Watashi wa Teki ni Narimasen! - Chapter 1.2

Now that I think about it, Earl Patorishiel had said that he adopted me so that I can become a maid of the royal palace. That’s why I had thought that that is what I will do after graduation……I was too ignorant.

If you want to be raised to become the Queen’s attendant, you are asked to be married.

If you are an aristocrat’s daughter, even if you are in a situation where you may become the King’s mistress, you can be treated as the daughter or son of that nobleman.

It was the country’s policy to not accept illegitimate children so thanks to that, there were no worries that threaten the status of the queen and the problem to the succession of the throne is small.

Even though it was to prepare for an emergency and to prevent the family to be glared at, I don’t want to marry for a job nor do I want to be unable to reject the old king who may want me as a mistress. I want to run away……was what I felt.

The psychological hurdles for working in the palaces was too high.

Even if I did become the Queen’s maid, I can’t make my heart throb with love, and the reputation of the Queen was very good.

Moreover, the Queen was someone who came from the neighboring country and it seems like the neighboring countries have an air of unrest. It seems like they had repeatedly invaded adjacent countries.

They said that the Kingdom of Faruzia was safe because the queen was the royal younger sister of the Neighboring country but there are many people who were taking caution.

If I were to become the servant of such a Queen, then, if there was a possibility of an invasion, I will have to be on the Queen’s side? Won’t I become the enemy of this country?

The road ahead was completely black.

I can’t see light in my future.

I don’t want to do a villainous job――!

As soon as I thought that, what resurrected from my head was the dream I had when I was young.

And the various memories from my dreams came up like bubbles.

My 14-year-old self who lived in Japan on a planet called Earth.

The figure I saw is the girl with black hair and black eyes I saw many times in my dreams.

Though there are tall buildings, I lived in a somewhat peaceful town.

Though I only had memories up to 14 years old, I remembered the game I played frequently and I swallowed my breath.

I had liked simulation games.

The battle scenes were quick and the turns and moves were easy to understand which fits me very well.

In those simulation games, there was one about the main character who fought to regain the kingdom that was taken over.

The countries name, Kingdom of Faruzia, was used.

The main character rose to save the country in which the royal family was killed and the country was invaded by neighboring countries, fighting against the enemy countries and the Queen who pulled them in.

In the game, there was a magician who got in the way of the main character who advances.

The poison queen Marianne’s aide, Kiara Credias.

The person who told me to go as a bride was a person named Credias.

Once I get married, I will have the same name…….

Wait! Don’t tell me I am the villain!?

This is the panicking situation in my head right now.