Young Master Gu, Please Be Gentle - Chapter 987

Chapter 987: Chapter 987

Chapter 987: An’an, I Love You

She loved him, he knew it all along .

Every word of hers touched him, he picked up her cold hand and held it tightly .

He continued driving, looking in front as the neon lights shone across his face, littering it with color .

Though he had been surrounded by such bustle all these years, it never once belonged to him and he was never obsessed over it .

He had gone through so much all these years, overcoming so many obstacles but he was still alone . He was still that man who picked up his backpack, leaving his hometown to work hard in the city .

Lu Yan’s eyes turned bloodshot, they were somewhat teary as he continued smiling and spoke with a husky voice . “I’ve never been calculative throughout my journey . I’ve never been calculative over how much I’ve put in and how much I would receive in return . Though I didn’t manage to meet my father for the last time before his death, he left a note for me . It was just some simple words, his wish for me to be an upright man .

“I had my first woman when I was 18, or perhaps even earlier . It was to gain a triad boss’ trust . That boss’ mistress had laid her eyes on me, I didn’t reject such a shortcut that was offered to me . Why would I reject her? I was young and vigorous back then, I was going to have a woman in my life even if she didn’t come . I slept with her, pinning her underneath me in bed .

“Women were just like marijuana . I felt really empty inside after venting all of my sexual desires . The unfamiliar faces I woke up to really made me feel sick . I really disliked those dirty, sexual favors but I still continued . With those shortcuts being offered to me, before every deadly encounter, during those sleepless nights, I chose to use up all of my energy on women, living a life of debauchery .

“Those days weren’t exactly good, but weren’t exactly bad either . Everything changed when I was 27 years old . That was when I brought the six year old you home .

“You were so timid back then and you were so afraid of me . When I came over, you’d run away and hide in your room but once I left, you’d open the door and secretly peek at me, just like a little bunny . There was once I came back with injuries and I actually saw you secretly crying . I even scolded you, were you crying at my funeral?

“You slowly grew up and the growing feelings caused our relationship to change . You started revealing your feelings for me, slowly pushing me into a corner . It wasn’t because I didn’t like you, but rather, because I was… afraid .

“I was afraid that I couldn’t balance it all . On one hand was my responsibilities, while on the other was love . I was afraid that I would fail to protect my nation, but I was also afraid that I would let you down . I really wished there was a method on earth that could allow me to balance both . I was even more afraid that I would grow old so quickly . How could I even dare to tell you… I love you when you’re in the prime of your youth?

“But it all didn’t work, I fell in love with you despite trying to stop myself so hard . I fell for the warmth you provided me with, I fell for the love you had for me . After so many years of battling hard, I suddenly just wanted to stop everything . I’m tired, I’m sick of it, I feel really dejected, my heart hurts, I feel lonely, I want to just lay on a bed and sleep . And at the end of the day, I just want you to accompany me .

“I want to build a home with you, I want to tell you more about my parents, I want to ask you a serious question . An’an, I’m not perfect, I’m 40 years old, I haven’t gone to get proper education, I have a really low self-esteem . Have you considered it properly? You must not just come around and only toy with me . This is my first time falling in love and really wanting to have a serious relationship .

“I actually wanted to secretly tell you this, you must forgive me for all the times I hurt you and saddened you last time . I hesitated, I deliberated and I felt so lost, that’s all because I’m too old and you’re too young . I’m not good enough but you’re really too good . And definitely too good for me . I’ve always imagined our future, I’ve always been thinking whether we can end up living a happy life together . Now I’m going to give you my heart and I only have eyes for you . An’an, this is late, but I love you . ”

He finally said it . An’an, this is late, but I love you .

An’an’s eyes crinkled into a radiant smile . She had finally gotten his confession and love .

An’an slowly leaned over, resting her face on his muscular thighs . She stretched out her hand, caressing his prosthetic limb . That was the greatest kind of love he had given her .

Real heroes had flesh and blood, having weaknesses would only make them even better .

An’an shut her eyes . “Ah Yan, do you know about this? I had a dream last night, I dreamed that I was pregnant . I had a pair of twins, a boy and a girl . ”

Twins?

A son and a daughter .

Lu Yan smiled, raking his fingers through her silky hair . “If we really have a pair of twins, what are the names of our daughter and son?”

Right after he said that, there was no response .

An’an had shut her eyes and never opened them again .

She went unconscious .

She went unconscious after all .

Lu Yan didn’t dare to lower his eyes, he didn’t dare to lower his head to check . His veins were pumping while he clutched the steering wheel . It hurt to even breathe, he felt so tormented .

He was reminded of that night many years back .

During winter, he wore just a thin shirt with many holes in it . He sat on a rock alone, looking at the skies over and over again .

He had been forsaken .

He became alone ever since .

The world was so big, his family had disappeared . There was no one he could give his love to this lifetime .

He had to undergo such unbearable pain once, but the heavens were so brutal, he had to undergo it for the second time now .

Many years ago, his eyes were so dry, not even a single tear escaped . He hadn’t cried at all .

Clutching the steering wheel with both hands, her body was gradually losing temperature while on his lap . Tears suddenly welled up in his eyes, he could feel something pouring out of his heart .

One drop, two drops, three drops… his tears trickled down, blurring his vision .

So it turned out tears were so burning hot . It was burning his heart, he was almost going to be set on fire .

He couldn’t turn back time, he still wasn’t able to make it in time .

An’an .

His An’an .

His shoulders started moving . He hadn’t cried before and didn’t know how men even appeared when they cried . He didn’t know how to release the pain in his heart, he bit down on his lips while clenching his fists, feeling so helpless .

The flowers were all wilting, his world had become colorless .

But he suddenly heard a weak voice . “It’s your responsibility as a father to name the kids . ”

Lu Yan was stunned, he quickly lowered his head to see . An’an hadn’t opened her eyes, but her lashes were moving .

A teardrop fell onto her face .

An’an slowly opened her eyes, looking at him . She saw the tear-filled Lu Yan .

She was stunned, the corners of her lips instantly kicked up . She sounded so joyful as she said, “Silly, I wasn’t unconscious . Although my body really hurts, I just closed my eyes to take a little rest so it wouldn’t hurt as much . But I still didn’t lose consciousness, I… couldn’t bear to…”

She then lifted her hand, running her fingers over his facial features so tenderly . “I couldn’t bear to fall unconscious . I was afraid… afraid that once I really do, what’s going to happen to my Ah Yan?”

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