“Didn't I tell you all about what would happen? It happens all the time. Don't be unreasonably hypersensitive. ”
“So... so that's... what's going on here? Why... Why are you doing this...? ”
“Someone needs someone to take care of it. We're not playing with children. The continent is at risk, and a great battle is about to begin that we can't even begin to compare. Two days to go. ”
“ ……. ”
Tran s la t e d b y jpｍ t l .c om “No wonder someone's dying. Hyejin may die, or one of the guild members may die. And by the way, I have a manual for other people's deaths, so there's nothing to overreact to. Think about the symbolic meaning of the name Lee Young on the continent. I don't think I'm a great person, but I'm likely to fall into a great deal of confusion. Not just the continent, but the Blue Guild members as well. Someone needs to fix it. ”
“How did you come up with this?" you asked! ”
‘No, Shiva Hye-jin. Why are you so excited? Do you want to do Doom Hye-jin? ’
“Why do you keep making me say it twice? I told you, just in case. ”
“This is an order made for just in case? Cut the horseshit. Th-this... ”
“ ……. ”
“Are you going to die? Are you going to die? ”
‘Ai, Shiva. Too much detail. ’ Tr a ns late d by Ｊp ｍtl.com
I can see Jo Hye-jin who is more excited than I expected. I felt better because he thought of me like this, but I felt even more embarrassed.
“Why is it that you know my personality? Do I look like I'm gonna die? ”
“Then explain... the explanation. ”
“I have nothing to explain. What can I do?" It's just the way it is, so you know what? No, seriously, what's wrong? ”
I was seriously concerned about whether Cho Hye-jin chose the wrong choice.
‘You told me not to defile his pride. Hye-jin.’
AKA. Where the hell did Jo Hye-jin go? Why don't you know that you're acting like this is a disgrace to the light.
‘Shiva... I'm telling you to be more proud. ’
I get nervous with the face that I will never back down. In my view, it will not be too much to be embarrassed that I decided to sacrifice everything with the light.
Think about it. Who isn't afraid of death?
After I've made a lot of decisions, too, for those I love, yes. It was the time I had just decided to sacrifice myself for my loved ones.
If Jo Hye-jin comes out like this, it's going to be difficult for both of us.
‘Isn't this what you're telling Kim Hyun-seong? ’
There's no need for another expression as the anxiety has risen. You're looking at me more hostile than the first time.
T ra n s l at ed b y jp m t l .c o ｍ Tears have not been shed yet, but they seem to be desperate to cry. The appearance of panic does not appear to be capable of normal judgment.
A face that seems to be in trouble for some reason. He seemed like he would make extreme choices in any way.
“Don't bullshit me. D-don 't give me that crap. I... I'll pretend I didn't see this. I'll pretend you didn't see it. Put it back in. ”
‘This is Shiva's lower extremity. I disobeyed an order.’
I thought it might be better to say something annoying as a superior, but I wasn't in the mood. Jo Hye-jin's breathing became more and more coarse as the ominous thoughts continued.
“Don't ever think about it again. You're not going to die. He's never gonna die. ”
‘No, I have to die. I have to die. What's wrong? ’
“Don't do anything unnecessary. Read it properly. ”
“I said no. ”
“Only Hyejin is here. It's just Hyejin. ”
“ ……. ”
“What if... I told you. ”
“How can I believe that.... ”
‘Ah, she's feeling up. ’
“How... can I believe you?" All you have to do is tell a lie... a lie... ”
Tran sl at e d b y jpmtl .c o ｍ The tears spread more and more to see if he was holding his neck. Intermittently, you hear a murmur. Perhaps you are not aware of it.
Jo Hye-jin is never stupid. It is not like Hye-jin Cho to read the documents prepared and shed tears because he is overemotional.
Maybe she's expecting something, too. You may be aware of the great trials I have to face, the fears, and the sacrifices I will bear.
Jo Hye-jin knows a little about a human being named Lee Hye-young. I also understand that I will never throw myself away and that I am not a character who sacrifices himself for others.
It was also natural that the answer would come from itself. It was a little different from what I intended, but it seemed like Jo Hye-jin was thinking like this.
It wasn't just memory loss.
Dying is not just a memory of being with everyone.
It was winning that was dying.
That's why I was able to accept everything, and that's why I was able to speak so confidently.
“Just... open your mouth... Ugh... and you'll lie." ”
Now I'm trying to wipe my tears with my hands, whether I'm conscious or not.
“So, take it. Take it back... I'll never believe a lie like that... I don't believe you when you say it's okay. ”
“ ……. ”
“Take it. Take it! You piece of shit. Take it!”
“ ……. ”
T ran s l at e d b y Ｊp ｍ tl .c o m “Did you think I'd like this? Y-you trickster. Is that why you wanted to see me today? Did you just invite me here to play chess? Free? Let's play chess... Ugh... Did you want to play chess? Did you want me to show you this? ”
“You…. ”
“You son of a bitch. You filthy piece of trash... Are you finally feeling better?! ”
“Hye-jin.... ”
“Are you feeling better now? Pretending to carry it all by yourself... Do you think you'll be anything? Ugh... Because he teases people like that on top of other people's heads. You feeling better now? Seeing me laughing and talking. Did you feel better?”
“ ……. ”
“Is this all you've got? Are you the only one who can do this? You're not going to die. You said you'd never die. You said you were confident in taking your own life... You said you'd live to shit on the wall! You said you'd live!! You son of a bitch... Ugh... You son of a bitch. You said you'd live like that. ”
“ ……. ”
“You could have told me. If I told you, you might have found another way. I told you it would make things better with Hyunsung. That... that was all a lie, too. Everything... everything was a lie. ”
“ ……. ”
“Let's go hang out after work, let's play chess all night long after work, let's go shopping together... It was all a lie... It was all a lie... ”
“Th... ”
“Don't apologize. Don't apologize!”
“I don't... ”
“Don't apologize! Ugh... Don't apologize!!! You liar!!! You son of a bitch!!! (* Sobbing *) Don't apologize... ”
“Do it... ”
“Don't apologize!!!!! ”
“Let's just calm down... ”
“Cut the crap. You son of a bitch. You're a liar... ”
“ ……. ”
“Tell me…. ”
“What are you saying.... ”
“Since when? Tell me everything. What the hell is going on and exactly where the problem is. Say it. I deserve to hear it. I... I deserve to hear this. Tell me exactly how much is left... ”
“ ……. ”
“I told you to tell me. ”
“So... ”
“If you're lying, I'll break your mouth. ”
“I don't know exactly... ”
“ ……. ”
“Phew... ”
“ ……. ”
“ ……. ”
“It won't take long. I don't know exactly when, but it's not a long time. It's not that long ago I realized the symptoms... I didn't hide them on purpose. Does it make sense to you that I just found out? ”
“ ……. ”
“I don't know what happened... but this can't be stopped. If there was a way, I would have found it first. ”
“How can you... judge that? ”
“ ……. ”
There's no need to say anything else. Let's spread the wings of light slowly. Suddenly, my whole body starts to glow and a great sacred body is inside me.
The light shining in the dark room seems somewhat sad rather than magnificent.
I can't express it verbally... Yes. That's how... sad I felt.
“Th-this is why... ”
I shaken my head and saw him stealing tears again. There is no need to explain it in words. It is not strange that Lee Lee Young's body died before.
I think I can tell just a little bit. In the meantime, if you know how much I've warmed up your body, you can be sure to notice.
I crossed a huge line several times with my weak body. I was fortunate to see a landscape that I had not worked hard to see in my lifetime, with my colleagues overflowing with Boone.
I've been through a lot. It was hard and sometimes I would shed tears, but when I think about it, all of this process was fun, and this adversity and suffering made me harder. Yes, that's the setting. I think that would be good.
But the body could not endure those times. There was a time when I was miraculously torn apart by demons, and I was able to endure every day taking medication for side effects.
I didn't realize it either, but Lee was dying slowly.
Maintaining a dying body is an enormous sacred thing that the human body cannot bear. Goddess Benigor despised a human being, giving her the sacred time to tie herself up, so that she could survive until all this was over.
“Lie... don't lie to me. ”
“ ……. ”
“Ugh... Ugh... Don't lie to me... Please... Please tell me I'm lying. ”
There is no falsehood in my eyes that I want to protect the continent of light.
“Ugh... How... how... ”
To be honest, sacrifice is not a word that matches Lee Young-young.
“I don't think that's appropriate.... ”
But I also feel like I want to do something. If you realize that it's already over, this ending is not a bad one.
“Well, let's assume you're returning what you received. I didn't think I'd be thinking this... but I have to finish what I started. ”
“ ……. ”
“Just in case. If things go well, who knows if Benigor will spare my life as a reward? Honestly, I wanted to throw it all away and run away, but I was afraid that if I made that choice, I would take away the sacred thing that was keeping my body. Isn't that right? Imagine we used it to escape the sacred relics that you gave us to save the continent. If I were God, I would be devastated. ”
“Ugh... ”
“Don't worry about it, it's all about staying alive. I've changed a little bit. ”
“Huff... huff... ”
“I probably wouldn't have thought of this in the old days. I know you said I wouldn't know if I was going to die when you died... But I just suddenly thought that. I think it was Hyejin who planted the responsibility. for those who belong to me and are inside me. I'm not used to it, so I don't know what to say. ”
“Huff... huff... huff... huff. ”
“I don't fit in, I'm ashamed to say this, but I am proud of my actions. It's pride. I feel like I can tell a little bit about it. ”
“Huff... huff... ”
“So.”
“Ugh... ”
“Do not dishonor me. ”
“ ……. ”
“ ……. ”
“Lee, Young-young... You piece of shit... ”
“ ……. ”
“Hye-young... Hye-young... You lying son of a bitch... Ugh... ”
A murmur that doesn't fit in the white intestine at all, like light, began to spread.
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