Chapter 51.1
Chapter 51 part 1
Returning to heaven felt both familiar and unfamiliar . The fairy friends who saw me came to greet me kindly . It seemed no different from the time before I went down .
Without one celestial star Chu Kong, heaven was still heaven . The immortals were cold and didn’t have so many feelings as humans .
Perhaps before going down I was also like that . Now…… .
If I burry my head, I could smell the earth on my whole body .
Back to Yue Lao temple . The red strings in Yue Lao temple were still the same as always; a mess created by Yue Lao . They were so mixed together that you wouldn’t know where the end and beginning was .
I went to the backyard and saw Yue Lao asleep with stolen wine . I deeply felt that all my bad habits were learned from this tricky Yue Lao .
I walked to him, grabbed his two white beards and mercilessly pulled them down .
“Aiyo,” Yue Lao screamed in pain . He grabbed his chin and woke up . It took a moment before he saw me .
“Ah, Xiao Xiang Zi, you’re back!”
I looked at him with squinted eyes . He sensibly changed the way he called me: “Alright, Xiao Xiang . The moment you come back, you tossed me, this old bone! By the way……”
Yue Lao looked left and right . Close to my ears, he asked: “When you were down, you weren’t together with celestial star Chu Kong, right? Heaven made a bet . I bet you two won’t be together . I put five golden teals!”
“Inside information . ”
I plucked his two long white beards out .
“If you don’t want to lose money, quickly go change your bet . ”
Yue Lao looked at me with his round eyes . I laughed: “I bet all the wages from my whole life . I and Chu Kong could absolutely be together . ”
Yue Lao looked at me blankly for a while . He turned, took out an abacus and calculated: “Even with all the wages from your whole life, they aren’t worth five golden teals, ah . Your information is also notorious for being untrustworthy . ”
I my mouth twitched: “Whatever!”
After saying that I went back to my own room while holding the mirror of the past . I locked the door and put the mirror of the past above the desk . I felt emotionally complex . In fact, Yue Lao was right . Like the wages of my whole life weren’t worth five golden teals, I also didn’t know if my information was correct or not . I was just relying on my intuition or better said I was gambling with the confidence I had in Chu Kong .
I definitely believed that Chu Kong wouldn’t want to go in the evil ways .
Even if he didn’t have the memory of his past lives; even if he really wanted to prove himself; even if he was jealous and angry . But he would definitely not follow Jin Lian’s wish to go in the evil ways . After all he’d always been a good person .
No matter if it was arrogant celestial star Chu Kong, Lu Hai Kong or meatball Kong, I’ve always believed that deep in his heart there was tenderness and kindness .
Moreover, the thing about meatball Kong going into the evil ways was really strange . He said Jin Lian was in his body for three years . Since he was willing to let Jin Lian into his body, three years ago, why didn’t he follow Jin Lian and chose to wait until now?
I dared to guess that meatball Kong was careless and Jin Lian entered his body . He had been affected by Jin Lian, but he was afraid that I’ll be worried . So, he never told me about this matter .
He cared about me . Besides it was an excessive care .
I looked in the mirror of the past . Waves formed in the mirror . I saw Chu Kong still holding the body that had been abandoned by me . His body was stiff . It looked like he also had become a corpse and would not move again .
“I’m not celestial star Chu Kong,” he said quietly . His voice was hoarse . “In my heart there isn’t immortal life of the heaven and earth and there also isn’t doing good things for the people . I just wanted to protect you . I just really wanted to protect you . What freedom? What living alone? Those aren’t what I want . To become the person you like . To let my figure enter your eyes, even if it was just for a moment, it’ll be alright . Knowing that you like me will be enough . ”
“I really didn’t want to make you angry . I was just afraid……afraid that one day I can’t control myself and hurt you . So, I tried everything to leave you . I just thought……”
His voice choked . He buried his head in my neck like how I comforted him in the past .
“I just thought that I can’t let that person in my body harm you . I just wanted to use all my effort to protect you . I just thought that if you say some disappointing words to me, after I died, will you be less sad?”
My heart felt pain . I listened to him continue saying: “I’m sorry . I’m so stupid……I’m still as stupid as when I was a child . I couldn’t think of a better idea!”
He broke down in tears .
“Get up and beat me . Get up and teach me a lesson . You can do as you like, just……don’t leave me . ”
“You know, my greatest fear is this……”
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The points that this Chu Kong lost are back .
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