Chapter 790.: 790.
「 It didn’t go well for me . Trying to become everyone’s big sister . 」
Nei says while playing with the transforming robot toy .
「 I guess it’s impossible for me . I can’t be the big sister, but only a little sister Minaho-oneechan and Margo-oneechan protects, can I?
I embrace Nei’s shoulder .
「 Really? I think that you’re doing well 」
「 Yo-chan? 」
「 You call me “Kei-chan” when we’re alone, right? Onee-chan 」
Nei calls me Kei-chan .
I call Nei, “Onee-san . ”
That’s the rule when we’re alone .
「 Yeah 」
I need Nei to return to her Yasuko mind for this .
Her naked mind .
「 But you see, Kei-chan says that but, I’m different . I can’t . It doesn’t work at all . I mean, I don’t have the “everyone’s big sister” image now . I know very well that this can’t go on! 」
Nei speaks out her true feelings .
「 I wanted to be the reliable big-sister who stands in front, pulling the little sisters out, resolving the problems of everyone with a smile . But, look at what I did 」
Nei returns the robot toy she played with on the shelf .
「 I was acting bossy and looking like an observer with Tsukiko-san, leaving everything to everyone, and I didn’t do anything to help 」
Oh, right .
「 Also, later, Mii-chan and I would be holding each other back from making conspiracies, but, with Kana-chan, she’s a good girl, and so it will go well with her… 」
Nei .
「 But, it’s not working well for me . Nothing goes well at all 」
Haaaa, she sighed loudly .
Her eyes are filled with tears .
「 Then, then, then, now I’m complaining all about it to Kei-chan, I’m such a failure 」
I kiss Nei on the cheeks .
「 I don’t think Onee-chan’s a failure or anything like that 」
I smiled at Nei .
「 Onee-chan, you’re my big sis . There’s no failure for that . Just having Onee-chan by my side like this is happiness to me 」
「 But, Kei-chan 」
I hold Nei’s hand .
I grind my thumb around the middle of her palm .
「 W-What? 」
「 Nothing, just a massage . I heard that you can improve the blood circulation using this 」
I gently massage Nei’s hand .
「 Look, don’t reflect on what you couldn’t do but concentrate on what you can do instead 」
「 Huh? 」
I give Nei’s fingers shiatsu .
「 Misuzu exposed her true feelings earlier when there are people around, right? 」
She confessed that she wants herself to be a special existence to me .
She asks to have sex with me .
And so, I’ve embraced Misuzu in front of Katsuko-nee, Ruriko, Edie, and Nei .
「 But, Onee-chan held back . You actually want to scream just as loud as Misuzu, don’t you? I know 」
In truth,
Nei should’ve asked for sex with me in that place too .
「 T-That’s, well… 」
Nei speaks bashfully
「 Mii-chan made her grand confession like that before I could . I couldn’t do anything but watch her over like an understanding big sister 」
「 Yeah, and you did it well 」
I grasp her hand tightly .
「 You let Misuzu have her turn and back off like an elder sister . That’s cool, I don’t think anyone could hold back that much unless they’re big sisters 」
My women are honest with their desires .
「 If Misuzu were on the reverse situation, she’d think that if she doesn’t have sex with me there, then it’s not fair, that she’s got no place, that she lost, and so she’d do anything to join in 」
Nei’s not like that .
Back then, it was Edie’s time .
Edie let Ruriko join her, then…
Misuzu’s unable to just watch me have sex with those two .
And so she also pleaded to have sex with me .
I…No, Edie and all the girls in the room allowed Misuzu’s request, and so I had sex with her .
「 Misuzu’s unable to hold back, but Onee-chan did . Furthermore, you were able to suppress it that you were smiling while talking to Misuzu and the girls 」
「 T-That’s 」
Nei looked down on the hand I’m grasping .
「 I was just trying to show off . I wanted to be big sis-like, even for a bit . It was nothing but a play . An act . After all, I also want your embrace! I wanted to have sex! I wanted to shout back that I’m the one who loves Kei-chan the most! Right in front of them 」
Nei .
「 I mean, I mean! I mean! I’m number one! I love Kei-chan the most! I love you more than anyone does in this world! I won’t lose! I’m the one who loves Kei-chan the most!!! 」
She takes my hand .
Then, Nei kisses it again and again .
The back of my hand, my fingers .
Then…
「 Sorry . I must be heavy . I know that I’m crazy . I love Kei-chan so much that it’s making me insane 」
Nei’s tears flow to my hand .
「 I thought that it might hurt Kei-chan if I continue this 」
I see now .
「 And that’s why you were taking distance from me for the past few days? 」
She didn’t get involved with the Takakura case more than the surface .
She laid the groundwork to sacrifice Kana-senpai to me .
Then…
「 Going to the US with Margo-neesan is also a part of it? 」
「 No . I sure want to go with Margo-oneechan to the US and support her . I’ve got a lot of regrets remaining in the US after all 」
To Nei, the US is the place where her parents and brother died and where she was imprisoned .
「 I understand Margo-oneechan’s thoughts of taking revenge on the US 」
「 I see . Then that’s okay 」
But, it was me who urged Margo-oneechan to hurry and carry out her plans 」
Nei looked at my face .
「 In the end, I think that if I continue to stick with Kei-chan, I’ll cause troubles not just with Kei-chan but with everyone 」
「 Onee-chan 」
I lick off Nei’s tears .
It’s salty and slightly bitter .
Her tears taste the same .
「 If you go away with that reason, it’ll only trouble me 」
「 But 」
Nei .
「 But I’m going crazy! Insane! 」
「 Yeah . You’re right, but I don’t mind it at all 」
I…
「 After all, I’m also crazy . Crazy for you 」
「 Kei-chan? 」
Nei’s surprised .
「 Onee-chan, we’re both crazy . Mad . That’s why Onee-chan doesn’t mind no matter how much trouble I bring . I will also cause as many problems to Onee-chan . Isn’t that what being siblings is like? 」
I laughed .
「 I’ve discovered a lot this time . One of them is that people will always be influenced by the environment they grew up in 」
Nei listens to my story .
「 For example, Yukino’s raised in a house where her parents curse at each other, and so she thinks that throwing insults at me is a proof of her affection 」
That’s her expression of love .
「 But, Mana’s raised by her relatives in Shizouka, she thinks that the relationship of her parents is embarrassing . She’s able to compare it to the people close to her 」
And that is Yukino and Mana’s difference .
「 Megu’s raised in Yamamine house, where the couple helps each other out, or so she thought . Actually, it’s the husband refrained from his wife . She feels that it’s natural, and so… 」
Megu believes that I should make a compromise for her .
「 Earlier, Misuzu shouted all her emotions, the reason or that is Misuzu’s always lived in a place where people look at her . Therefore, she doesn’t resist making that confession while everyone’s watching her 」
Instead, she wants people to know her thoughts .
「 I’m envious of her . Mii-chan thinks that she stands on top and can move a mass of people . She’s got both the cuteness and charisma 」
Nei said .
「 Misuzu’s also envious of Onee-chan . I’m sure of it 」
「 W-What? 」
「 Onee-chan’s not a captive of common sense, you’re free 」
I said . Nei’s face turns cloudy .
「 I’m not free at all 」
「 But Misuzu sees it that way . Onee-chan, you don’t have the burden of Kouzuki house behind your back after all 」
Misuzu’s to inherit the control over an old wealthy family .
Someday…
「 Well, anyway, since our family is a gathering of people like this, each one has their past, and is influenced by the way they lived before 」
I said .
「 Minaho-neesan and the others can’t forget their past as prostitutes no matter what . Margo-neesan had her harsh history, and so she’s like that now . Agnes also has the teachings about sex from Shirasaka Sousuke 」
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