Chapter 1031: Chapter 1031
Chapter 1031: Starting Afresh
She was really mad with jealousy .
Upon hearing her words, Fu Qinglun finally stopped biting the insides of his cheeks and froze for a moment . Stretching out his arm, he pulled her into his embrace .
He hugged her so tight, wanting to become one with her, for her to fuse into his blood and bones .
Foolish girl .
His foolish girl .
She need not be jealous because of anyone .
Who was she? Lin Shiyu, she was so talented and charming . Back then when she was still a student, she was the dream lover of countless boys when she wore that white dress, holding a few books in her hands .
Who could compare to her?
Noone . Absolutely noone at all .
When she was 21 years old, she spent only one year to make it into the international scene . She was crowned the queen of the music industry, with her wavy long hair and flowy dress, she took the hearts of many .
He was one of them .
He was one of the many people who loved her .
But now, what kind of life was Lin Shiyu leading?
She had given up everything just for Little Lemon . She no longer played her favorite piano, she no longer sang, she was no longer that dazzling star .
She had been emptied out .
She had landed herself in such a plight .
She even had to be jealous of the owner of the ovary, jealous of the surrogate . Who were they even? How could they even compare to her?
Why?
Love would make them discover the best versions of ourselves . But why did she lead such a pathetic life after being together with him?
If he had been just a second late just now, just a second, she would have fallen from the 18th storey .
She had a demon in her heart, she was sick .
All of it was because of him .
Lin Shiyu’s eyes reddened while in his arms, huge drops of tears trickling down her cheeks . She stretched her arms out, encircling his trim waist as she sobbed . “Fu Qinglun, I don’t want you to have a child with another woman . I really don’t want you to have a child with another woman…
“If you really have a child with another woman, I… won’t want you anymore, you don’t understand… Cries…”
She couldn’t stop crying, her tears just came out without control .
Fu Qinglun’s throat was dry, he moved his lips, but nothing came out from his mouth . He didn’t know what to say . He could only hug her, hold her in his arms tightly .
Despair and helplessness grew with a crazy speed in his heart .
…
Lin Shiyu had fallen asleep and Fu Qinglun sat beside her, holding her cold hand .
He couldn’t stop planting kisses on her hand .
What should he do?
What was he going to do with her?
“Ah Sen . ” Sikong suddenly appeared .
Fu Qinglun got out of his daze, covering a blanket over Lin Shiyu’s body, he stepped out of the lounge .
Along the corridor, Fu Qinglun looked at Sikong . “How’s Shi’shi?”
“Ah Sen, Shiyu is not doing well . Little Lemon’s matter has ruined her and adding on your matters, she has severe depression . She has displayed symptoms of hallucination and even… suicide tendencies . ”
Severe depression?
It seared into Fu Qinglun’s mind . There had been cases of patients with depression committing suicide almost every day in recent years .
It was a frightening illness, not easily curable with just medication .
“Ah Sen, it’s really a sticky situation now . Little Lemon is going through V2 chemotherapy every day and we’ve found the surrogate . You will also have to wait for the sperm and ovary to match, this needs to be settled as soon as possible .
“Also, Shiyu had depression and she needs treatment for that, but with all these things going on, she can’t possibly go for therapy yet . Little Lemon’s condition and the surrogate matter would only keep triggering her . Once the stress and agony she suffers from exceeds a normal level that most humans can take, she would want to escape from the situation . It is very likely that Shiyu would attempt suicide for the second time . ”
Attempt suicide for the second time .
Fu Qinglun’s mind was filled with the scene of Lin Shiyu sitting by the window, almost falling over . He clenched his fists by his sides .
It has been so difficult for her and she had put up with this multiple episodes for more than three years . She had already reached her limit .
He was the cornerstone, crushing her ultimately .
Her depression didn’t just come out of nowhere, it was accumulated day by day . She had to shoulder too much all these years .
He had let her struggle by herself, so helplessly .
Fu Qinglun slumped against the wall, with both hands in his pockets, he appeared so dejected and wasted . “Is there no other shortcut to treat her depression?” he asked .
Sikong nodded his head . “Yes, there is . We can use hypnosis to take away those painful memories . ”
All those painful memories?
Was it him?
Fu Qinglun didn’t speak, the silence lasting for almost a minute . He nodded his head . “Okay . ”
Since he made her suffer so much, he should just let her forget about him . Sometimes, the ending wasn’t really the end, but in fact, was the beginning .
He wasn’t letting her go, he, Fu Qinglun would never let go of Lin Shiyu’s hand . He was planning to start afresh with her .
“Ah Sen, do you want to take away Shiyu’s memories of Little Lemon?” Sikong asked .
Little Lemon was her daughter, she had given birth to her by risking her life . No one had the rights to take away her role as a mother .
But Fu Qinglun nodded his head . “Mm, take it away too . ”
In the end, he made the decision to take those memories away .
She would forget about him and Little Lemon . He would save Little Lemon’s life . Just let him suffer all of the agony all alone .
Little Lemon was a strong girl . They would definitely be able to get through the tough times together .
He drew a circle, placing her outside of it . He wanted to watch her smile, and not let her cry .
When everything got better, after he settled everything, he would take Little Lemon with him and find her .
They would be together again .
…
Lin Shiyu woke up . Once she opened her eyes, Fu Qinglun’s handsome face appeared before her . He had been by her bedside the entire time .
“Shi’shi, you’ve woken up? Do you need some water?”
Lin Shiyu sat up, shaking her head . “I don’t need it… Wait, why are you still here? Have you gone for the test yet? Little Lemon can’t wait any longer . ”
She urged him .
Fu Qinglun looked at her . She seemed to have forgotten about the jumping down episode earlier on . Her entire mind was preoccupied with saving Little Lemon’s life .
The Lin Shiyu who hugged him while crying, who admitted that she was madly jealous, had disappeared . It was as though it was just a dream .
She had suppressed herself yet again . Her depression would only get worse as time passed .
Knock knock . Sikong opened the door . “Ah Sen, I’m here to get a sample of your sperm . ”
Lin Shiyu’s face was as pale as a sheet of paper . She lifted the blanket, quickly getting down the bed . “I’ll go check on Little Lemon, you two can carry on . ”
She scurried out of the lounge, not even turning her head back to look at them at all .
Fu Qinglun got up . “Let’s go . ”
…
In the research lab, Sikong placed an empty test tube on the rack . “Ah Sen, I’ll wait for you outside? Is 10 minutes enough?”
Fu Qinglun sat on the chair, slumping against the back of it . He narrowed his eyes while looking at the tube . “I don’t know, I’m not really in the mood now . ”
Sikong’s gaze traveled downwards, riveting on Fu Qinglun’s pants .
Before he could even see anything, Fu Qinglun randomly picked up something and threw it in his face . “Get out!”
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