Ch. 2
2. I picked up three stray pets and one person
"Hahaha! You jerk!"
I was out of my mind.
(splash!)
This cool sound! That's right, it's littering! Hahaha! I lost everything... so there is nothing I can't do. I been saving these emotions because of my image and elegance, but I can't stand it anymore. Next to me there were empty bottles of soju, after I just threw one all I had was just a bottle. Snacks ran out. Oh well, I'll just drink. My hands felt weak, but I opened the bottle. While I was drinking, I closed my eyes and went back to 4 hours ago...
"What... are you talking about?"
"Let's break up."
"Ha... why so suddenly..."
"You look like you are gonna play little, so I was thinking of doing it with you, but I didn't see any chance, and I have a new girlfriend she does it really well so for a while I'm going to be with her."
Faking is not only for the girls. That son of bitch... so he tried to do something to me, but I didn't get along with him most of the time, so he is trying to break up?
My whole body was shaking. Today, our company got closed, and I couldn't even get the right amount of payment. So I was even thinking of marrying him for money... but still half of my feeling was true.. I thought he was a good guy... and what?
"Uh? Ah, I'm sorry. Wait for me little bit. I'll be there. Okay, I love you."
He was talking on the phone like that without any hesitation... it was obvious that it's a girl... no his new girlfriend. Do you really think I'm that easy?
In my whole life I never heard I was ugly. I looked calm and quiet, so I never showed my toughness. Actually, you get all the name calling if you are an orphan with bad personality.
"Stay well. But I'm not sure if that will happen. Haha!"
He disappeared like that. In my hand I had my water cup, but I couldn't throw at him. After I came out from the cafe, it was really hard for me to handle this. In the end... I had to drink alcohol that I stopped drinking for 4 years. In the market I bought 10 bottles of soju and some snacks and went to the riverside.
"Haha. Okay... That's how it was. Fuck you world!"
(drop)
Right after I finished shouting something fell on my head. I touched that something on my head... That day I really wanted to be a crazy bitch.
"Ahhhhhh! That pigeon!"
The pigeon already flew away. Next time when I see any pigeon... I will bite their feathers out! And then I will make pigeon barbecue. It couldn't get any worst. While I was cusing and sighing...
(drip)
Something cold wet my cheek. What is this? Don't tell me it's pigeon's shit again?
(drops)
If I had to pick my worst day, I would definitely pick today.
There will be no other day like this. Lost my job, broke up with my lover, pigeon shit on my head... and then rain? Okay, let everything wash away. The shit on my head and my mask... try wash away everything!
I finished the last bottle of soju... I stood up. 4 years ago 10 bottles of soju was nothing... right now it's killing me. Is it because of the rain? Will it be better if I walk little?
"(sigh).."
Drinking alcohol makes you feel better? and makes you forget things that you want to forget? It's all lies. Except for I got little dizzy... my mind was very clear. Should I walk to my house like this? I just followed where my feet took me. The rain didn't seem like it was going to stop soon. Among many people who had umbrella I... was like a wife of a beggar.
"Ugh.. I don't feel so good."
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