.

“This matter angered me and drove me crazy! In this world, there was a person who unwilling yielded to me! However, it hadn’t been long since I ascended the throne, to dispatch my troops in an expedition obviously would have been extremely disadvantageous for me. Hence, I strolled about in all directions, to find a man who resembled Yong Yi then used brute force to conquer them, afterwards, cold-bloodedly killed them. Using it as a means to relieve my vengeful desire... Just like that for the past few years, so, by chance I came across you……”

“Initially, I thought that you were a man with the same category as Yong Yi, so, no matter that (what) –three seven are twenty one- (the facts of the matter), I just embraced you. But then I realized, you and Yong Yi were definitely not very much alike. You don’t have his outstanding masculinity aspect. Your exterior is strong, but deep in your heart, you are weak. …. I exerted violence on you, in your heart, you obviously hate me but never seriously revolted against me…..” Covering Lu Cang’s wanted to refute mouth, Jing continued on and said to his direction: “I know you like my appearance and can’t resist me. Yet, I still couldn’t bear the temptation to sleep with you, over and over again. So frequently that I even surprised myself.”

Jing’s hand slowly slid down, returning to Lu Cang’s lower body. Lu Cang wanted to struggle, but Jing bound him tightly to his bosom, so he couldn’t make a move.

“Honestly speaking, I began to have a little fear, ---- Afraid that I would forget Yong Yi and started to like a person like you who basically shouldn’t suit my appetite! I couldn’t stand it! Couldn’t stand that I actually could free myself from my obstinate feeling towards Yong Yi. I decided to recover the feeling that once drilled a hole and pained my heart. To preserve what I considered as perfect.”

 Jing without any meaning caressed Lu Cang gently, going on with his self-assertion,  “But after I seized Yong Yi back, no matter how I madly maltreated him, no matter what, I couldn’t retrieve my maddening feeling from that time ..….. I refused to believe that time could dilute my feeling! I couldn’t believe it! Absolutely did not believe! I obstinately stuck to him day and night, determined to retrieve my lost feeling…. Then I heard that you killed Yong Yi, I was angered to the point of mad! I subconsciously felt that you were the source who disrupted my affection towards Yong Yi. This very concern even more deepened my determination to eliminate you. Therefore, at that time at the city’s gate, out of pain I wanted to kill you, wholeheartedly I meant to eliminate you….. You, the piece of sore spot in my life! And then …. Then…. “

“Following afterwards, you had clearly known…..”

The atmosphere returned to its tranquility. Lu Cang absolutely had no idea what kind of expression he should conduct to face Jing. ---- This self-centered man, because of his own feeling, he demolished other’s people family. Also not in the least hesitated to eliminate people he regarded as rubbish.  ----- Merely because he was afraid, to fall in love with a not good enough person, to the possibility that the crazy love that he regarded as perfect might be disrupted.

Lu Cang powerlessly closed his eyes, “And then?” He could hear his own indifferent voice in those words.

Jing startlingly lifted up his head. He had never earnestly analyzed himself to other people, the object for the very first time he ever did this unexpectedly didn’t feel grateful at all. Unexpectedly, he didn’t regard his moving embrace as something one should take pride in. ---- It indeed shocked him big time.

“Of course you will come back with me to the capital. Yong Yi already died, Xi Zhen has become a nun….since I am already set on useless thing like you, I will just have to make do! “He stretched out his hand to pull Lu Cang, inching closer to seek for his lips.

“Let go!! Let Go!!” Being said by Jing as the utterly worthless and useless thing, Lu Cang absolutely wouldn’t give in easily. He desperately swayed his body, but his foot slipped, he dragged Jing down together into the stream.

Jing of course would always be Jing. Despite admitting and vindicating his feeling, he absolutely wouldn’t take something lying down. He pulled Lu Cang’s hair, glared straight to his eyes, applying his menacing tone,  “Have you forgotten that you yourself also had admitted to me that only I can satisfy you?” Viciously gripped and teased Lu Cang’s lower part, Jing reminded him about the pleasure Jing gave him a short while ago.

“I would rather be an eunuch for all my life!!” His back was soaked in the icy cold stream water, Lu Cang remained unbending and refused to show the impression of weakness.

“Really? This is what you say! I’d like to see, how long will your stubbornness last.”

Lu Cang truthfully couldn’t guess what kind of trick he had up his sleeve. His cold eyes glared at Lu Cang while taking out a brocade pouch from his chest.

Jing continued with his pressing gesture, untied the brocade pouch, taking out a tangible thing from inside it. --- he used his mouth to bite off the rear section of that thing, and then powerfully threw it to the sky. ---- Along with a whizzing sound that pierced through the quietness. That was the whistle sound used by the military troops. Taking advantage of the wind force, the whistle noise would transmit their whereabouts.

By heart Lu Cang knew that this was far from good. ---- His ear could hear a whistle sound resounding, from the west side of the thick forest, there was a rustle noise, approximately from a little over 10 Zhang distance.

The neatly dressed up troops came out from the thick forest in pairs. Set up and filled the river bank in a split second. Lu Cang couldn’t help his cry out in alarm. ---- Those who were running in front of the troops, were precisely his, shared joys and hardships, helped one another in time of need, sworn brothers. They were being bound by thick rope in the same style. They used extremely astonished eyes to look at him.

“You… You actually….” Lu Cang couldn’t bear his own trembling. He bitterly detested himself for actually becoming like a *pump. For the honorable His Majesty the Emperor, moving a troop or two was merely as easy as lifting a hand affair. ---- However, he foolishly let his brothers scatter in all directions to escape, just to walk straight into the traps.
*(t/n : most probably, by pump, Lu Cang meant to say that he was the one who pushed the brothers straight to the trap by asking them to run away. )

“Big Brother!! “ *Cao Xin finally couldn’t stand it, he intended to move forward, but the soldier behind him forcefully tightened the rope on his body, “Big brother, what happened to you? Who are these people…… and…. That.. that…. Why are you stark-naked pressed down underneath a man??”
*(t/n : Cao Xin used Lao Da instead of Da Ge, but basically it serves the same meaning while Lao Da can also mean : Boss. )

Oh--- Heaven!!

Lu Cang suddenly felt that there was some kind of thing exploded in his chest. ---- He actually forgot his own condition before his eyes.

He didn’t even have a stitch on his body, start-naked reclined under Jing’s body. Not to mention that each and every part of his body also glued close to this detestable man.

Good Heaven!! His image as the brigand chief’s figure was already thoroughly done for!!

There was darkness before his eyes, in the end, he gracefully lost his consciousness……

End of chapter 10.