Chapter 486: 486
Same place, different scenarios, same results . Same actions, different words, same hearts…
They fought in the same zoo Wu Yan picked for his first date with Kurumi . Wu Yan used a lie to force Kurumi into confronting the inevitable truth . From that day onwards, his words had materialized a crack in her iron-will to carry out her beliefs .
Kurumi didn’t want to admit it . Even if it’s a harsh truth, she refuses to admit what she had been doing all these years had no intrinsic meaning to it .
She had been fighting against humans and running from them just like Tohka and Yoshino . She lived like a soldier in constant combat . She didn’t have Tohka or Yoshino’s luck, she didn’t find that someone who offered her an arm of support . She ran and resisted until she finally killed her first human .
After that, killing became almost second nature when confronted with hostility . She numbed her mind with the constant killings . Maybe this is why she became a spirit, maybe this is her reason of existence .
At least, that’s what she thought before she killed even more humans . The existential crisis came back like a bad round of flu . What is she really doing with this life?
Kurumi came to a conclusion, this existential crisis stemmed from the fact that spirits like her had no futures .
If that is so, Kurumi should condemn the past that brought her here .
She started finding ways to go back to the past to change what has been done .
To escape this meaningless life of killing, she must kill more to go back in time . What a cruel joke . She wanted to laugh but she’s too blase to do so .
Wu Yan barred her from going back to change the past . Denied of both past and future, what becomes of her now? Kurumi couldn’t think of a reason to keep going .
“You live for me, you’re mine from now on!”
“Don’t go dying on me, I won’t allow it . ”
“My existence is yours?…”
Kurumi stared in disbelief as Wu Yan rubbed away her tears . She recalled the day her clone got done in by Mana . She observed from a dark corner and she saw him wiping away the blood staining her dying clone . If she recalled correctly, he said something along the lines of:
“Abandoning the past is no different than running away from it, facing it and accepting it is the only way you can move forward . If you don’t have the courage to accept the past the future will always remain far away from you . Forget changing the past if you can’t do that…”
Kurumi didn’t forget how he murmured about saving Kurumi just one time .
“Am I not a lost cause?”
Kurumi blurted out . Wu Yan stopped his hand .
He sighed and he caressed her cheeks while showing her a very smug grin .
“You can’t reject me…”
Kurumi’s eyes wavered before she laughed .
“Ara ara, stealing my lines, that’s very cheeky of you…”
Wu Yan shrugged and he continued .
“If you can be so tyrannical I don’t see why I can’t have my way with you . I am getting the feeling that if I don’t do this, you’re going to whip me so hard after this . ”
“But, you’re the one who rejected me, multiple times even…”
“Yeah well…”
Wu Yan smiled .
“Don’t even think about saying no . ”
“What a dictator…”
Kurumi licked her lips before she gave him a charming smile in kind .
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